Independence

umm about me?????? okay!!!!!!!****My baby John................ ~well i said this like a million times before but I'm in over my head for John i love him he is my everything, my future, my hopes and my dreams he's more then i could have ever asked for he is simply...........AMAZING like many couples we have are upps and our downs but no matter what we work it out and love each other company we are truly a strong couple i had to tell you about John because if i didn't then i really wouldn't be telling you much about my else you know he's my sexi ass juggalo if your not an Insane Clown Posse fan don't ask alrighty then okay****The everyday me................. ~I am emotional, very understanding, kind, i use to be a push over but now i don't take people's bull shit, i'm down to earth, trust worthy, stupid yet smart, quit a smart ass, i'm pretty open minded, suborn, poetic, scared to do a lot of shit but i'd try to anyway, i can be your best friend or you worst enemy you choose****Sports.............. ~i love sports watching it isn't as great as getting up off your ass and doing it i like to play sports such as volleyball, basketball, soccer, hockey(i love being center), swimming, running, and i also enjoy throwing in track****Fine arts............. ~i am in love with writing i only write poetry though im not in to writing stories and shit cause it doesn't help me get my anger out i also paint, draw, and some photography i also love like many love music i have an open mind when it comes to art i likr all kinds of music but am mostly in to quote on quote depressing music though that's what people tell me****Sad Story............... i love my family, they are very important to me. but i have a fucked up family. they've got this power over me that even though it hurts to live with them i love them no the matter.i have been put in many uncomfortable positions from being touch where i don't want it. i have even resorted to human's last resorts such as self mutilation and trying suicide.