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n2urSeNsES

Lost n' Ur SouL

About Me

"People fall in love. They fall right back out. It happens all the time. Beginnings are scary, endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most. Try to remember that when you find yourself at a new beginning. Just give hope a chance to float up. And it will... Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences. But rather it's a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite,sublime plan. It is a truth universally acknowledged that when one part of your life starts going okay, another falls spectacularly to pieces. There are few things sadder in this life than watching someone walk away after they've left you, watching the distance between your bodies expand until there's nothing...but empty space and silence. Sometimes I feel theres a hole inside me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I have this dream of being whole. Not going to bed each night wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm and the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even with time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love, and I want to be seen.

"When all the lights have left the room Will you still stand next to me and softly say "I love you anyway"? My yesterdays are haunting me Reminders of those moments When I could not rely on feelings that would die And will I listen And watch you fade away? Or can I wake up And trust you when you say... You've heard this sad story before I'm not the first to have one The pain they left behind When reasons were so hard to find You wait for me to let it go But you won't wait forever I know you've had enough Understand that I am still trying And will I listen And watch you fade away? Or can I wake up And trust you when you say... Fall on me Remind my worries That your words mean much more than my need to always feel this way..."

We've been together now for such a long time Through every trial we'd ever care to go When I look back I almost can't believe it We're not the same people that we used to knowWith all the years behind me spent pretending I didn't need someone like you around It makes it even harder to imagine The life I'd be living if I hadn't found...Someone to hold me The way that you do Someone who needs me The way I need you Someone to show me A way that is true Someone to love me The way that I love youWhen there was no one left for me to turn to When all the world I knew was fallin' down Oh there were times I couldn't face the morning But everything's changed since the day that I foundSomeone to hold me The way that you do Someone who needs me The way I need you Someone to show me A way that is true Someone to love me The way that I love you... I'm still looking for my SOMEONE


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My Interests

.movies (old and new). music (any kind). perfumes. necklaces. figurines. books. angels. meeting people. aromatherapy. candles. blue. pink. lavander. stars. mythology.talking to people who makes sense. talking to people who doesn't (make sense that is... hehehe!). talking to people who cares to listen. be it in YM (sn preetifreaky) or at AIM (sn n2mysenses). text messaging. emails and of course on the phone. finding my "somebody" and a lot more. I can develop an interest on pretty much anything.

I'd like to meet:

I wanna meet MY SOULMATE... A soulmate is someone who has the locks to fit our keys, and the keys to fit our locks.When we feel safe enough to open our locks,our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can unveils the best part of one another.No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our paradise.Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction.When we're two balloons and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person.Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life...

i didn't realise i'll ever find HIM but i did. and i couldn't ask for more. i love you TIMOTHY with all my heart "I've loved you my whole life -- even before I'd met you. Some of it was you, some of it was just a promise of you.

Movies:

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Television:

charmed. e.r.. law and order SVU.CSI. CSI Miami. CSI NY. bones. house MD. star gate SG1. star trek. crossing jordan. cold case. numb3rs. the ghost whisperer. friends. alias. spongebob. jeopardy. mutant x. andromeda.

Books:

to kill a mockingbird. pride and prejudice. sense and sensibility. the scarlet letter. interview with the vampire and vittorio the vampire. the notebook. the rescue. message in a bottle. a walk to remember. nights in rodanthe. the gift. bittersweet. three weeks in paris. mythology books or any myth books.

Heroes:

whoa!!! i admire MELANIE HAMILTON's gentle spirit in the movie Gone with the Wind. ATHENA, the greek goddess of wisdom. PSYCHE... cupid's wife. the X-MEN. my aunt letty and of course... my SUPERMAN... my HERO... MY BABY (TIMOTHY JACKSON)

My Blog

Can't Turn Back the Years

Could've given you everything that you needbut I cannot turn back the yearsThe perfect love was all you wanted from mebut I cannot turn back the yearsSo we have to be strong, and I'm finding that hard...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

dEEp iN mY SouL

We've grown closer everyday and deep down inside your heart do you feel the same since i met you baby no one's ever more on my mindAll this love i have for you just get's better in time like a ...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Kissing You

Pride can standa thousand trials.The strong will never fall.But watching stars without youmy soul cried.Grieving heart is full of pain.Oh the aching.'Cause I'm kissing youI'm kissing youTouch me deep,...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

before i let you go...

I can still remember yesterday We were so in love in a special way And knowing that you loved me Made me feel oh so right But now I feel lost, don't know what to do Each and every day...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...gOOdByE...

      A sad thing in life  Is when you meet someone  Who means a lot to you  Only to find out in the end That it was never meant to be and You just have to ...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

tears i cried

We shared our dreams We shared our lives And we didn't have to try Because it all came easily And I, I can still recall the days We were laughing in the rain And even now it seems like yes...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a song sung blue

Out Of Reach by Gabrielle Knew the signsWasn't rightI was stupid for a whileSwept away by youAnd now I feel like a foolAnd now I'm, so confused,My heart's bruisedWas I ever loved by you? Out of rea...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the notebook

Behind every great love is a great story... fall in love in a story about what we long for, what we settle for, and who we're meant for. ~~>> omigosh! the movie was just awesome. i couldn't believe i...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I LOVE HIM

I love him, But every day I'm lonely All along I've only been pretending Without me, his world will go on turning. The world is full of happiness that I have never known.  I love him I love ...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

You know you're in love when you can feel the closeness that you share, even when you are far apart... you know you're in love when the sound of their laughter soothes your soul... you know you're...
Posted by n2urSeNsES on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST