CARSHOWS,FOOTBALL!!! just hangin wit my tru fam and shit you know!!!
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SCARFACE, JIM JONES, A GIRL THAT ISN'T A SLUT AND DOESN'T CHEAT!! (IF THERE IS A SUCH THING)The connection was never really there,
To be a backbone to the relationship
That we were forced to share.
Both had different views on life
Cause we were living opposite sides
We were hearing words from an ignorant mouth
And looking into lying eyes.
The truth was never revealed because
We were never around enough at one time
Words thrown towards me I couldn’t understand
And I couldn’t ask because I was forced to
Leave without questions before I could ever ask mine.
Was being helpless really as bad as
You made it seem to be?
Or was it true that all your problems
Were taken out on me?
Now I realize through the whole process
We’ve taken the completely
Wrong approach to communicate
And now that I don’t get to see you
Don’t get to talk to you
Its helped me appreciate
The person you’ve turned me into
And how much we have in common
Regardless of our fights
That it makes me so much stronger
Of a person when I tell myself
I’ll be alright
Even though questions wander through my head
Like tumbleweed in the deserts rare breeze
I realize things wont simply come and
Go in life as I please
I wish there would be a simple, logical
Explanation as to why
I find it hard to believe people instead
I assume every word is just a lie
And I prepare myself now because if I think it’s a lie
I know it can’t get too much worse
Just like how things went wrong for us
The more we would hear from the translator
The more the anger would express how bad we were hurt
In reality now I see you
As the person I want to be
Even though at one point in time I saw you
Walk around with life in your hands so carelessly
And the whole time I was pointing a finger at you
According to what somebody was else way saying
Leaving me so confused
I could never tell if I was the person who was creating pain
Or if I was the victim of being abused
Now its hard to trust anyone at all because before
You created all these questions in my head but now
I see it was them all along
I spent half my life believing you were the bad person
And now realistically I see I was wrong
And no matter what it breaks my heart to see
That I look at people so happy and realize
Its something I will never be
And people tell me its in my mind and that its something
I can change if I want to
But don’t understand its so much easier to say
Than really do.
Because I think more than I act
So nobody will have to pay for my mistakes
If I make the wrong choice
I talk so much on the inside
But when I try to express people point and laugh
Because I open my mouth and no words come out
To show that the truth is I have no voice
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JUSTIN BROWN
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH US& NEVER FORGOTTEN!!
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