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Lauren||R.I.P Christine||

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About Me


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I'm Lauren, Lerby or LoLo
I have many nicknames
I play guitar
I sing
I write
I doodle way too much
I am a culinary major at Johnson and Wales University
I'm orignally from New Jersey
I only a have a few friends I can trust no matter what
I have been stabbed in the back but who hasn't
Say something I'll probably believe you
Trust is important to me
Respect is even more important
People are pathetic when they pretend
I have a past
I come with baggage
I'm jewish
I'm goofy
I laugh at myself
I don't take myself seriously
I say stupid things sometimes just to make people laugh
I like to be by myself to think
I think batman could own superman and the ninja turtles any day
I'm a real person, I have feelings
I like people who know what they want
I know what I want out of life
I do what I can to make people happy
I try to be the best person I can be even though I fail sometimes
I don't want to be alone forever
Althought sometimes I think that is the only choice
I bleed when you cut me.
I cry if you humiliate me.
I know that things don’t always work out
My emotions get the best of me sometimes
This is me get used to it
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My Interests



Likes
Music
Singing
Writing
Hugs
Cooking
Finger Painting
Drawing
Taking Pictures
WWE
TNA
Cuddling
Marching Bands
RENT
Musicals
Zebras
Comic Books
Super Heros
Vampires
Handcuffs
Horror Movies
Marching Bands
Cheesy pop music
Good Books
90's T.V Shows I.E Mighty Morphin' Power Rangers
Stand Up Comedy
Laughing
Corney Jokes
Movies
Batman
The Rain
The Night Sky
Learning New Things
Cute Little Animals
Watching really bad movies with friends
Talking to new people
Pillow Fights
Pretending I know what I am doing
Color Guard
Candles
Acoustic Guitars
Anything disney

I'd like to meet:



R.I.P


Rest in Peace

Dad
March 13 1956 to Febuary 10 1999
I miss you so much and everyday get alittle harder without you.
I know you are watching me from heaven and i need you to know that I love you.
RIP
Aunt Milly
I will miss you a whole lot. You were always so nice no matter what. i am just sorry I didn't get to see you one last time.
Grandma Mary
You were so amazing I miss you a great deal. I love you, and I miss you.

Christine Berger
I seriously can't believe you are gone. It's crazy. You you so so happy all the time. I'm gonna miss you.

Music:



Music
I like a little of everything
Favorties are bold.

12 Stones
12:51
30 Seconds to Mars
A Borrowed Life
AC/DC
Adien
AFI
All-American Rejects
Amber Pacific
American Hi-FI
Arch Enemy
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne
Backstreet Boys
Bad Acid Trip
Bad Religion
Billy Idol
Billy Talent
Blink 182 (the old stuff)
Boy Hits Car
Brand New
Bullet For My Valentine
Chiodos
Crossfade
DamagePlan
Dashboard Confessional
Disturbed
Drowning Pool
Everclear
Evenescence
Fear Factory
Fly leaf
Finch
Finger Eleven
Fuel
Garbage
Goo Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
Gone til November
Green Day
Guns N' Roses
Hawthorne Heights
Hit The Lights
HIM
I Am Ghost
Inamere
Incubus
Iron Maiden
Jamisonparker
Jet
Jimi Hendrix
Jimmy Eat World
JoJo
John Cena
Kenotia
Kid Innocence
Killswitch Engage
Kill your Ex
Kittie
Korn
Lamb of God
Led Zeppelin
Less Than Jake
Linkin Park
Matchbook Romance
Meatloaf
Megadeth
Moraine
My Chemical Romance
My Last Mistake
My Favorite Episode
Nirvana
No Doubt
NOFX
N*Sync
Papa Roach
Paramore
Placebo
Plain white T's
Quietdrive
Radio Racer
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Red Lipstick Letter
Relient K
RENT
Saves The Day
Secondhand Serenade
Senses Fail
Shadows Fall
Simple Plan
Slipknot
Smile Empty Soul
Social Distortion
Spinfire
Story Of The Year
Straylight Run
Sugarcult
Sum 41
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Taproot
The Ataris
Theaters in the Dark
The Beach Boys
The Bouncing Souls
The Broken Hearts Acadamy
The Chariot
The Early November
The Scene Aesthetic
The Sophomore Attempt
The Spill Canvas
The Ramones
The Rolling Stones
The Rocket Summer
The Used
Third Eye Blind
Thursday
Trapt
UnderOATH
Unearth
Unwritten Law
Velvet Revolver
Vertical Horizon
Weezer
WWE Theme Songs
Yellowcard
Zebrahead

Movies:

Send the army for the preservation of liberty.
Send it for justice.
Send it for law and order.
Send it for reason.
But most importantly, send our army for hope -
hope that a king and his men have not been wasted to the pages of history -
that their courage bonds us together, that we are made stronger by their actions,
and that your choices today reflect their bravery.
-300

Your life is an occasion, rise to it.
-Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium


I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
-The Holiday
I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got.
-Garden State
America is a land of big dreamers and big hopes. It is this hope that has sustained us through revolution and civil war, depression and world war, a struggle for civil and social rights and the brink of nuclear crisis. And it is because our dreamers dreamed that we have emerged from each challenge more united, more prosperous, and more admired than before.
-Barack Obama

Television:


T.V
TNA Impact
Queer as Folk
Project Runway
Cold Case Files
American Justice
Criss Angel's Mind Freak
I Love the 80's
The Daily Show
The Cobert Report
Teen Titans
WWE Monday Night Raw
Friends
Will and Grace
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
UFC

Books:



Heroes:


Great quotes by people I happen to know or in conversation I had with people
"You don't have to like everyone, but you do have to respect everyone"
-My Mom
"It's as if a band aid dosen't work because you feel like bleeding."
-Phil
"Something as stupid as paper shouldn't be able to hurt so much"
-Jess
"That person that came up with the sticks and stones saying never went to highschool."
-Toni
"Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl"
-Carole
"This is life. Things aren't always fair, and people aren't always nice. It's up to you to decide how you want to deal with it. You can play nice and get walked all over or play the game. It's time for you to play the game.
-My Grandfather
"Be a fucking man for once. Be the person you always said you are going to be. Don't be like all those other assholes you said you hate. But for some reason you can't do that. You just turned into them. Great job my friend"
-Unknown/Don't remember
"I guess I'm not good enough for a good bye. I guess I was just another person to him. I guess everything he said was a lie. It's like thanks for wasting so many hours of my life I'm never going to get back. I thought maybe we could be friends but I guess he just wanted to fuck with my head. I thought I had a shot to be happy, guess I was wrong. This is why I give up. This is why I don't see the point in teenage romance. It hurts too fucking much. Fuck this."
-Me talking to Lexy about a guy
"It's like, fuck. Sometimes I just want a hug."
-Either me or Kristin can't remember
"I should hide this. I want something to blow at midnight."
-X talking about a horn for new years
"I love her ok. I love her so much it hurts. It physically hurts, and she doesn't get it. She doesn't care."
-Alex
"Don't have crunk sex. Crunk sex equals babies"
Muffin
Me:Where are you going tonight?
Cookie:Bowling
Me:Suure you are. i bet bowling is another word for sex Cookie:No! I mean what is it two gutter balls and I'm screwed
-Me and Cookie
"No one wants to have sex with you. That's disgusting. It's liek a hot dog in a hallway."
-Janaei
"You know what her problem is? She just needs to get some!"
-Wisconsin
"You're a stupid cunt bitch and I hate you."
-Janaei

My Blog

A Blerb of unused lyrics

RIOT Let’s start are RioT!Let’s light up this town.Let’s take all of these conclusions and burn them all down.I mean come on honey what do we have to lose.A whole life filled with no...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 11:13:00 PST

Rest In Peace...please

I'll think about it. In fact I'll probably kill myself thinking about it tonight. How will you ever know that I'm ok? How will I ever be able to tell you that I have been through a lot and made it ...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 10:19:00 PST

Hmmmm

As time goes on here I realize that I am doing what I am meant to be doing. I think I am meant to be in the kitchen. And it feels weird, to just know. But the more time I spend here the more I realize...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 07:01:00 PST

blahhhhhh

Blek I'm getting really sickBOO!oh well maybe walking around in the cold until 2.30AM is a bad ideaModay is my last day of this block of classes Then i go to meatcutting class which will be hardhopefu...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 11:45:00 PST

Sorry

i guess I have to say that i am sorry to everyone I have hurtI don't really know how many people that is but I want you to know that I am trruly sorryI know that you know that I didn't mean it But I s...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 08:48:00 PST

i hate this

i think my aunt is dying but know one will tell me anything last week my family was talking about how the funeral was already planned...just in case they said now she is back in the hospital RAH!...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Sat, 19 May 2007 12:45:00 PST

why

Why do people need pain to feel It used to make sense but it just doesn't anymoreWhy don't people feel like they cant talk about thingsIs it because no one will listen Is it because no one will careOr...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Mon, 14 May 2007 08:03:00 PST

Bronze

I got the bronze metal at states for extemporanious speakingin case you dont know what that is it when you get a topic you have 5 min. to think about wha to say and 3 min. to talk about it so pretty ...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Sun, 13 May 2007 08:56:00 PST

I still about it

And after all this time, you haven't learned a goddamn thing. I can't say that i am suprised. You always did have a thick skulls. Now you want to come back. Stay where ever the fuck you are. I don't n...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Mon, 07 May 2007 08:04:00 PST

Lies for the Liar

Dear boy, You so called best friend,I know you are a liar.No need to hide it.You don't have to pretendDont tell me you miss me.You don'tDont tell me you want to see me You don'tYou are a lairI underst...
Posted by Lauren||R.I.P Christine|| on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 04:44:00 PST