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I have replaced old Bella...with a new profile...

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother, I'm a sinner, I'm a saint...

About Me


It's me, Susan, Skeemer, Kitty.....I sing out loud and off key. I dance in elevators, and not only when I'm alone. I wear my crown as Queen of the Nerds with pride! I love the beach, my dog Kaiser, and a lazy afternoon spent with a good book. I am fearless in defense of my loved ones. (I'll beat your ass in my good red dress!) I speak a language derived solely from movie clips and good memories with my best friends. I went skydiving for my 30th birthday, then I did it again and again to prove it wasn't a freak occurence. I love Broadway shows and rock concerts. I visualize whirled peas.

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I'd like to meet:

People who are just as screwed up as I am....anyone perfect need not apply. If you're interested in being my friend, send me a message and tell me why! I'd like to know what we have in common before adding any more friends!

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Music:


Which Rock Chick Are You?

I love live music and am always going to concerts or local bars. I recently met someone who said that he didn't like music. Not just one genre of music, no music at all. WHAT? How can that be? I couldn't imagine going through the day without music. Music motivates me when I'm being lazy, cried with me when I'm being sad, and marks every occasion of my life. And how can you make love without music playing???? I am truly eclectic.....I can listen to anything and everything, rock, punk, blues, r&b, classical.....Some of my faves are The Cure, Counting Crows, Better Than Ezra, Edwin McCain, Marc Broussard, Josh Groban, Sarah Brightman,Broadway musicals, Bob Seger, Keith Sweat, Lenny Kravitz, Dixie Chicks....I even like rap though Chelsea tells me I'm too old to be singing it!

What Musical Are You?

Wicked
You're Wicked! Others see you as a bad seed, but you're really just a good person. It's not your fault that others only see what's on the outside. You're misunderstood, and only want love in your life.

Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Movies:


The Alien movies, Ripley is a kick-ass heroine. The Lord of the Rings trilogy. The Crow. Underworld. Interview with a Vampire. All my gay movies, Fried Green Tomatoes, Steel Magnolias, Too Wong Foo. My secret weakness tear jerker - Sweet November. Chocolat, anything with Johnny Depp.....

Television:

Law & Order, it's the doink doink! House. The SciFi Channel. I love a good Saturday marathon of cheesy SciFi Movies. They are the perfect way to pass time while hung over!!!!

Books:

Books are my friends (I told you I was a geek). I love reading and writing erotica. If you really want to hear about it, the first thing you'll probably want to know is where I was born and what my lousy childhood was like, and how my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that David Copperfield kind of crap, but I don't feel like going into it, if you want to know the truth. The Catcher in the Rye Holden Caulfield in Chapter 1, opening words of bookSome of my favorite books: The Hotel New Hampshire - "sorrow floats". The Secret Life of Bees. The Prey novels by John Sandford. Stephen King, always and forever. Any King Arthur novel, especially The Mists of Avalon Anything dark and dreary, murder mysteries, serial killer books. I love all the Martha Grimes/Richard Jury novels. I'm a big Greg Iles fan. But I also love children's literature and have a big collection of my childhood books, Anne of Green Gables, The Secret Garden, Dr. Seuss, and my all time favorite A.A. Milne stories of Pooh. I do have a gentle side, after all.

Heroes:

Tommy, My beloved brother, our saint, Tommy. You set the example I try and live up to. I miss you every single day and wish I could share all the wonderful experiences in my life with you. But I know you are smiling at me from heaven, laughing when I fall and bust my ass, crying with me when my heart breaks. I can't wait to see you again. Keep saving me a good seat!

My Blog

Letting it all go.....

I think I'm done...I think I got the final dose of venom out of my system and the poison is gone..... Anger can be a very healing emotion, it burns like fire.  And like a pot in a kiln, you come ...
Posted by Belladonna on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 04:55:00 PST

It's really not possible

Break ups suck.  They really do.  And all that "let's be friends" bullshit is just that - bullshit.  How can you be friends with someone who hurt you so badly?  At least not in the...
Posted by Belladonna on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:19:00 PST

Dancing in the rain

Feel the rain on your skin.... Last night was one of the best days of my life.  It was just an easy day filled with miracles and surprises.  Little miracles, little surprises, the kind of ev...
Posted by Belladonna on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 11:36:00 PST

Susan Rocks!

I met the evil cost accountant on the field of honor and have defeated him....... I'm not sure how, if it was because I didn't break and give in during the physical inventory or the chaos afterwards, ...
Posted by Belladonna on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 01:12:00 PST

You can stand me up at the gates of hell....

My personal theme song is Tom Petty's "I won't back down, no, I won't back down....You can stand me up at the gates of hell but I....won't back down."  Anyone who knows me knows how true this son...
Posted by Belladonna on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 09:26:00 PST

Tagged - 6 weird habits

OK, I've been tagged again.....here are 6 weird things about Susan 1. I love getting tattoos.  Not just the final result, the picture you end up with, I love the feeling of the needle going into ...
Posted by Belladonna on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 06:47:00 PST

Phoenix, Rising

I am the Phoenix, rising again, from the ashes of my old life my new life is born. For Christmas I am getting myself a new tattoo, a Phoenix. Phoenix: The Legend Discover the beauty and the myth...
Posted by Belladonna on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 08:25:00 PST

Talk

I have recently rediscovered the gift of talk.  I had become quiet, shut down, unwilling to talk. I was still a listener, and a good listener but I had forgotten how good it felt to talk.  I...
Posted by Belladonna on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 01:17:00 PST

First Day Update

First Day and Other Updates Hey Everybody!  Wednesday night is bucket o'beer night...oh sorry, got sidetracked for a moment. My move to Orlando has been awesome so far.  I arrived Sunda...
Posted by Belladonna on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 06:58:00 PST

Along came Travis....

Life is so amazing......when you least expect it something really good happens to you.  Life gave me a very nice surprise last night, his name is Travis.  Travis, with the beautiful eye...
Posted by Belladonna on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 06:38:00 PST