write it out, so it's not in my head... |
I don't want this pain. I hate to feel this vulnerable. I wish I had never loved, so that I would never have to feel this pain. I would give up every happy memory, so that I would not feel this way. I...
Posted by Dez on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:56:00 PST |
cold of empty |
abuse me
misuse me
it's better than leaving me alone
I'd rather feel your boot stinging my back
then feel this crushing of nothing
I'd rather feel the sharp pain of hurt
than feel the cold of emp...
Posted by Dez on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:52:00 PST |
blue eyes |
I hate this empty feeling inside
this hole that's been blasted through me
I feel as though I'm dead though I'm alive
I talk
I walk
I smile
and I fake it all the while
I want someone to know that I'm n...
Posted by Dez on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 08:48:00 PST |
when I told you |
when I told you I loved you
I meant it
When I told you that you ruined my life
I meant it
Posted by Dez on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 04:21:00 PST |
in the real world..... |
nothing is as it seems and nothing turns out the way you expected it to...
Posted by Dez on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 04:30:00 PST |
lies lies |
I really wish I knew what could make this all better. Is it me? Is it him? is everything circumstantial? I want to be happy and make all of this doubt and hurt go away. lies, lies crush everything. Wh...
Posted by Dez on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 06:34:00 PST |
