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Fear of the Dark

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About Me

Day by day I sit here and try to break the mold I have made for my self. I have lost more people I love than I care to remember. Lately I am very focused and driven. At the same time as that I am also horrible with money. I have a hard time saving cash instead of blowing it on stuff I want/need. I see great things comming in my future. I have a 1 year old son that has really opened my eyes. I'd die for him in a heart beat. I love horror, gore, metal, and tons of other offensive stuff. If some people are easily offended by something there is a strong chance that something is funny as hell to me. I am lactose intolerant and still love/drink coffe milk. My mom just passed away recently and I miss her more than words can possibly explain. I like stuff that goes fast, yet I hate free falling. Chances are I have spent more hours on a BMX bike than you. I love MMA.

My Interests

Exploring the human mind. Recording, producing, playing, and loving music. Fast cars. Fast bikes. Cheap thrills. Most importantly, family. I am lost without my family. I love you Trenton.

I'd like to meet:

Trenton 20 years from now. I think that would be amazing. Steve Harris. Travolta.

Music:

hardcore, post hardcore, metal, rock, classic rock, classical, jazz, funk, malt shop music, real hip hop not the crap you hear on the radio that they call hip hop, Deathcore, grindcore, deathmetal, and blues

Television:

Human weapon. UFC unleashed. Pinks. Powerblock TV. Family guy. Ultimate Fighter. Tapout.

Books:

If Chins Could Kill, Go Ask Alice

Heroes:

Trenton. You saved me and you don't even know it. I love you

My Blog

Heres an eye opener....

So you guys want to know whats up with me? People keep telling me I am off, not the same etc etc. I tried to kill my self. I came damn fucking close too. That was about 6 months ago. I have not told m...
Posted by Fear of the Dark on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 05:03:00 PST

House wins again!!!

Some people are dealt into a perfect world. Others are dealt into a harsh reality. I unfortunately was dealt into the later of the two. Some can gamble thier way into greatness while others gamble unt...
Posted by Fear of the Dark on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:22:00 PST

Over the line

OVER the line.What is my fate? Is there even such a thing? 25 years of pain is all I have felt. Father of one, lover of none. Why are my visions so unclear? I always say today is the start of my chang...
Posted by Fear of the Dark on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:16:00 PST

walking dead

I'm tired of life. Tired of people. Tired of society. Tired of not being good enough for the people around me. No matter how hard I try with anything in my life it falls down into a pile of flames and...
Posted by Fear of the Dark on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 07:59:00 PST