11/20/06
"loosing all hope was freedom"
-Fight Club
"I think maybe I only know one thing in this world. One thing for sure. And that is that the truth does not set you free. Not like I have heard it said and not like I have said it myself the countless times I sat in small rooms and jail cells and urged ragged men to confess their sins to me. I lied to them, tricked them. The truth does not salvage you or make you whole again. It does not allow you to rise above the burden of lies and secrets and wounds to the heart. The truths I have learned hold me down like chains in a dark room, an underworld of ghosts and victims that slither around me like snakes. It is a place where the truth is not something to look at or behold. It is a place where evil waits. Where it blows its breath, every breath, into your mouth and nose until you cannot escape from it. This is what I know. The only thing"
-Michael Connelly
The Narrows
my life
get over it,
get over yourself
Kirstin aka Hooch, my best friend! i love her to death. she pretty much completes me & i'm her sex goddess :] i love how we rarely ever get into fights & that we can hang out all time & not get sick of one another. sure we get into stupid little arguments, but its always out of love & we laugh about it later. she is pretty much my other half & she understands me & where i come from when i talk to her as do i with her.we always go on road trips together. i think if she went on one without me, i would be sad, haha. we plan on going with one another after school. i'll be gone before her, but i am going to wait for her :] i love her a lot3