Another sleepless night |
5 am and i'm starting the stew, i dont see a real reason not to. i don't even want to acknowledge ethier of them inthe morning, but i was so looking forward to the time with ashley. she loves he...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Sat, 26 May 2007 05:00:00 PST |
Am i really like this, is this really me, am i the person, i want to be? |
how much have i really changed? how far will i go? how long antell it consumes my soul? let go take a breath, breath it out and swing again, life of sin bringing hatered in, to my life, my hurt, my he...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Sat, 26 May 2007 03:06:00 PST |
A terrifying sadness, with panic explosions. |
Sleep comes at a price. i find my escape in eve, is she still there? i don't know. i can't hear her anymore. but she calms my nerves just enough supresses them into the mud where i can sleep, a dreaml...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Fri, 25 May 2007 06:55:00 PST |
Struggling |
Struggling, with the demon's of my past, the prospects for the future, my own ego, the will's and minds and all those around me, struggling from being pulled under back into the depths i've worked so ...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:41:00 PST |
Today's events |
I'm not the best, i know i have no reason to be jealous or care, i've had my chance's but its alright, im slowly learning to live with it ^_^. i had my nails done today, at an accutal place yeah...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Thu, 24 May 2007 11:38:00 PST |
The truth is out, no more hidden messages, no time for the reverse talkin. |
not many people know me, those who do still have no idea, this is my life, these are my thoughts. you know my name, if you dont you dont need too, it's been a hard few years, i've been out of a job lo...
Posted by Only time will tell, if i can put her in hell. on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:16:00 PST |
