I don't like people who have tonnes of friends on myspazz. It's not friendly, whatever they think. I don't like emo boys who kiss each other. I don't like it when people think that they're individual, but they're just the same. I don't like those photos taken from above. I don't like it when people add me and then don't talk to me. And the only reason for adding me is to they can have more friends than anyone else.
I like it when people smile at me. I will smile back, despite my aggressive manner. I like it when people add me and talk to me. I like it when people are different, and really different. I like it when someone talks to me in real life, even when I don't know them.
I love to dance stupidly. I love biting on people's necks until blood is drawn. I love people backing away when I'm in a bad mood after they get a good look at my angry face. I love long phone calls to people I don't really know. I love staying up and chatting until the sun wakes up. I love Cyberdog. I love the feeling of someones nose breaking under your fist. I love watching people's faces when they're in pain.
I make alot of my own clothes. I spend alot of time on MSN. I also spend too much time with music. I obsess over people. People obsess over me.
I barely EVER update my profile. Therefore, when you read the music I am 'currently obsessing over', it's probably music I was obsessing over about 6 months ago..
And I don't like you if you're part of the myspace trend.
I'd like to meet:
I know exactly what I'm meant to write in these questions, depending on the situation.
If I was in an academic environment, I'm meant to write Albert Einstein.
If I was in a pop culture environment, such as this one, I'm meant to write Kurt Cobain.
If I was in a formal environment, I'm meant to write a dead ancestor.
I wouldn't mean any of these if I put them down though.
In all honesty, I'd want to meet a serial killer. I'd want to meet the poorest person who exists. I'd want to meet someone who feels that it's okay to hit and run. I'd want to meet someone who devotes their life to hate.
Forget who I'm supposed to write. I'm not here to put on a false face and say something I don't mean.
I want to meet someone who thinks the same way.
READ THIS BEFORE ADDING ME.
Too many people ask me these questions, and I'm fed up of chugging out the same answers. So, read this before you ask me something, okay?
Why the hell do you shave your eyebrows off?
It's a matter of taste. Why the hell do you choose to slather on an inch of orange foundation every morning? Why do you brush your fringe all over your face? My eyebrows go with my style. Oh. And I don't have cancer. I chose to get rid of them.
How old are you?
Sixteen. Yes, I am SIXTEEN. I know I do not look this age, and yes ohmygod wow I do not look 16, but I am, okay? Do not get disappointed when I tell you I am that age.
Do you have MSN/AIM/yahoo/etc?
Yes, I do have MSN, but not AIM or yahoo. I used to have my MSN address up here but everyone added me without sending me a message first. Therefore, I've taken it off. If you want my MSN, you have to talk to me first, and I'll consider giving it to you.
You say you hate people who have alot of friends, why do you have over 4 hundred?
I talk to all of my friends, or know them personally, or they are a band I like. I dislike people who have 93048029384239 friends to make themselves look popular, then never speak to them. I regulary have clearouts where I delete people who have added me then don't talk.
What music do you like?
Oh come on people, there is a list right over there. Where it says Music? Just have a look over there? Instead of making me waste my time typing it out all over again? Jesus.
Will you go out with me?
If you ask me this and I've never met you, I will delete you straight away. Get a fucking backbone and some dignity.
What do you like to do in your spare time?
Makeup, making clothes, playing my drums, walking around pointlessly, music, going to gigs, that sorta thing.
Will you whore me?
God no. Now get the fuck away from me.
And just a few things you should know:
I do not like people who talk like a chav, missing out all the vowels and shit. I will not talk to you if you do that, to a certain extent.
I do not take kindly to being asked one question, then being asked to meet up and fuck. Especially if you are 34, mmkay?
If you are going to add me, you better have read this. I will know if you haven't. And I will kill you, fuck your dead body, and then delete you off my friends list.
Yes, call me a bitch and shit if you will, but critisizm just bounces off me, mmkay?
Infact, please do critisize me.
I ENJOY THE CONFLICT.
I am really quite a nice person.
Just catch me on a good day.
I'm currently looking someone fairly hardcore emo to do a shoot with. If you live around the Reading area, are male and can dress up to look like a convincing emo/scene kid, and would like to do some photos, message me?
You can't mind being slightly demoralised though...
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Music:
For the love of God, get MSI to play in Reading.
I will fucking love you forever if you do this for me.
Movies:
Trainspotting.
Requiem For A Dream.
Inside I'm Dancing.
Cruel Intentions.
Heartbreakers.
Pi.
Nightmare before Christmas.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
What lies beneath.
DONNIE DARKO.
Addams Family.
School of Rock.
The Beach.
Dodgeball.
Anchorman.
Zoolander.
South Park movie.
Vincent.
Frankenweenie
Texas Chainsaw Massacre.
Bill and Ted movies.
Alice in Wonderland.
40 year old virgin.
Rat Race.
Triple X.
Knight's Tale.
Wayne's World.
Films I need to see.
1984
24 Hour Party People
28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
Alien
American Beauty
American History X
American Psycho
The Beach
The Birdcage
Blood Diamond
Blow
Boys Don't Cry
Brick
Chasing The Dragon
City Of God
Crash
The Deer Hunter
The Departed
Dirty Sanchez Movie
Don't Look Now
Drop Dead Fred
Factory Girl
The Fountain
Go
Girl, Interrupted
Gladiator
Hard Candy
Heavenly Creatures
The Hitcher
Hostel
Interview With The Vampire
Iris
Layer Cake
The Life Aquatic
Little Children
Little Miss Sunshine
Lost In Translation
The Machinist
Man On Fire
Monster
Music And Lyrics
One Hour Photo
Paradise Lost
Party Monster
Pirates 3
Prozac Nation
Psycho
Pulp Fiction
Royal Tenenbaums
The Rules Of Attraction
Secret Window
Silence Of The Lambs
SLC Punk
Snatch
Spun
Stay
Suicide Club
Tattoo
Thirteen
This Is England
Try
United 93
Velvet Goldmine
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
Zodiac
Television:
LOST.
Dirty Sanchez!
Jackass.
Wildboyz.
Scrubs.
Friends.
Family guy.
Futurama.
Kerrang.
Scuzz.
Malcolm in the Middle.
MADE.
Wife Swap.
Hollyoaks.
Skins.
Drop Dead Gorgeous.
QI.
Mock The Week.
MTV - even if it's only because I sit watching that channel, waiting for something music related to come on it.
It never does. Perhaps they should consider a name change for the channel.
PS - TV does not rot your brain.
Books:
I read alot. ALOT. If you ever dare say around me that reading is for twats, I will pulverise you so you won't be able to read, or see, anything else for the rest of your life. What you don't realise is that writing is a form of art.
So put away your paintbrushes, your pencils and your chalks. I'd rather read than look at your shit piece of 'work'.
Try me with any book and I'll sit down and read it.
However, my favourites authors are -
Melvin Burgess
Maggie O'farrell
Jodi Picoult
Carl Hiaasen
Louise Rennison
Stephan King
Anne Rice
Arthur Golden
I also love non-fiction, in particular autobiographies.
My favourites -
Marilyn Manson - Long Hard Road Out Of Hell,
Anthony Kiedis - Scar Tissue,
The Dirt - Motley Crue.
Etc. There really are many more but I doubt you supercool kids who don't care about the art of literature have stopped reading.
I write quite alot as well. You can't get any better than pen to paper, rather than the vulgur sound of the tapping of keys.
Heroes:
Be your own hero.
No one else is going to save you.
