the ashtray girl™ [LGR]

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my name is jessica
I am...life altering.
I don't particularly like people...
perhaps it's because i am mbd/bpd.
either way...
I most often eat them for breakfast
with a side of wheat toast smothered in strawberry preserves.
fuckin yeah.
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this is the bed that i have made
this is the grave where i will lay
these are the hands where i will bury my face
i dont believe in wasting time
searching for truth you never find
nobody moves - we live in the great decay
I love:
- birds ["peterpeters"]
- dresses [funky ones]
- the way that car air-conditioning smells
- piano!
- sailor tattoos
- chewing on ice
- vacuum cleaner attachments
- the steam from industrial dishwashers
I hate:
- liars & cheaters
- alcoholism
- the illuminati
- broken promises
- nooses & hangings
- promiscuity
- HIM [ville valo]
- when people grind their teeth
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i work at:
-journey's
[great northern] -- [ ]
[midway] -- [ ]
[chapel hill] -- [ ]
[belden village] -- [ ]
[parmatown] -- [x]
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Things To Do Before I Die:
- go to an alpaca farm
- try sushi [even though i don't want to]
- get my piano key tattoo
- publish a novel
- be in a dance band
- finish school
- be in a relationship and not get hurt or cheated on
- get married
- have some bebes!
- buy a new lovebird
- try a get-rich-quick scheme for the fuck of it
- kill someone [just kidding...or am i?]
- stay at an all you can eat buffet all day long and eat all 3 meals for one price
- go to spain...
- meet Tim Kasher
- learn to play the cello
- re-teach myself to do a back walk-over
- have a picnic by the lake
- get a surprise party...
[i've only ever given them.]
- have my very own cable tv show!
- find 2 of my friends who kind of disappeared out of my life
- make amends with people
- go to China
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"Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it.
The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow.
Never expect to outgrow loneliness.
Never hope to find people who will understand you,
someone to fill that space.
An intelligent, sensitive person is the exception,
the very great exception.
If you expect to find people who will understand you,
you will grow murderous with disappointment.
The best you'll ever do
is to understand yourself,
know what it is that you want
and not let the cattle stand in your way."
-Ingrid Magnussen [Michelle Pfeiffer]
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...I want my Mortimer Moose Moose [the (slightly) one-eyed pirate kittay] back...=[