I AM ALWAYS TOLD I AM PERFECT, AND I DO SO MUCH FOR OTHER PEOPLE.....SO WHY DO I ALWAYS END UP WITH MI HEART BROK3N???DEAR LOVEDear Love,It's not a secret and it's not a hidden desire, I love you with all my heart and soul. You are my everything, as I was yours. You made me laugh when all I wanted to do was cry. You stayed with me through my darkest times and made the light shine in. You gave me everything even when I never asked. You made my fairy tale dreams come true and I was living the life everyday. You woke me up every morning with gentle kisses and sweet smiles. Whispering you love me, as I opened my eyes. Nights when you thought I was sleep you, I heard you, telling me how much you loved me and cared. Taking care of me everytime I was sick as I did for you, believe I realized you were always there. Kisses and hugs throughout the day for no reason at all, asking if I was cool with you doing things with your friends. Believe me I noticed. Long bubbles and talks about our future. Passionated, back scratching, hair pulling, heavy panting, neck biting, body licking, toe sucking, bodies colliding, massive wetness, sweat dripping love making for hours beginning from sunset until sunrise. I remember all to well, falling asleep every night in each others' arms knowing that you'll be there when I awoke in the morning. Baby please know, I always appreciated you. You were me and I was you.....There was no longer two of us, we were one. I love you so much and you will never know. Last night I had to say no and just let it go. I want the best for you and I want your future to be so bright. New York is what you need to start over fresh and I didnt want to hold you back. You are my heart, my spirit, my smile, my joy, my happiness, my life, my wife, my best friend, my other half, MY SOULMATE!! I didnt want you to leave but i had to let you live, you wouldve stayed here for me and wouldve regreted it later. I wont move on and i cant move. So all I can do is sit here in sorrow and think of you constantly, until the day true love reunites you and I. I love you sooooo much more than you think right now, and I miss you more than I have ever missed anyone in my life. Last night I saw it in yours eyes and I felt everything you felt. I could stare into your eyes for hours and hours, but last night you couldnt lie. I saw and I felt every feeling you felt inside. You are my soulmate, we are one, you owe my heart, better yet you are my heart. When you cry I cry, when you sleep I watch over you, when you're missing me, I'm missing you more. When you feel you lost you other half, You never lost me, I'm still here and I'll love more and more. I told you I was addicted to you and that was nothing but the truth. I cant kick the habit and even worst I dont want to. I'll wait paitently and let you everything you've ever dream, I'll be here......Loving everyday. I am you and you are me. I love you Khristina J. Cutler and that will never change.Love Always,Your LoveMY SECOND DEDICATION TO HER(copy and paste this url in your address box):http://www.blackplanet.com/canvas/view.html?username=01
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