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toddamus
Now as I open up my story.......
.....just know that I am guided by my own moral compass which, although good, may not be in tune with the rest of the world....If you look beneath the exalted and forceful exterior, you'll find an overconfident individual whose condescension and amorality end up twisting my well-intentioned plans; inside is an idealistic, hopeful intellect that sincerely hopes and plans for brighter days. Even further is a fundamental insecurity and the need for reassurance and comfort despite my strong, fiercely individualistic willpower.
I am a character of great emotion, charisma, impetus and paradox. Each of these facets of my personality tend to reveal themselves at different times, but the best is when they simultaneously appear in harmony (sometimes combined with alcohol). It's often difficult to wear this mantle of despicable despot....what you would consider to be an appalling enterprise is conducted, by me, with the excitement of a naive youngster. Sometimes you really, really WANT to hate me, but you end up liking me....

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My Interests



scuffing the back tire while it rains. taking a break from reality.

Wednesday

Kylee's '07 Hoffman 'Rhythm'

My controversial scientific experiments are born from lofty high ideals, but no sooner do they start to show any level of success, the dastardly deed is seen to be open to the more baser instincts of the human psyche. I'm like a one minute manager with so many internal conflicting ideals that I can simultaneously praise a subordinate for good work, then order him to kill himself (that's a little over the top, but you get the point). You may find me hovering the city and serving high times with king cobras.

I'd like to meet:

A multifaceted character, but not quite to the extent that I am. A woman whose best aspect of her character is her fierce independence and assertiveness, which would create an extremely compelling character dynamic and conflict with mine.

Music:

I like the hear the sonic equivalent of a John Woo movie; tales filled with gunshots...assassins with their own special codes of morals...and a beautiful woman mourning the loss of a lover caught up in the drama... music that paints pictures so vivid you smell the gunpowder and wipe the blood on your shirt-tails. Spooky, discordant keyboards and wailing vocal samples laid down with a sure abundance of well written, complex rhymes

..oh Raistlin............

Laurana and the Death of Sturm (Larry Elmore)...brilliant

My Personality

Neuroticism 27
Extraversion 86
Openness To Experience 92
Agreeableness 23
Conscientiousness 56

You are sociable, outgoing, energetic, and lively. You prefer to be around people much of the time. You are generally calm and composed, reacting moderately well to situations that most people would describe as stressful. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

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Movies:

Rounders, Vanilla Sky, Braveheart, Lord of the Rings, Monty Python's Holy Grail, Dumb and Dumber, Fight Club, Gangs of New York, Titanic, Goonies!, Napolean Dynomite, Wedding Crashers, Any Given Sunday, Labyrinth, Exorcist, Star Warz, Jones Trilogy, Jackass....And Adventures of the Buttgnome...(all 12 of them)

More drawings, this when I was 12:

In art class:

When I was 15:

Television:

God is in the TV....(learn to think for yourself)

Check the highest levels of mortal skill beeyoch:

Martti Kuoppa

Terry Adams

Sam Foakes

Pate

...and let's not forget the COOLEST one of them all.......

Books:

Give me the dragonlance saga any day...that's truly were my heart will always be (Raistlin forever). Now, being a Gnostic Christian, I truly enjoyed the following books: Phenomenon, Angels, the Mystic Life of Jesus, Mother God, and The Tenets of Novus Spiritus. I also love articles in Scientific American, Technology, sports and news, etc.

Heroes:

My mother. I could not ask for a better one; the light of my world. Beautiful in and out. "The woman who's spirit could not be broken." You always loved me for who I am, and it kills me when I realize how many years you were hurting....and you never showed it, pride wouldn’t let you. I will always admire your wit and amazing sense of humor, and your child-like spunk you still carry to this day. Thank you, mom, for always being there....

(My mom at age 21)

Front yard football ('89)

Scoring!!!

Me playing for the Dragons

"Toddamus layed there, his back against his favorite tree, his eyes closed and wished that he could reinvent time. The sun would always shine in a perfect Wedgewood autumn blue sky, the leaves would forever fall. No one would grow older, no one would die and he would always believe"..........................

My Blog

....[Chapter 1]....Books and Blueprints for the Great Stairway

Chapter One: Hidden Cloaks and Gold   The air surges fierce and sweet, and the crisp wind occasionally stirs the yellow leaves on the ground, reminding me of the clear musk smell of the woodlands...
Posted by t♦o♦d♦d on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:52:00 PST

....[Chapter 3]....

Chapter Three: Legends and Higher Levels   I try to take measures to prevent the corruption of my mind from spreading.  There is some evident reason that I have come to this downtown setting...
Posted by t♦o♦d♦d on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 10:47:00 PST

"I Close My Eyes"

Sometimes the angels leave, and you have to walk at night, alone.I have realized that when my sun comes down, she won't hold my hand.  It's okay.I'll close my eyes.And with the morning sun, a lon...
Posted by t♦o♦d♦d on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 11:07:00 PST

....[Chapter 2].....

Chapter Two: And Enters the Fiend....    Zoning out is like mental therapy, which I often need.  I decide to follow the worn out steps that wind around to the front door of the ta...
Posted by t♦o♦d♦d on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 04:25:00 PST

It can't be

You reached your twilight stage too soon my friend.....you left us and went with the angels last night. Can't say that I understand............ We'll have another wild night out together som...
Posted by t♦o♦d♦d on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:33:00 PST