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ABYSS

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

Livin life cause I'm here. I mean phuck it, I'm here, can't change that so my only two choices are to live or die.I wanna die. At some point in life I wana die. I would hate to live forever watching everything and everyone go through their cycles in life and then leave. That pain would be lived by me over and over again. I am just way too emoitonal for that. My objective is to have as much fun as possible through this lifetime. Thats what life is all about for me. Having as much fun as possible and doing whatever I can to be happy. Takin each moment as if it were my last.? ? ? When you look into an Abyss the Abyss looks long into you. ---Friedrich Nietzsche ? ? ?

My Interests

this list will take sooo long to truely and fully fill, I'll add some new things here and there as time passes cause I most def aint got enough time to sit on this PC with this nonsense.Anyways, here goes:HIP HOP, HARDCORE, PUNK, SK8BOARDING, ACTING, CHOREOGRAPHY, NYC, JACK N COKES, INCREADIBLE HULKS, WISHING I COULD SING, LATE NIGHTS, INTELECTUAL RAMBLINGS WITH POEPLE, INDEPENDENT FILMS, MY SIDEKICK, SUNFLOWER SEEDS, BACARDI WATERMELON, JUSTICE, L.E.S.

I'd like to meet:

Only the cool poeple. Cause I'm way too cool to waste anymore time with the regulars, the extras, the background. I'll admit though that I too am someone elses background actor for their fesature film but you best brlieve I'm that one extra that sticks out like a soar thumb. That one extra that everyone you've ever met and will ever meet that saw that movie has always noticed. So one day when you run in to me during my feature film of life and you become a supporting character or even just a one line walk on your line would be "Oh shit it's you!"....LMAO. Yup, it's me.

Music:

THE WIDE VARIETY OF JILL SCOTT , INDIA ARIE , BEN FOLDS FIVE , BUCK O NINE , STAIND , DIDO , NEW RAP ORDER , EMINEM ,BLOODSUGAR , FIONA APPLE , WEEZER , DOWNSET , AND SO ON....

Movies:

Cornbread, Earl, and Me/Fight Club/Half Baked/ American History X/Jacobs Latter/Beat Street/Claudine/ Basketball Diaries

Television:

Lost/Different Strokes/South Park (I go through my fazes)

Books:

The Spook Whpo Sat by the Door/All of the David Peltzer series/Asata

Heroes:

My Mother/Amina Baraka/Justice

My Blog

I SUFFER

I SUFFER EVERYTIME YOU LEAVE ME ALONE. I SUFFER WHEN YOU DON'T PICK UP THE PHONE. I SUFFER FOR THE THINGS YOU'VE DONE WRONG. AND I'LL ALWAYS SUFFER EVEN WHEN YOUR SUFFERING'S GONE. I HURT. MY PAIN I...
Posted by ABYSS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE

I LOVE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. THE WAY THEY EAT THE WAY THEY THINK. THE WAY THEY FLOW IN SINC. THEY LAUGH. THEY PLAY. THE CRY. THEY PRAY. BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE, I FEEL YOU THE WAY YOU FEEL ME. BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. ...
Posted by ABYSS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WHAT A WORLD WE LIVE IN.

WHAT A WORLD WE LIVE IN WHERE IT'S OKAY TO REPEATEDLY BROADCAST SOMEONES FINAL TRAGIC MOMENTS IN LIFE. I CAN'T SLEEP AT NIGHT. THE BEHEADING OF THAT YOUNG AMERICAN MAN KEEPS PLAYING IN MY MIND. MORE...
Posted by ABYSS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

*HEALING*

I RELEASE ALL DISSAPOINTMENT FROM MY MENTAL, PHYSICAL, SPIRITUAL, AND EMOTIONAL BODY. BECAUSE I KNOW THAT SPIRIT GUIDES ME AND LOVE LIVES INSIDE ME. THAT'S WHY TODAY I TAKE LIFE AS IT COMES. ...
Posted by ABYSS on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST