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sketchy ryan

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

I slipped, Didn't mean to do it that way. But i blew in on a whim, gone tomorrow? I'm gone today.Come, Lets play along and let each other lose. A win would cause an alarm. Don't matter to me, Dont matter to you.Oh YeahI could keep you all for myself. I know, You gotta be free. So free yourself.A self-inflicted wound, your Gift, Impeccable aim, Can really clear a room. All the bodies piled up in your way.OH YEAH IT HURTS. OH YEAH IT MUST.I could keep you all for myself. I know, You gotta be free, To kill yourself.aim is idontwannabeme12.
You Are a Visionary Soul
You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.
You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

My Interests

Lucid dreaming, music, people, truth, what the hell are we here for.

I'd like to meet:

forever and ever

Music:

Leftover Crack, Cambiata, Modest Mouse(thanks to MAXIMUS!), PSC, The Pixies, Authority Zero, GOB, Anti-Flag, Alice in Chains, Smog, A Perfect Circle, Tool, System of a Down, Jay-Z, Rick Ross, NWA, Deftones, The Unseen, Vanna, The Used, MCR, Turbonegro, Tupac, Tenacious D, STP, Star Sailor, Plain White T's, Sevendust, Sex Pistols, Saosin, Rustic Overtones, 6gig, Lost on Liftoff, Roger Alan Wade, Red Jumpsuit Aparatus, Red Hot Chili Peppers, David Bowie, Rammstien, Protest the Hero, The Pogues, Play Radio Play, Pink Floyd, Pantera, Otep, Wu Tang, Nothingface, Norma Jean, Nofx, Muse, Motley Crue, Garth Brooks, Misfits, Mc Chris, Mars Volta, Manson, Skynyrd, Ludacris, Zepplin, Killswitch Engage, Johnny Cash, Incubus, Glass Jaw, Gin Blossoms, Fall Out Boy, Brand New, Dropkick Murphy's, Cursive, Coheed, CKY, Bright Eyes, Boxcar Racer, Blink 182, Angels and Airwaves, Alexis on Fire, Iron and Wine, The Slip. So many more to list.

Movies:

Garden State, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Boondock Saints, Closer, Life Aquatic, The Royal Tenenbaums, Darjeeling Limited, Waking Life, Broken Lizard stuff. Can't go wrong with Kung-Fu.

Television:

Cartoons, Trailer Park Boys

Books:

I like reading about the occult, theology, and biographies and autobiographies. Other crap too.

Heroes:

We are our own heroes.

My Blog

pretty much

That thereThat's not meI goWhere I pleaseI walk through wallsI float down the LiffeyI'm not hereThis isn't happeningI'm not hereI'm not hereIn a little whileI'll be goneThe moment's already passedYeah...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 11:37:00 PST

warped tour.....

absolutely rocked and fucked my face off. good times, good friends, great new people. lost all my pictures, but at least the the memories are amazing. and andrew is the man.and rob and dikk too.
Posted by sketchy ryan on Fri, 25 Jul 2008 10:29:00 PST

thoughts of near mad man

so, i was thinking about doing a movie. a short film about christian cannibals. or something like that. who's down? it doesnt have to be about christians, or cannibals. i just wanna make a movie. i ha...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:01:00 PST

It isn’t any different, it’s the same old shit. It goes

I am oh-so fascinatedI am oh-so entertained Standing here like a comedian I repeat what I say again and again and again, until the meaning has become an imitation of itself. An impression of an origin...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Wed, 28 May 2008 12:51:00 PST

kinda getting worried now

so..... i havent weighed in at 170 since 7th grade. a week ago i was 180. and i've been eating pretty good. wtf is going on? its like going on the south bronx diet carl went on in athf. maybe a giant ...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Sat, 24 May 2008 08:24:00 PST

my biggest fears

1. getting killed in my sleep 2. carnies, no joke 3. growing up to be the crazy bum holding the sign that reads the end is near 4. being alone (i get restless and get frequent thoughts of hurting...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Wed, 21 May 2008 11:18:00 PST

Look what the cat dragged in....

Well, first real blog/diary thing ive done in awhile, besides when i use it to mentally yell things i shouldn't say aloud. So, Courtney. She is amazing. I haven't been this happy in a long, long, lon...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Fri, 16 May 2008 07:57:00 PST

im a whiney lil’ bitch.....

and an asshole, get over it.
Posted by sketchy ryan on Sat, 10 May 2008 03:42:00 PST

drunk opium eyes

Bankrupt on Selling by Modest Mouse Well, all the apostles, they’re sitting in swingsSaying, "I’d sell off my savior for a set of new ringsAnd some sandals with the style of straps That cl...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:06:00 PST

didnt think i would live to see 21.

wow, really didnt think it would happen. now i just need to make to 22. i think its gonna be an upward battle too. i dont think my brain can take much more of itself. it gets harder and harder each da...
Posted by sketchy ryan on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 01:58:00 PST