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Eric Bloodstorm

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About Me


41 y/o Male, Sexual Dominant, Involved in the Goth, Fetish, and Vampire Communities.
I am first offering Respect, Acceptance, and Loyalty in the sincere hope that they can be returned. It's my belief that if we choose to segregate our selves from the restraints of modern society we must build our own community based on those three values.
I like to hang out at NOIR on Saturday's for Dementia Night. It's great music and fantastic people.The positive energy there is in it's own way both intoxicating and addicting. You can find their Myspace Icon in the lower right corner of my friends box.

I frequently attend Goth and Fetish Events. I can be found in the Dungeon area at most Fetish Events or lurking in the shadows on the edge of the crowd at most goth events. Either way I am basking in the positive energy cast off by the participants.

I work for Deacon X Fetish Night @ Berbatti's, on the 3rd Sunday of every month, as Dungeon Master. The Icon for this monthly event can be found on the left side of row 4 in my friends box.
My Perspective on being a Dominant:
I Believe in Safe, Sane, and Consensual Fetish Practices and I practice Risk Aware Kink.
I am known to be a member of the local BD/SM Community.They can provide references.
I firmly insist on all Limits and Boundaries being first Negotiated and then Respected
I am a Tender, Loving, Dominant and a Hopless Romantic.
So how do those particular words summarize me and my perspective?
Let me offer an example:

Somone I had never met but only recently befriended on Myspace posted a bulletin asking "What would you do with me, if I was your Slave for one day?"
What an awesome question! I thought about that quite a bit and wrote the following from my heart based on my previous long term relationships and the feelings they have evoked:

It's so important to recognize this gift for what it truly is, not what it can be exploited for.
Its my feeling that when you offer yourself to me in such a way
You should be so much more than just a pet cocksucker on a leash.
BD/SM is not always about investment and return
To me it's simply about what can be given by BOTH partners to each other UNCONDITIONALY.

So if Life takes you by the Hair
And Rubs your nose in it
I would wash your face with my tears
I would shelter you in the castle of my arms
I would pleasure you with pain
I would free your soul with bondage
I would treasure the gift of your submission by dominating you lovingly and being a responsible Master
When you see your self reflected in my eyes
You will know that your willing submission is my only empowerment
You will see a mirror full of dreams, A mirror Free of Lies
You will know that YOU have a value beyond price.
I would give you kisses and roses as well as a sizeable helping of thorns
I would shed my own blood with out hesitation in defense of you
Before I would ask you to offer up your own to satisfy my desires
I would take you completly out of yourself with tantric energy exchange
When it will all be said and done...
We will lay there breathless
Having an out of body experience together..
There will be neither Master nor slave...
Because when two souls literally fall in to, and through each other,
Sharing the same time and space
There can be no disparity, only Equality
In that very moment
Our two hearts will touch each other
And they will beat as ONE.
So it will be, that a perfect stranger can bring you to your knees
Just to let you know there is no one else in the world like you
or more deserving of my timeless, undying love.
Worthy of the effort it would take to search every drop in the oceans of Time itself.
Just to find you and accept your offering of self.
That the only gift greater than your submission
Is the presence of your spirit which I will set free.

Not with wax , whips, or blades,
But rather with a single kiss
Candles will burn and Rose scented smoke will rise
Warming your winter-bound soul with the fires of passion
As I offer unto you the Everything (that I have ever been),
and the All (that I will ever be) of my self in that instant.
In gratitude and respect for your gift
I make you this promise, from the flaming altar of my heart.
"With this kiss... Heaven Shall Open!"


Written by Eric Bloodstorm 8/8/06
My Alternative Sexuality:
Yes, I can have "normal" sex with out kink. I am actually quite proficient at it. While I very much enjoy "normal" sex, I just could not live with a steady kink free diet.
I have a decided taste for the female body. That's very much a source of sexual arousal for me. Although I don't strictly limit myself to that. I am very open minded in regards to the presence of more than one partner during sex, male or female.
I have a deep and abiding respect for same sex relatioships. It takes courage for people to "come out" and DO whats right for thier life, in respect to choosing a partner and embracing thier sexuality. The cost in terms of severed family and social relations is often very painful.
This being said, is not meant to be an invitation for men to try to pick me up. My Bi-Curiousities have been pretty much satisfied, so please dont send me cock pictures. If I want to see it, you will know.
I am activly involved in the local Vampire Community.
The Vampire Church never gives official appointments to office or titles of station; none the less our small community can say they have seen me act over the years as an Elder, Mentor, and Dark Evangelist.
In keeping with the Tradition of the Vampire Church, I have been ordained by the Universal Life Church, so that I might conduct vampire community buisiness and ceremonies. I follow The Black Veil and the Blood Donors Bill of Rights. .
I accept myself for who and what I am. I choose to live my life in such a way that relects this ideal.
This is Passage 13 from The Black Veil. It pretty much sums up my attitude.

Being a vampire is not just about feeding upon life. That is what we do, but not necessarily what we are. It is our place to represent darkness in a world blinded by light. We are about being different and accepting that difference as something that empowers us and makes us unique. We are about accepting the dark within ourselves and embracing that darkness to make us whole beings. We are about celebrating the thresholds: body and spirit, pleasure and pain, death and life. Our lives should be lived as a message to the world about the beauty of accepting the whole self, of living without guilt and without shame, and celebrating the unique and beautiful essence of every single soul.

The whole text of The Black Veil and The Blood Donors Bill of Rights can be found in my Blogs. I encourage you to read my Blogs to find out more about who and what I am. Please don't ever ask me to change or compromise these values that are so important to me, because I would never ask that of you. I would ask that even if you dont understand these things, please respect them for what they are and what they mean to me. I will offer you the same Acceptance and Respect for all your life choices in return.
LOYALTY:This like Acceptance and Respect is a very important value to me.
It is also very much a part of me. Like many of my kind, I have a solitary nature. I seldom make friends quickly and it can be difficult for me to offer or express sentiments like trust and love. However, once a friendship is forged, it will last a lifetime. A romance relationship, when formed, is consummated with a ceremony binding the souls akin to a wedding or hand fasting.
Once Soul Bonded, the Love of a Vampire transcends the boundaries of Life, Death, Space, and Time. Unless betrayed, I will be loyal to the death, in this life and every life that will ever follow.
This video says it all: There is a Love that is Stronger than Death.
Vampire Hunter D: My Immortal

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My Interests



Hard Core S+M. Various Sexual Deviances. Bloodplay. Always searching for the Perfect Sex / Fetish Play Partners as well as some Sexxy / Tasty Vampire food! Ladies, I take great pleasure in satisfying your primal urges with my sexual sorcery and savage grace.

I'd like to meet:

I seek out people who can unabashedly accept who they are and live thier lives as such, with out shame, guilt, or negative consequences.
I take great pleasure in the company of my kindred Vampires, Blood Donors, Black Swans, Kinksters,Queers of either sex, and just plain cool folks from the Goth community at large.I am activly seeking single women who are straight or bi to explore relationship potentials with.

I am surprisingly a very romanitic and old fashond guy in relationships.In fact most of my romance relations last in terms of years. These copied poems very accuratly reflect the type of woman I wish to have a long term relationship with and what I have to offer in return.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...
I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant...
I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you...
I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you...
I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...
I'm the girl who never forgets the all sweet little things you do for me...
I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have...
I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.
I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...
I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one...
I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
I'm the girl who really does want to be friends after a break up...
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason...
I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead...
I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what other people say about us...
I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend...
I'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word...

Because I'm the guy who...

Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears.
Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a big t-shirt.
Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to.
Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well.
Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead.
Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell.
Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk.
Im the guy who's excited all day because im looking forward to our date that night.
Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more.
I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.
Im the guy who won't need to lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.
Im the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.
I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.
Im the guy who doesnt need to fool around with other girls when I have you in my life.
Im the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.
I'm the guy who will hold your hand while we watch the sunset.
I'm the guy whos greatest satisfaction is from simply making you happy.

What I am NOT looking for is LARP Masquerade folks, but rather for those who would choose a change in lifestyle and spirituality.
I am not related to Nik Bloodstorm or affiliated with his organization in any way.


Music:

GOTH! Alternative, and Heavy Metal. German techno and hard rock. Such as And One, Blut Engel ,Rammstein, and Wumpscut. I also like some alternative/goth groups like the Cruxshadows. Here they are performing one of my favorite songs in one of thier earliest videos.

Get this video and more at MySpace.com

Movies:

Phantom of the Opera...Ahh the seduction of the Dark Side.

City of Angels it tells more truth than you will ever know.

V for Vendetta!
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Anime like Noir, Gunslinger Girls, Cowboy BeBop, and Vampire Hunter D:
Get this video and more at MySpace.com

And any thing with Jonny Depp, Angelina Jolie, or Mila

Television:

Why sit at home when you can go to events like this!

This is the Event of the Year for me.

Last year 413 guests attended from 20+ states and British Columbia. Clicking on the banner takes you to thier website, which has a photo gallery of last years event. If you are intrested in information about attending this event, Click on the banner or icon in the top right corner of my Friends box. The icon in my friends box takes you to thier Myspace page.
Lady Raven promotes this event every year. Her icon is right next to the VMB icon in my friends box.

Books:

The Psychic Vampire Codex by Michelle Belanger.
This book has made a profund impact on my life. To purchase this book or find out more about the author, click on her icon in my friends box.

Cry for Dawn

Heroes:

I am a firm beliver in social responsibility and charity. I encourage you to donate what time or resources that you can to make this world a better place. It's not really about money. There are simple things you can do, like giving old clothes to a battered women's shelter or reading books to sick kids in the hospital. Find your special offering so you may return to mankind something for what it has given to you. This is Passage 5 in The Black Veil and I feel it reflects that ideal.

5. LIFESTYLE Live your life as an example to others in the community. We are privileged to be what we are, but power should be accompanied by responsibility and dignity. Explore and make use of your vampire nature, but keep it in balance with material demands. Remember: we may be vampires, but we are still a part of this world. We must live lives like everyone else here, holding jobs, keeping homes, and getting along with our neighbors. Being what we are is not an excuse to not participate in this reality.Rather, it is an obligation to make it a better place for us to be.

The Full Text of The Black Veil can be found in my Blogs.

Here are a few organizations I support and encourage you to look in to:

I Feel Pagan Troop Support is a worth while endeavor. You can find thier Myspace page in the top row of my Friends section, right hand corner.
People I Respect:

http://www.myspace.com/xivdalailama

I have undying respect for this Man and his work. Here is one of quotaions : "I always believe that it is much better to have a variety of religions, a variety of philosophies, rather than one single religion or philosophy. This is necessary because of the different mental dispositions of each human being. Each religion has certain unique ideas or techniques, and learning about them can only enrich one's own faith."
The Dalai Lama's Instructions for Life:
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
2. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
3. Follow the three R's.
Respect for self.
Respect for others.
Responsibility for all your actions.
4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck.
5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly.
6. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
7. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
8. Spend some time alone every day.
9. Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.
10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer.
11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you'll be able to enjoy it a second time.
12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life.
13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don't bring up the past.
14. Share your knowledge. It's a way to achieve immortality.
15. Be gentle with the earth.
16. Once a year, go someplace you've never been before.
17. Remember that the best relationship is one in which your love for each other exceeds your need for each other.
18. Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.
19. Approach love and cooking with reckless abandon.


To learn more about Him, His work, or His support of Bono's ONE charity, Click on his Icon in the lower left corner of my friends box.
Angelina Jolie
This is also somone who's work and personal convictions I have very deep respect for.

My Blog

A Cure? Here is 2 Differing opinions.

There was a posted question for discussion on the Vampire Church Weblist. It was this : In X men 3 there was a cure for being a mutant. If you could be offered a "Cure" for being a Vampire , would you...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 09:53:00 PST

Portland Tribune write up on The Vampires Masquerade Ball

"Im on my way back from the bar, with a beer in my hand, when Im suddenly pulled up short. Something is tugging at my back. I turn around.Excuse me, I say to the guy behind me, Youre standing on my tr...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 10:44:00 PST

Blood Donor's Bill of Rights

There have been some questions of late regarding how those who share thier energy with us should be treated and respected. Reprinted here is a text from Sanguinarius. This was established some time ag...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Mon, 29 May 2006 04:38:00 PST

Winterborn (This Sacrafice) Lyrics

This has got to be one of my favorite songs , ever.. as far as the statement it makes. I wish I could explain the circumstances in my life that make me relate so to this song, but alas its not in ...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Wed, 10 May 2006 04:50:00 PST

Vampire Code of Conduct. The Black Veil

There have been a few messages demonstrating a misunderstanding of how the Vampire Community will conduct itself at public events, like the upcoming Portland Vampire's Masquerade Ball. I have posted t...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:24:00 PST

Survey I swiped from Sheena's page

Name: Eric Bloodstorm Birthdate: 01/21 Birthplace: Mojave Desert , California Current Location: Portland, Or Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Shaved off Height: 5'08" Weight: 220 Piercing...
Posted by Eric Bloodstorm on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 11:15:00 PST