pUtRiFy |
on the inside.....i rot and decay
as my outsides shrivle away
becoming the nothing....that i feel i am
my dillusioning has reached the point...where i can no longer understand
losing myself in the cor... Posted by Ocyruss on Mon, 19 May 2008 05:11:00 PST |
GiNg3r |
5 steps past the point of no return....
reluctant 2 face the truths i've learned
just goin through the motions...
trying not 2 show times corrosion
but i stumble and get lost sometimes....
always doub... Posted by Ocyruss on Wed, 07 May 2008 04:27:00 PST |
dIs3nChAnTeD |
the room quiets as it empties...
motivation and hope have left me
with knowledge comes suffering...
and with loss....comes wondering
the torement of 30 yrz finally comes out...
discontent,malnutrition... Posted by Ocyruss on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 03:21:00 PST |
tHe ImPeRf3cTiOn |
so soft to the touch...
the look,the exhale,it all ment so much
caressed so lightly with my finger tips...
and a gentle bite at the end of our kiss
whispers close to the ear...
nothing is said,but the... Posted by Ocyruss on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 05:10:00 PST |
DiScOnTeNt |
i have wasted my life....by being numb
carelessness and negativity....the outcome
everything i never wanted...is now all that i have left
always plotting how to avoid...what comes next
i have created ... Posted by Ocyruss on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 03:55:00 PST |
ScAp3gOaT |
here...everyone loses......everyone
the pains of life...til yer painfully numb
i was not ready 2 deal with reason...
i am the hopeless now....i have stopped believin
the last glimpse of hope fades awa... Posted by Ocyruss on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:39:00 PST |
r3aDy tO ThRoW yoU aWaY |
we have reached the end
of OUR road my friend
no longer can i bare witness....or be a part of
no matter my convictions...or how deep...my love......
i can do bad on my own...i've seen me do it
so keep... Posted by Ocyruss on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 08:55:00 PST |
immortal |
the feeling lasts and lasts
no answers are givin...to the questions asked
the weak ones run away.....
alone i look deep into the mouth of madness...for i am the only one...who had the courage to stay
... Posted by Ocyruss on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 10:48:00 PST |
personality flaw 18 |
the time washes everything away
leaving my world....a vacant grey
the words that never crossed my lips...
just more grief 2 bare...with my already bleeding finger tips
yet something inside.....won't l... Posted by Ocyruss on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:21:00 PST |
SILENT |
ssshhhhhhh......
enter calmly...and watch your tone of voice...
or leave now..................it is your choice
the atmosphere here has grown black and thick
the true nature is deviant...and sick
and ... Posted by Ocyruss on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 06:42:00 PST |