melanie

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MySpace Backgrounds i am about finished with my first deployment and to be honest it wasnt that bad. i remember when i was crying because i was scared to come over here. shit look at me now. but there were some ppl who definatly helped me out along the way. expecially my family. after my husband died my brother was able to come see me . i went home on leave in april and saw my parents and i definatly owe them a lot they have supported me so much out here. i dont kno what i would do with out them. i have definatly learned a lot about myself and what i want in life and what i dont want .. for example i am done with the army . once my time is up im out i want to go home.. get a real civillian job and live for myself. gosh that would be great no room inspections no late nights for health and welfars. g goly do i hate that bullshit. i mostly learned that i dont have time to waist . u never kno whats gunna happen to u or anyone else. i lose a best freind my husband ... theres so many things i wish i could have said to him but never got the chance. its better to have a couple really close friends then a bunch of ppl that u kno. i think its hard for me to keep best friends because i put o much emotion into everything i do and i taje things to personel. ya im learning. the most that u should kno about me is that if i care for u ill give u the shirt off my back . and ill do anything i can to help u out. with out asking for anything in return. ya kno i trymy hardest at things but no ones perfect.... hey if u wanna kno anything bout me .. u can message me . i dont really care what u think of me . i am who i am and i am having fun in my life cause thats what its all about rite . u always remember the goodtimes !!!!!!!!!