Down to earth, easy going, laid back, warm, happy, fun, patient, casual, friendly, humorous, giving, motivational, supportive, nurturing, intelligent, bluntly honest, optimistic, trustworthy, kind-hearted, idealistic, mysterious, bold, passionate, romantic, lovable, pure.
I express my true self best thru the manipulation of visual light spectrum reflection and the generation of audio frequency modulation... in other words art and music is my life...
I am so tired of the egotistical bullshit, selfish drama, and heartless games that so many people are so concerned with... I accept people for who they are and am very compassionate, but I am protective of myself because a lot of people take generosity as a sign of weakness...
I have an open mind, and will try anything at least twice... I usually learn the hard way through personal experience... I have read and researched and have found that the more I learn, the more I realize how much that I do not know... I try not to make assumtions about anything anymore, because nothing is ever as it seems... I at least understand that nothing is ever going to be perfect, and I always try to see the good as well as the bad in everything...
I like to be entertaining and want to make everyone around me feel good... this is simultaneously the source of both my confidence and energy.... I find joy in others happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in pain.... My weakness is that i care too much and if someone is upset it truely affects me... I believe that everything happens for a reason and is a direct result of your actions (or inactions)... I have no idea where my life will take me, but I like keeping my things in order, understanding how things work, and trying to make sense of life...
I'm easily distracted and can seem disinterested sometimes, but thats usually just because i have so many things to keep on top of and im busy bouncing from one thing to another... or it could just be that my ADD is kicking in :) ... I have deep interconnected feelings and emotions that drive me and they sometimes take time to fully develop to a point where even i can begin to understand them... I can seem like I am shy and dont always do the right thing at the right time, but I am not a quitter and it takes a serious effort to discourage me from pursuing something as i am a brave and strong fighter... some call me stubborn...
Im a hopeless romantic and believe in love because it is one of the few truely beautiful things that i have ever experienced... I love to be in loving relationships... I don't fall in love easily, but once I find it i will do anything to keep it alive... Sex is not just an act of physical pleasure for me... It is a spiritual experience that us mortals get the chance to connect with something other than ourselves and passionately melt into each other and should not be an aggressive and domineering power struggle... I have a sensitive soul with a heart that has been broken and fixed many times over... I have been hurt but pick myself up every time, heal quickly, and come back stronger than ever...
