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Ive always thought the best thing you can do in life is to constantly improve yourself,and everythin

About Me

Realize the truth of your personal power, and our relationship with nature... You know, I spent the majority of my life trying to become somthing. I wanted to become good at things. I wanted to be good at school, at basketball, grades, and everything that i could do in that perspective. I was never great, or good enough the way i was, but if i became good at things....... then i realized, i have the game wrong. The game was to figure out what i already was. In our culture, we've been trained so that our individual differences will stand out. So you look at each person, and immediatly think, smarter, dumber, older, younger, richer, poorer. And we make all these dimentional distinctions. Put them in categories and treat them that way. And we get to a point where we only see others as seperate from ourselves, And only the ways in which they are seperate. One of the great things about experience is being with another person and suddenly seeing the ways in which thay are like you. Not different from you. And experiencing the fact that which is essents in you, and essents in me. That we are indeed, "one". The understanding that there is no "other". It is all "one". I wasnt born "Jermaine Delrosario", i was just born as a human being.and then i learned this whole bussiness about who i am, and weither i'm good or bad or achieving or not. That's all learned along the way. But now a new concious is developing. The ability to see the earth as a single organism. And recognize that an organism at war with itself is doomed. The whole system that we live in drills into us, that we're powerless and weak. That our society is evil, that it's corrupt. And its all a LIE! We are POWERFUL,BEAUTIFUL,EXTRORDINARY creatures. There is NO reason why the average individual cannot be fully empowered. We are incredibly powerful beings. Lifes like a ride at a amusement park. When you go on it, you think its real. Thats how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and around. It has thrills and chills, and very brightly colored. And its very loud and its fun! for a while... some who have been on the ride for a long time, begin to question, "is this real or just a ride?" And we kill those people! "shut him up! I got a lot invested in this ride, SHUT HIM UP!"***" look at my big bank account and my family, this has to be real!" But it's JUST a ride!!! and we can change it anytime we want! it's the ability you have in your hands. Only a choice, no effort, work, no job, no savings of money, just a choice right now, between fear and Love. Dont for a second, want to change the place your in, but always travel. You will never stop the train of life. Your life, your body, your little voice in your head, is the most valuable thing you have while on this earth. It is perfect! If you are hearing these words, you are so very lucky. Try not to forget that we don't have that much time in this world and we can't stop the train of "our time". We all get old, we all pass away. On a long enough time-line the survival rate for everything drops to zero. So, do yourself a favor, laugh, cry, love think, speak, just live the life you luckily have. Cause eventually it will all be over. Just know, not fear, know that one day your gonna die. So, value, cherrish, love the gift of your life. Dont let little stressful things, ruin you. Fear, money, magazines, celeberities, cars, jealousy. These thing dont concern me. You're you! Dont worry about what other people think. Don't be a follower. Do what you really love to do. Do what make you the most comfortable. Do the girl you really want to be with! Dont worry about other people, you dont own anyone but yourself. Be yourself and take advise. might not use it, but take it

My Interests

just chillin with the friend, going to the movies, walk in the city

I'd like to meet:

WEll first i like to meet a girl who is mature and great personality i dont like fake girls tryin to be sumthin they aint if u no what i mean. i also dont like fast ass girls i like to take things slow and as you read this you say yeah right!! Well take the time and get to no me and you will find out what kinda of guy i am."ive always thought the best thing you can do in life is to constantly improve yourself, and everything else will fall in to place"

Music:

r&b , rap

Movies:

s.w.a.t,friday, freddy vs jason, americanwedding, matrix scarymovie3, shrek2, harry potter, whitechick,

Television:

punk/jackass/Roomraiders/CRIBS/VIVLABLAM/WILDBOYZ/FULL HOUSE/fresh prince/

Books:

KICKS/soles/vibe/sourceand a very rare book"livin in jermaine's life"

Heroes:

my dad, mom,grandpa, grandma, sisters Ben, ron, Justin, Deejay, Jalil, Dianne

My Blog

my feelings inside

There never was a reasonWhy?Always lingeringas if a cloud in the skyI sit and think and nothing comesThrough miles and miles my mind does runOf memories sharedEverything that was ever said or doneI tr...
Posted by {J} {A} {Y} on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 10:31:00 PST

new poem 1

Wishing you felt the same way, Having to carry on each day, Trying to except your change of heart, I never knew you'd tear mine apart, I could satisfy your needs, And help you reach your goals and dre...
Posted by {J} {A} {Y} on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 10:07:00 PST