(I'm going to commit suicide on my fortieth birthday.)
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(I'm going to commit suicide on my fortieth birthday.)
---LIVEJOURNAL. Weirdos, Peter Pan Syndrome, idiot savants, Punch and Judy, silent villains, crushing on Queen Maleficent, aimlessly schlepping round major U.S. cities, those brief and fading moments of transcendental clarity, showertime epiphanies, segassem lanimilbus, fun with speculums, daydreaming, liquid courage, psychadelic prose, librarians, sexual ambiguity, licking my wounds, raining on parades, being a dick (but mostly on the internet), people watching whilst avoiding eye contact, apologising profusely, dregs, dressing funny, cute shite, felix the cat, esoterica (to a certain extent), stepping on babies, riding the serpent (weeee!), archaic colloquialisms (gee whiz!), parentheses (obviously), affecting english accents 'n' all, taking the piss, linguistics, Japanese literature, jellyfishies, Postmodernism, Romanticism, Dadaism, clever girls, shyness, spontaneity, youth, dreams and dreamers, la luna, la mar, la corrida, matadores, v-words, sleep deprivation, lad culture, winos forever, ninjas, loners, rebels, sordid secrets, seedy situations, depravity, hedonism, schizofreenia, the romance of road flares in the night, belligerence as a virtue, pacing, The Junior Christian Science Bible Lesson Show, The Raiders, Emo Philips, channeling Morrissey, shinjuu.
Our Kid (God), Michael Jackson, Patrick Stewart, Vincent Gallo, my better half, birds, Mephistopholes, valuable friends, my muse, my DENSITY, Bea Arthur, my maker?, folks to go to shows with, thrifting buddies, allz my intraweb frndzies yeh. And Jeff Mangum, where-e'er he may be.
MARVIN GAYE, heroin songs, Oasis, Neutral Milk Hotel, Sneaker Pimps, I Am X, Robots In Disguise, anything Chris Corner touches, Michael Jackson, The La's, Elliott Smith, The Smiths/The Moz, Soft Cell, The Autumns, Vincent Gallo, Pulp/Jarvis Cocker, Dntel, Strangulated Beatoffs, Bjork, Jeff Buckley, Duran Duran, My Bloody Valentine/Kevin Shields, Primal Scream, Spiritualized®/Spacemen 3, Brazilian Girls, Roy Orbison, POLYSICS, Afrirampo, Boredoms, Melt Banana, Thelonious Monk, Franz Liszt, Suicide, Autechre, Brian Eno, Nina Simone, Lee Hazlewood, Cock-Ho Twins (as i lovingly refer to them), pre-Covers Record Cat Power, Mogwai, David Bowie, The Stone Roses/Ian Brown, Brotha Lynch Hung, NWA/Eazy-E, Kinky, Ex-Models, Deerhoof, Hella, Numbers, Hayden, Sonic Youth, Tommy february6, The Faint, The Locust, Crass, Swans, Manchester music, Messican music, Bay Area/NorCal raps, populist music, sleazy synthpop records, retard music.
Naked, The Man Who Fell To Earth, The Wicker Man, The Elephant Man, Dead Man, The Beaver Trilogy, Buffalo '66, Farewell My Concubine, Ikiru, Fire Walk With Me, Bartleby, The Neverending Story, What Is It?, Freeway, River's Edge, Paper Moon, It's A Wonderful Life, Back To The Future, El Topo, The Holy Mountain, Heathers, Fear And Loathing, Ratcatcher, Last Year At Marienbad, They Live, ROTLD, Cry-Baby, Arizona Dream, Out Of The Blue, Vanishing Point, New Wave Hookers, Tim Burton films (Pee-Wee's Big Adventure, Ed Wood, and Edward Scisshorhands especially).Directors: Mike Leigh, Tim Burton (doy), Terry Gilliam, Danny Boyle, Nicolas Roeg, David Lynch, Edward D. Wood Jr., Alain Resnais, F.W. Murnau, Tod Browning, John Waters, Alexandro Jodorowsky.
Duckman, Star Trek, The X-Files, Twin Peaks, The Daily Show, Michael Jackson specials, The Golden Girls, Space Ghost, Kikaida, select episodes of Dr. Who.
Faust; My Lady Nicotine; Good-bye and Other Stories; The Metamorphosis; The Little White Bird; The Thin Man; The Story of the Eye; Run, Melos!: And Other Stories; The Sailor Who Fell From Grace With The Sea; Confessions of a Mask; The Rum Diary; Ratman's Notebooks; The Catcher in the Rye; A Clockwork Orange; All Quiet on the Western Front :(
Our Kid, Our Sacred Virgin, Michael Jackson, Crispin Glover, me mam, Morrissey, Captain Jean-Luc Picard of the USS Enterprise, Howard Hughes, Janeane Garofalo, Bonnie and Clyde, Traci Lords, Jesus, Atticus Finch (and Boo Radley too, come to think of it), The Buddha. In that order, more or less.