Black Queen Lara of Paris

You ought to turn off the music in the red slide show tv to watch videos and log out if you are not allowed to visit a erotic related site. When I was a chubby fifteen years old, I thought that men had a leaf in their pants and there was no reason to research it further, but what are you looking for? I did not say I was into porn when I said I was reborn. Do not take what I say out of context and vote for Barack, because he can, can, can! THIS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LAFETISH is STILL NOT RECOMMENDED TO NON-VACCINATED-AGAINST-HATRED VIEWERS OF ANY AGE or anyone offended by the subject matter of Erotism, ready to modify or hack the place. Due to the huge recent change in my career, I still have to purge ANYTHING UNDER THE NEXT DIAMOND, especially the irrelevant fetish related lingo. The self-deprecating humour in it was taken too seriously, and, by the way, I admire anyone who could not care less about its style!
Further, the success of this page, which waited its inauguration probably more than 3 years, has taken me by surprise, I must admit. Hopefully, some of my observations will inspire, affirm OR strengthen someone else. I AM GIVING FREELY MY OPINION TO YOU, when you send your mail, under confidentiality, but I urge you to make up your own decisions because I take no reponisibility in them. This site is copyrighted. Do not IMITATE or use the material contained herein for any commercial or artistic reason, without my notarized authorization.
My background (Added after 1145 friends, who did not know much about me!) I suggested to help my Mother count her money at the age of five years old and I was hired, from times to times, as a baby Designer Critic in the Fashion Industry, by a future prosprous woman, who has left among her legacy an inspiring television documentary I still refuse to watch. Later, I have worked in a World Trade Center office, then in The Hague for a Court of Justice and an Embassy. In Paris, I was a very young successful Spiritual Therapist, until I decided to take a sabbatical year in 1998, still shocked by the sudden travel-to-a better-place of a True Queen of Hearts and her friend. In the USA, I worked for a Major Airline Company in LAX before the sad Sept. 11 and sold a medical software nationwide by phone (Can you tell me again what I just bought or do not lose this me your accent, is what I remember the most of it). After that I returned to giving Therapy, but switched to Body and Mind, while studying Addictions (boring and diffiocult, considering that I do not do drugs) and Sex Therapy. Aside, I did also fetish and domination, under the alias of Lara Victore, as an erotism quest and NEVER as a mean to feel superior. Now if I had an inferiority complex like one fake Mistress I talked to, after speaking 5 languages, travelling the world as a child, playing a music instrument, being savvy in culture, art and fashion, meeting the kind of men I met, having an actif spiritual life, my whole family will commit me to an asylum! I have declined many offers that many girls or women will kill for because I know where I come from and my own destination which is, surprisingly unselfish. My mother refused to let me enter the Model Industry when I was 15 and I myself turned my back to commercials, many voice overs jobs, video clips dancing, porn acting and many marriages with multi millionnaires. I am grateful that my plain life is quite interesting, but I have known all the painful feelings in life, maybe like all of them, except illegal stuff or medicine. Fiver things have always put me ahead of any circumstance, I take the time to reflect daily, I am an optimistic as long as no bullshit and non-sense are in play, I do take responsibilities for my actons and have a knack at looking for beauty (or a lesson) at anything that comes my way and most importantly, I love my life because I know where I am heading no matter what, even if I am recreating myself as I go! My real life character. I am talking from my own experience, being clearly aware that exceptions confirm rules. I DO NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING I DO NOT WANT TO and so do you. English is my third language, that I never consciously learned, but I can come to the point in less than 30 sec to say that you have to leave if you have an issue with honesty or simply do not like me. And if besides, you cannot take me shopping for clothes, shoes, lingerie, DVDs, electronics or a cute house with a splendid view, oh my dog, I am going to miss you! I do rarely refrain. I would rather choose silence, than flatter or lie (people who know me are scared when I am quiet; strange, isn’t it?). I rarely know when to stop thinking, therefore finding inner silence by self-made affirmations or letting-go meditations, is a daily practise I cherish. You cannot possibly understand me, even if you spend all night trying. No one needs complete understanding to build something great and positive, want a measure of faith and understanding combined with the power of agreement, will make a dream come true. To continue reading, take off anything stripped from your eyes and put a humour hat on. You will live under your potential or be burned out in life without humour, as well on this space, except if you are ignorant, which will not really matter to you, because you will ignore it. But if you open your eyes 10 years later in a wheel chair, I will be here for you, not. (I am not surprised that Martin Scorsece underlines the importance of humour in his life!). Conversely, the more you know the truth, the stronger you must be, cause many things that are ruling us is this world, are far from being fairy tales in Dungeons where any fantasy happen. This takes me to some anger-and-revenge-filled profiles I stumbled upon : if you are suffering in any field of your life, the key to get out of there, is to start forgiving anyone and yourself and then feel as if the transformed positive result is already in your life. Difficult or paradoxal chore? Correct, then fake it till you get it. The power of forgiveness cleanses your inner self. See it that way, the vessel of your talents is your heart and you have gotten only one! Now, when you hold a grudge, you are keeping poison inside and expecting someone else to die. Rare are people who build from hatred and unfortunately they do exist. Being angry clutters your vision and makes you judgemental or worse, prejudiced.
But what is life. This question is a current reason of anger, frustration, depression, stress and sickness to many of us. Been there, done that and got a T-shirt. Ask any angry person between 16 and 26 to tell you what is the most irritating thing going through his head, if he is honest, he will give you the "what is life" shoulder. Is it not strange that we can be good with a computer and ignore how a PC actually works, without complaining? The question of what is life, should actually be, "what should I do with my life", because if you asked me, honestly life is every breath we take! The other definition is that your goals and everything you do while getting there is your life! The finding of your main goal may not come right away, but try to always do something positive and sincerely, the good and bad that somone with a vision experiences is a training that will be welcome along the way; the Creator of Lives is not stupid! Learn the Art of asking yourself the right question, it is easy and it will change your life. At the same token, if you give importance to a careless, unsensitive, hateful question or comment, you will be plagued by doubts, a parasite to all your good feelings. Do what Politician do when getting a destructive question: answer with another question with a smile. My own answer to the eternal "what is life" is that my life is what I am doing today. The past ended yesterday and tomorrow will be better than today, because I expect it to be. You see a problem, which is in fact a disguised solution can turn out to be a blessing, and someone raining on your parade might be envying, respecting or even sick-loving you as nobody else ever did and even send you unpurposedly to find the Giant sleeping within you, read that in my blog "Do not fight for bones". Life? Having cyber sex is not life to me, but it might be to you and that is okay, as long as you do not get me involved. Loving someone and being loved back, having dinner on a terrace, waking up and saying: Thanks God for this new morning, instead of "Good Lord, is it morning again?", is my life. The day I realized that, my life changed (and everybody start asking me, who is your shrink or what pills do you take, I still do not need any of that, FYI). Even my Nokia knows that joy spoilers have no shame, but life has a tendency to be the way you describe it… When you call it very good, in all circumstances, it never disappoint you, and if you call it a biatch, it will find way to be nasty, faster than you can say "oh". Problems are part of everyone's life. In my case, my reaction or no-reaction to it is mostly… very good, but I had to learn and practise this mentality! Do not only write your own definition of life, live it. Disclaimer I am not affiliated by blood neither by any other mean with the French or Spanish Royal family, stop trying to get me to marry you.
About people. - Finding understanding, revelation, healing words to heals your secret scars or something valuable in the less expected place, is a wink from God. -Love is all, but I would be very concerned if everybody loved me. We like people who have something similar with us that we love, and we dislike those who have similarities that we cannot handle, bring out or exploit, that is my theory. This process can take less than 10 sec that is why we are not mostly aware of if. Unfortunately, that "something in common" can be wrong or a reminder of a mistake that we made or a disgrace that has been made to us in the past! In all the other cases, we like people because they give us a good feeling about ourselves and stimulate our weaknesses or accomplishments. To those of you, who invent dramas on your profiles or think that no one likes you anyway. No one is just likeable, otherwise we will not accept friendship, wear nice clothes, put make up on, go to school, learn good manners, have a website, a job. We will sit on a rocking chair and get bored by the faces of worshipers coming from all over the world to kneel at our feet and guess who will go into financial bankruptcy. Do you think that I care if someone like me or not? But I want anyone around me to like himself or herself. Give yourself a hug in front of the mirror if this part rubs you the wrong way, because it is intended to empower you.
-We, human beings, do not use more than 10 % of our brains, this tells me that anyone I look at is beautifully designed, because of the possibility of doing so much with very little! I am fascinated by the mind. I am sure that whoever can precisely explain the dynamics in a man's mind when meeting Perfect Ass, will send Lady Blue Depression in the graveyard of obsolete diseases!
About goals, plans and hopes. Superior, special, smart or loving people do not live by what they only want to see, they try to see behind the appearances, go where no one else can and produce something they will pass on to many generations to come. You maybe one of them, but the only thing you heard is that you are strange. I got news for you, the following History Stars were considered crazy: Newton, Einstein, Thomas Edison and Africans who were communicating by drummers from a village to another, leading a lot of Scientists trying to invent the telephone!
About (kinky)sex. Further, if you prefer your kinks over a good place in society or life, it it time to change your the world with that or to book a tough loving Psychologist. I know that your main problem is lazyness which is the Mother of all the vices, oh my dog, there are so many people like that in Europe! Life is not only about sex and those who will remain my friends here know that.
About success in a relationship as a Woman. If you want to attract love, love yourself first. A woman can only give what she has ("Black women always have something more to offer!" A man calling himself a trans ) because the earthly law of attraction works that way. Most of us have been programmed by fairy tales of attracting what we deserve, I agree, but this should be self-evident cause I even choose the shoes I deserve! Everybody makes mistakes, but no one can steal us the great times we had with our mistakes, right? Stop listening to miracles recipees to find Mr Right and work instead at whatever requires your attention: your self-esteem, look, hang outs, attitude towards the other sex, secret unhealed wounds. Do not put yourself on the market, before you are not sure of yourself or if you are in pressing need of finding someone or you cannot be happy by yourself first, otherwise in case of bad luck you might end up with a pervert, a k. molester or the 7 dwarfs in a one bed room anywhere. Your Mr. Right is also looking for you and it will be great if both of you are ready for a harmonious relationship, by what you have to offer. Cheating the law of attraction is a gamble, because you will be pawning your heart, so stop sending me angry letters, I am a Victor and not a victim, that is how you should choose to see yourself, to start with. And in the meantime, I am taking a break to spend time with my husband of the night.
About answering mails and comments.
I started adding my very first friends in Mid-March 2008. After 2 months, I might have more than a thousand friends, astonishing, if you think at the original nature of this page. Be patient with answers to your mail. I might rock your world OR modify your perception, because I can. I always SUCCEED in what I want, even if I don't get you at hello. Time will tell.
Special thanks. I thank anyone who is not afraid of my frankness, joie de vivre (joy)or harmless mistakes. Yyou can reach me in private for opinion on personal matters. The yet-to-be-plucked (metaphors come easily in my mouth)domination lingo will not be welcome in all the screens on Earth, my AZERTY keyboard is going nuts and my lens... Welcome to the Brave!
What is a profile anyway? It is not like I will xerox it, keep it in my pocket and hand it over every time I hear "Can I offer you a drink?". Why am I making time for this, I have no membership site or anything else to sell. Am I also suffering of the online first time meeting smoke and mirror effect, that I will explain later? The power of asking the right questions. I am here to enlarge my vision with new friends, acquaintances and learn. You will be surprised at the high numbers of positive Spaces. After all, the good thing about creating a profile, is that it makes me realize personal things myself that I never noticed before... I guess. For instance, I got letters praising my «fun and wisdom". Is it not funny that every man I meet, just loves my silly side? ». What if someone changes, radically, after spending 40 months correcting his introduction page?. Did someone run in a cavern in the desert with only his dog and my site as company (do not go there, I know what you are thinking ): "I started this profile and met 34 years old sexy fox, whose age has never been updated in her 10 years of online manhunting (Oh, she has a suck-sess-full career too), but after surprising her by my visit, smelled what was coming compulsively from her stomach and saw all the scars in her 80 years looking body...", but this truly happened to someone I know, who will never go to Florida again! As I suspect I am in a LA girl frame of mind, I will finish this without revealing too much. To talk like a French Star: "I must be allowed to keep a little mystery around myself.". Well, I bet all my Chanel and Gucci shoes that my French nephew will draw your naked body with his eyes closed. Okay, Let’s do it.

This document is probably a satire to the use of on-line profiles a shiny worm gadget to fish, kill, still destroy your potentials and a Blow of protestation to the lack of safer internet security ressources, to catch polished Predators. Just kidding again and warm up a little bit!
Signed warnings and suspicious signs!!! 1.Do not take everything you see on-line at face value. 2. I am not finding a good way to remove the videos, without messing up with the profile. I am glad that I don't have the Osama-Bush Doll FOUND on you tube anymore because... I cannot even add my own vids yet3. If you have never met someone in real life, you might have been dealing with his/her Sales Representative. Have you ever wondered why some of us get addicted to an online creature without reason? It is because online meeting remains at the stage of "first time" meeting to people with low IQ.It is scientifically provable, I will send you the findings on request. All this people who think that they are adored for years by an online admirer, I am laughing my buns off! Yes, we all are our own Sales Representative when we meet someone for the first time. You can scream from the top of your lungs that you never sell yourself, yes, you do but you cost zero dollar! (Wow, my sister should read this and get madder, because she said once "why do you say you feel purified and hydrated from within when you drink a lot of water? I get fatter with water! I threw my catch phrase of "beauty is within" and trying to be nice is so ugly! Be careful with catch phrases or asking me "do you have a sister", except if you are old. Cause I tried to tell her how I treat boys who forces me to ask for an ID even to sit near me in public and she said: A younger man will never hit on me, do not bother.) Back to the first time meeting situation: I would not mention that the day I am establishing my profile that you can find anything you want in my bed. The remote controls, the bottle of wine from yesterday is there and the cork screw, certainly under the linens, no I did not had one drupel, I am just being myself! The E=MC of Mariah Careh is behind my extraordinary derrière and 7 books will spend the night with me, including Oxford, the dictionary I had to purchase last week and not the rugby team. What can I say Education=My Curiosity and oeps, never mind. 3. I saw a girl's Nasa map, the other day, you could not even tell if she was on planet Earth, because her map was all covered with yellow balls. Do you want me to believe that even people in the Amazonian Forrest have portable PC and are actually logging on myspace to read what's on her T-shirt, while big snakes are bumming around? What do you think? Is she sleeping with Tom? It is not rivalry, I am new at this. By the way, her name was not Kathie Holmes. I have seen a lot of dead people here. Why do they need a network of friends for? Is My Space such a phenomenon that it is actually not a bad idea to say something about it in your will? I am myself now friend with feet, books and will not reject any toothpaste if it asked my companionship, except one that will give me black teeth, maybe. Is there someone else who thought like me that the word "FRIEND" sounds a bit provocative here. It just feel strange to have many friends with the @ in their last names. What is that hump day thing? 2 humps must be better than one, right? Checking if the friends who disturb me the most are actually reading this and not only hyperventilating on my photos. I promise I will answer you, maybe.
THE REST OF THE PROFILE WILL BE UPDATED LATER. I REFUSE TO DO IT IN ONE SHOT, LIKE LAST TIME.
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