Im the little girl at the picnic,
who wont stop pulling her dress up,
It doesn't matter,
who's in controll now?
Please Donate me Moneys!
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ABOUT ME:
Hey, just before i go on about myself i just want to say:
cheers for looking at my page,
Id also like to say
- Please judge me, Lifes too short not to make assumptions.
Okay, On To The Stuff That Actually Matters....
Well.... My Name Is Dinah And I Live In Winchester In Hampshire, I Like Pink and blue, Skateboarding, And Friends. I seem pretty laid back, but alot of the time im quite outgoing, I wont not speak my mind/do what i want because im worried about what you'll say.
Im Kinda Extrovert When It Comes To Looks, I Have My Reasons, Whatever, You Know What I Look Like Shouldn't Really Concern You, But If It Does Then tbh Im Getting Through To You.
I Add/talk to whoever I want on here
If you look interesting in any way. A certain aspect. Hair, Clothes, Make up, Morals&values, Music, Cute, Hot, Ugly. Whatever. There is a reason. Something has intregued me. But it could be anything. You'll Have To Talk To Me If You Really Want To Know
None Of my pictures are edited, whatsoever. Apart from maybe clicking the "black and white" button on the camera.
My Ideal Day Life Would Be Sitting Round All Day Being Creative, Making Music, Drawing. etc. That Sound Boring To You? Whatever.
I Dont Get Embarrassed By My Words Or Actions, To Be Fair I act Dumb Alot Of The Time. People Can Think Im Dumb Or Stupid If They Want. It Only Means That I'll Have The Advantage, And They'll Be Surprised When They Find Out Im Not. Pretending To Be Clever When Your Not Is So Much Worse.
Seriously, The One Thing I Cant Handle About Someone, Is If They Cant Tell The Truth, If They Cant Be There True Selves. If They Can And They Are; Then I Will Love Them For Them Whoever They Are. But I Cant Stand Lies.
And Drama Queens, Not Drama Students/Performers/Showgirls. Drama Queens. Seriously, No One Gives A Fuck About Your Stupid Life Or What You Have To Say, If They Did You Wouldn't Have To Try And Make Noise About It. Just Stop Making Drama To Draw Attention To Yourself.
I Contradict Myself.
All The Time
Its A Fact.
I Will Also Say Things Twice Over, So Be Prepared.
If You Mess Me Around I Will Definatly Have Something To Say.
I Do Love Going Out And Having A Good Time With Mates Especially At Gigs Where I Can Bring My Love For Music And Hanging Out And Meeting New People Together.
However, I Do Not Think That Going To Gigs Makes You A Better Person, Going To More Gigs Deosnt Make You Better Than Someone Who Has Been To Less. Playing gigs/Being in a Band Doesnt Make You Cool, Especially When Your Music Sucks. And Going To A Gig Of A Band Does NOT Make You A Batter Fan... And I Am In Despair For People Who Think That They Do. Also, Who cares anyway. All the music you like is so overexposed that any loser could listen to it and "like" it.
Anothing Thing, Some People Also Think Im Quite Random, But Maybe If They Were A Little More Intelligent They Would Be Able To See Where My Thought Trains And Patterns Come From.
Im Still Not Sure What Love Really Is, i hope a certain someone can change that..... And How Can We Know? We Never Going To Realise The Measure Of The Things We Have Untill The Very Last Moments Of Our Life...
I Really Cant Stand Girls Who Are All About The Latest Cloathes And The Hair And The Makeup, I Mean, Get Real. No one In THe World Who Counts Really Cares About That Stuff. Im Talking About The Kind Of Girls Who go on the "Hottest" emo guys myspace and steal his music list, just so they can say they've heard the "coolest" bands, girls who Are Afraid Of Hurting Themselves, Getting Thier Designer Emo Gear Dirty, Messing Up Thier Perfectly Styled Scene Hair. Whats It All Going To Add Up To In A Few Years Time? Lots Of Myspace Comments Saying "OMG YOUR HOT!" From People You Dont Know? And Lots Of Lost Time Where You Could Have Been Out Having Genuine Fun, discovering your true self, rather than trying to be a better version of someone else? Im Talking About The Kinds Of Girls Where Summer Means sitting in the cat grounds modelling the hottest new scene clothes and hair, trying to be exactly like the next girl or guy, but just a more perfectly emo version. I Dont Know How To End My Point Effectively, I Guess What Im Trying To Say Is. Your Not Real, Your Not Indevidual, You are Not You. End Of.
Though sometimes I wish I didnt respect my self, and what I know, as much; So I could fit in with all the rest
MUSIC
Well i really love music, I sing, I Play Guitar, Along With About Everyother Teen In The Country, piano, bass, clarinet, tenor sax, and like, recorder, tin whistle, all that shit. yeah, jack of all trades really...
Jazz is fucking amazing. I play in lingard quintet, wayhay. Its actually awesome and so much fun, most creative type of music. ever.
- I Sing yeah, Ive Had Continuous Choir Experience Since I was Diddy Up. Ive Had Experience Singing In Jazz Too, But Its Not That Enthralling. Theres loads of different types of singing. people dont really realise how different they are.
Ive been developing a differeny part of my voice for about 6 months now, and im pleased to say im getting on quite well, its kinda a Tallica/audioslave style voice. which is well usefull for jazz aswell. but I dont sound girly, one bit. But I'm fucked if i think im going to find a band who would take a girl singer and be into the metal im into.
I Love Guys, In Every Single Way, Most Of My Best Friends Are Guys, I Just Get On With Them Well, I Can Open Up To Them More Than I Can To Virtually Any Girl. They Dont Bitch Or Backstab Or Scheme, There Just Themselves, And The Best Ones Would Be More Than Happy To Lend There Support More Effectively Than Almost Every Girl I Know.
-I Never Usually Like A Person Deeply For Looks Or What Bands They Like, how "cool" or "popular" they are, How other people percieve them Or The Cloathes They Wear, If You Have The Most Amazing Personality And Energy I Will Love You. Im Not Bothered About Everything Else.
My Philosiphy Is If A Guys Worth It He Will Come After Me To Make It Right, And Make It All Worth It, Though That Blaitently Doesnt Happen Alot So Good Luck.
And If All You Ask For Is A Bit Of Fun Then Thats All Your Going To Get If Even That, So Dont Expect me To Ask YOU For More,
But Saying All That, Who Would Expect A Guy To Initiate A Conversation About His Feelings?
Im also a strong believer in psycology when it comes to talking with guys, i read about all that crap.
I Can NEVER Tell What he's Thinking, Especially when it really matters, And when that comes around Im usually completely oblivious anyway. But when theres absolutely nothing wrong I'm usually there, trying to figureout the "subliminal messages" and double meanings.
I Love Psycology, I Want To Study It, Im Just So Interested In Stuff Like What triggers Emocions And Like What People Think And What "Makes People Tick". I Dont Want To Be A Counsiler Or Anything That Young People Negetively Associate With, I Dont Know What Id Do, I Just Really Want To Learn And Research About It. Do Talks Maybe? I Dont Know. Thats Just My Fantasy...
Im So Melodramatic, I Blow Everything Out Of Proportion, Seriously. I Dont Know Why. Its Just Me Again, I Take Myself Too Seriously
Im A Complete Total Hipocrit, I Contradict Myself All The Time, So Dont Take Any Notice Of What I Do, Its What I Say That Counts, Only Because I Know What I Feel Is Right For Me.
Some Other Random Crap About Me Includes;
- Im Very Sadomasichistic, And Have Some Wierd Fantasies, So Watch Out
- I Dont Usually Like A Band Because "It Sounds Good", Whatever Happens, For Me, In My Personal Opinion, It Comes Down To The Lyrics And What/How The Artist Has Written It, And How It Communicates With The Listener. But If The Lyrics Are Awesome And So Is The Chords And The Arrangement. Then I Will Love It More Than Anything.
- My Profile Is Too Long.
I LOVE:
Eatching cartoons in the morning in bed with bobbin!
Strawberry Bina!
Being Silly
Dibit
Pain
Blood
Cafe centro last xmas
Genuine, up front people, who i can talk to without wondering if they are putting on an act
People fighting for what they believe in
Teasing
Skating
Brody
DMs and New Rocks
My best friends
Brody is a teh sexface lawl.
And Alaine
I HATE (not hate, just am stongly opposed to, or opposed to be associated with):
Fakers
Posers of any sort (emo, punk, goth, even chav, id like a chav for the person that they are, but when you try to hard to be something that your not? Well your just not worth my time...)
People who talk crap, Lie, and controll because of there own insicurieis
People who go on about the music they hate without giving any real consideration to the stuff that they do like and just give the people Sh*t who like other types of music than them
People who think they know more about a band, (band memebers, song/album history etc) than anyone else so it makes them a bigger fan
People who hate stuff
Girls who are bitchy
People who look down on others
People who pretend to be depressed
People who have just descovered gigs are cool so they try to go to as many as they can without caring what band it is
Being allergic to wheat and milk :(
Man whores, fair enough if a guy just wants some fun like once in a while, but guys going round fucking a different person each night. That applys to girls too... its not good..
Age-ists
When People/Your Relationship With A Person Changes And Theres Nothing You Can Do To Get It Back
Change In General, Unless its positive
Ehen You Know Youve Been There For Someone So Much And They Still Show No Recognition That You Helped Whatsoever Because it or You are "Uncool" For Some Reason, So Its "Uncool" For Them To Show Thier Appreciation
I WISH:
***I wasnt paranoid
***It was summer again
***I didnt live in england
A LITTLE SOMETHING EXTRA:
- I Am Religious
- I Am Opposed To Almost All Branches Of Christianity
- But I Belive In Jesus
- I Believe In Meditation
- But I Am Not A Bhuddist
- My Dad Was Born A jew
- That Means I Am Not One
- He Is Not Anymore Either
- However I Do Not Take Kindly To Racist Jokes. As Half My Family Are Jewish, And Our Family History Means Weve Had Hard Hard Times. But The Jewish Community Alot of my family are part of is 10x Better Than any, and worth more than Some Stupid Jokes Made By Brainwashed People Trapped In a Christian Society.
- I Belive In Osteopathy
- I Love My Osteopaths
- Without them, I Would Not Be The Person I Am Today Either
- I Love All The Healers, And Significant People Ive Met Over The Years
- I Belive In Reincarnation
- Though Not As Animals
- And I Am Not Hindu
- Though Some Of Thier Key Belives Are Mine Too
- I Love Saibaba
- I Believe Strongly That Everything Happens For A Reason
- I Belive That If You Are Laughing At This You Are Holding Something Back From Youself
- Yes, Thats Right, You.
- I Believe In Healing With Hidden Energy Fields
- Rieki
- I Believe In Everything Atheric
- I Do Not Belive In most Scientists
- If theres one thing you should learn, its that Scientific fact does not exist. Thats a basic fact taught throughout universities.
- Scientists: Not Knowing What Something Is, Then Going "Hmm I Cant Explain This, Ill Just Look At It Stupidly Closely And That Will Explain It" Is NOT The Awnser To Everything
- Just Because They Saw That The Universe Expands Over A Short Period Of Time, Then They Reversed It At That Rate, And decided because they didnt actually know what happened, means it Must Have Started From Nothing. Doesnt Mean That Actually Happened, Thats Not Proof.
- Because I Believe In Expansion And Contraction In Spiral Movements Of Energy Patterns.
- You Know, 37.5 And All That, Just Go Look At Any Plant, Thats Proof.
- I Am Slightly Naturalist
- I Am Slightly Pagan
- I Love Egyptian Philosophy
- I Love Everything Native American
- I Love Canoeing
- And Archery
- I Met Scott Frazer
- Hes A Nice Man. He Wouldnt Stop Asking Me Questions About My Dreams
- Finally, I Love My Dad, Without Him, I Probably Wouldnt Believe In Half The Stuff I Do Today. However, That Does Not Mean He Is The Only Reason I Think This Way. On Many Many Occasions I Have Surprised Him With Knowledge And Beliefs, And In His Absence, I Will Continue To Build On My Beliefs.
- Because Everything Happens For A Reson
- And This Oppertunity
- Can Not Be Missed.