vivi (aka) marina - ProfilesArchive

About Me

hey everyone....its fun in the summertime....again this is a new myspace and im new to it. i love life and life doesnt love me. im in love with people who dont love me and i cant even help it...what do u do when your hopelessly in love with someone....this life is so boring and im dying from nullness....i love listening to music and stuff like that. i love the feeling of squishing sand between my toes at the beach because somehow it feels like everything in the world is fine and dandy. i love everyone so dont be offended. the randomality of my life is affecting my brain and my soul if i still have one. i think maybe i lost my soul somewhere this week. i may have left it at the beach where everything was fine and dandy. ---since this is supposed to be about me ill give you a description of me--- im short (5'2) and it hurts to think. i have reddish blonde hair and generally its curly, cept wen its straight! i dont smile unless something says i should, becuase i have never found a really good reason to smile without a cause. well life is not all suck but mostly it is. im seein jacob this weekend and that is the best. /the best is not knowing wats going to happen but u know its gonna make u soo happy wen the thing does happen. john introduced me to ska music a few weeks ago...was it that long...and i think it rocked. it was pretty kool. it gives u a high feeling. like wen youve reached a point of no return but then wen the song is over u have gotten over ur high and then ur extremely low. i think ska kinda sounds a lil like a disease, but still very sweet. im tortured inside by an evil demon and its making me depressed and my fami thinks im anorexic. we had a very big fight about it over dinner, where i didnt eat. im not anorexic. im not hungry. besides. they called me fat. thats all i think. back with more.
Name: marina
Birthdate: 5th feb. some year
Birthplace: cape coral
Current Location: home
Eye Color: golden brown
Hair Color: reddish blondish
Height: 5'2 (i know im short!)
Weight: 100 lbs.
Piercings: my ears.
Tatoos: not at the moment.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: lots. no i hate bf gf relationships! too much pressure!
Overused Phraze: thats hot
FAVORITES
Food: pasta with red sauce
Candy: red swedish fish
Number: 3
Color: BLACK, GREEN
Animal: prolly a lyger. really, penguins.
Drink: anything red. i'll drink anything.
Alcohol Drink: hmmm, ask me.
Bagel: everything
Letter: m
Body Part on Opposite sex: abs, neck, lips
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: both
McDonalds or BurgerKing: neither
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla both. it depends.
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: coffee. love coffee.
Kiss or Hug: kiss.
Dog or Cat: neither. prolly a dog.
Rap or Punk: punk.
Summer or Winter: summer.
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: both.
Love or Money: love.
YOUR...
Bedtime: never. i sleep when its convenient.
Most Missed Memory: being spun upside-down by the person i used to love most.
Best phyiscal feature: hmm. hair. lips, shoulders arms, waist.
First Thought Waking Up: i should have slept longer. or no more parties.
Goal for this year: dont fall for the same guy.
Best Friends: steffie britt, lissa, ingrid, sam, nick l. .....
Weakness: boys who get in trouble. things with no meaning.
Fears: spiders! def. spiders!
Heritage: im not sure. italian i guess.
Longest relationship: about 3 months. i hate relationships.
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yah.
Ever Smoked: ask me.
Pot: eww no.
Ever been Drunk: ask me.
Ever been beaten up: mentally.
Ever beaten someone up: no. only verbally
Ever Shoplifted: nope.
Ever Skinny Dipped: all the time! i love it!
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: def. gotta love guys.
Been Dumped Lately: kind of.
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: green or gray
Favorite Hair Color: brown.
Short or Long: both.
Height: taller than me
Style: whatever he likes.
Looks or Personality: good looking. non-abusive.
Hot or Cute doesnt matter.
Drugs and Alcohol: ask me.
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular. skinny boys need help.
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: too many
What country do you want to Visit: italy. or europe somewhere? are thos the same?
How do you want to Die: doing something i love.
Been to the Mall Lately: yesterday
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes i do. with lightening.
Get along with your Parents: not really
Health Freak: kinda.
Do you think your Attractive: i dont judge
Believe in Yourself: soemtimes. it depends
Want to go to College: yup
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Drink: im not an alcoholic!
Shower Daily: yeah.
Been in Love: yeah. it sux! dont do it!
Do you Sing: in the shower at the top of my lungs.
Want to get Married: no.
Do you want Children: yes.
Have your future kids names planned out: boy-anthony or james
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: tehe.
Hate anyone: who doesnt.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My Interests

i like songs about confusion and everything in general, no music is bad, rap is noise. i write stuff and mainly its dark and unlike me. i listen to the voices wherever they may be. im not religios at all usaully. i like guys but i mite be giving them up becuase its too hard to think about the future and what i may or may not do. right now i dont know about tomorrow. i hate most relationships i end up screwed. im not the boyfriend girlfriend say you love me or well break up type. im just the type who doesnt worry about if my boyfriend gives a damn.. i think its all pretty stupid. i like to know who u are and where i might be. its fun to be kissed until u cant breathe anymore and its fun to kiss someone and laugh because youve never kissed but you have known the moment so welll for so long. even if long to me is yesterday. i will leave this at that and now byeebyee.

I'd like to meet:

someone who loves sand at the beach squishing between their toes because they think it makes them feel like the world is fine and dandy

Music:

yes there is always music in my head and all around me. i might die if there was only silence and the noise of the rapping people and my keyboard clicking away. i love to hear the pounding in my ears when heavy metal is being blared. i liek the calming sense of country and i like the sound of rock and punk rock and basically anything that i can hear thats music. BANDS: something corporate 3 doors down 3 days grace blink 182 vintage- and some new- green day voodoo & serano sum 41 lifehouse steriogram weezer my chemical romance the killers paparoach the vines acdc *still hot no matter how old blank&jones coldplay american hi-fi nine days mxpx rolling stones *old but cool nirvana *old but weird and classic Agnelli &Nelson sunbeam ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING bigand rich occasional ying yang twins ((wats happenin)) for dancing

Movies:

i hate belltower and i dont like going to the movies. its stupid and i might cry im so depressed. i see movies all the time i dont like belltower tho. i dont like friday nights too much. i like thursdays and saturday nights.

Television:

every materialistic child or teen in america watches tv. i dont care who u r u watch tv. its soo .... consuming. i just watch watever is on. i dont care too much. as long as im entertained its all good.

Heroes:

my heroe is some guy who carries me away on his shoulders while asking me how my day was. haha, good memories. i wish i could go back in time.

My Blog

imm back in love and insane.

hey. back again. this week was intense. intense. insane. im in love with Drew! Everytime i fall in love i say goodbye to the ones i liked. soo random. im tired as hell. this mornin was soo good until ...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Making out and other weird stuff

the best part of having a fever is kissing someone you really love and feeling your burning skin pressing against theirs. then there is a let down when the kiss is over and you want to do it agai...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blahme

my life is blah. yesterday was blah today is blah tomorrow is blah! bb late tonite. im goin to tha boat races see yall latter!
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

lonely until 11?

im at home being bored and everyone else is at the movies being stupid! i really hate going to the belltower movies.....sooo overrrated and too many hoes with no place to go...so im veggin at home wit...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life is better in black and white

yup. my phone is blinking with new messages but i dont want to answer them. i turned my phones on silent but they still rang all night long anyway. if i died i wonder if i would know, or if anyone wou...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i dont know

((waht i think about and want in guys)) ok. no model boys. thei are really over the edge (((i dated one))). too bizarre and wayyy tooo high maintenance. i want a guy that knows how to kiss me no ...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a dark scary poem song story about me i guess

suffocation, lying face down i can feel my toes where my knee should have been. blood screams from my body and settles in a pool of dark red by my friends blue pale face. In his eyes i search for a sm...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

torture

¢¾not everything is as it may seem; the picture of perfection may be complected of mistakes and turmiol mixed with stupidity¢¾ ~i think maybe i died but im back because i was kissed on the lips and li...
Posted by vivi (aka) marina on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST