M41J4 M4$$4CR3's heart is complete!!!

So I'm maija! I can't really tell you anything about me because I'm a mystery,I'm simple,confusing but to the point and I'm still trying to figure out who I am and where this life is going to take me? One thing I do want to say is that I am never going to recover until I know the future will be okay becuase the future scares the shit out of me right now!!!!
I have learned so much in life, but don't get me wrong though, there is so much still to learn.I learn something new every single fucken day and I love it...good or bad I fucken love it because it deals with the truth.
The truth is a very hard thing to get along with, but it is better than lying! And we humans never realy want to hear the truth because sometimes it kills and sometimes it brings you in!
And I will keep learning about it until death! Iv'e cried till I could cry no more, I have laughed till tears ran down, Iv'e lied, people have lied to me and some people hate me, but i forgive you!
I love God hes been for me and will always be there for me! Life isn't great sometimes, but you can't just stop living. There has got to be reason to live for! I guess I'll end this whatever it is about me with I'm not perfect...I make mistakes like everybody else
Merciful
Approachable
Innocent
Jolly
Athletic
Don't like it? Tough... deal with it!
"Why give up this opportunity? If I can't be near you then I'd rather be in hell forever I'll think of you so just give me chances to go on"

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