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AMBER of ARC

PERSUE YOUR DREAMS TILL YOU DIE

About Me


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Your Power Level is: 81%
You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally.
You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little). How Powerful Are You? Well, I'm Scots-Irish, my gradfather God rest his soul was a Los Angeles Fire Captian and my other granfather retired from a full career of teaching the fina art of English. My Mom is a stay at home Mom and my father is a network engineer. My older brother is a programmer (self-taught) and I'm an aspiring film maker who's both right and left-brained. My younger brother is almost done with his degree in plant science and the other younger well oddly enough seems to have choosen the wiser route and joined the US Navy to be trained as an underwater welder. He'll be buying houses like their cars before he's 25 it's sick. My sister is still in high school who knows what she'll end up doing but whatever it is she'll be the best at it, she has a hell of alot of discipline that's for sure. Unlike most people when I figured out what I wanted to do I dropped out of school (college that is). I'd gladly go to film school, but unfortunately that costs alot more money than I have. I choose to take the short track. So, I fall in the independent category. I am totally devoted to my career. I'm not married, I don't have kids, none of that. I'm devoted to proving to the world my potential(the hard way). Hell, if it comes easy you don't cherish it anyway right? No, my parents are not together and they are totally opposite people, I ask myself all the time how the hell I came into existance? But, anyway that's another story. I'm very ambitious and love to talk to other people who share that same quality. I want to write, create, motivate, inspire, change and most of all just be happy. What is happiness? Happiness is a state of mind. It's not a person, place or thing. When you've decided you've just had enough pain and sorrow, misery and discomfort, you choose it., and you create it for yourself. So, I guess one day at a time I'm trying to become a better person, more spitritually enligtened, and easier on my fellows and maybe in the end I'll find what I don't even know I'm looking for. THE FRIENDS I'VE LOST MAY THEY REST IN PEACE KATHERINE JEAN SWENSON 1978-1993 GREGORY WILLIAM OWENS 1978-2004ROMANS 5 1:5 Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

My Interests

girlz, movies ,rock music, fast cars, physics, candles, old jazz records, my two beta fish (Sid&Nancy) both are dead now (Nany died first how aprapo), web design, acting, writing, singing in the car, warm baths, HBO on Demand, hunting for buried treasure with my Dad, laying out, blackjack, movies, forensics, and red licorice.
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting, honest, loyal, and true who knows what really matters in life. Also anyone who shares my common interests in filmakinging including but not limited to, Crispin Glover and David Finscher(hope I didn't spell that wrong) ......Kiss Kiss Oh and me with big tits and long hair! LOL(just kidding)

Music:

She Wants Revenge Perfect Circle, Pantera, Thrice, A Perfect Murder, Tool, Faith No More, Agent Orange, Deftones, The Faint, The Cure, Depeshe Mode, Queens of the Stone Age, Switchfoot, Maroon 5, Digable Planets, Modest Mouse, Korn...sorry to disappoint you, Devo, Prince, Jane Child, 4 Non Blondes, Pink, Nelly Fertado, Missy Elliot, Black Eyed Peas, Insane Clown Posse, Nas, 2Pac, Biggie, Luda, Kanye West, DJ Quick, Easy E, AMG, Alliyah, Pharcyde, Cypress Hill, Hed PE, Wu-Tang, Tribe Called Quest, Chet Baker, Billie Holiday, Miles Davis, Frank Sinatra, Nana, Roy Orbison, Andrea Bochelli, Duran Duran, Phil Collins, The Police, Peter Gabriel..the man who originated industrial music, Motley Crue, Heart, Joan Jett, and last but certainly not least, the QUEEN of Rockin chicks....PAT BENETAR!

Movies:

DAS MITTEL!
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Television:

Forensic Files, CSI, The Sopranos, Cold Case Files, Dale Hynman, Physic Detectives, The New Detectives, City Confidential, The Apprentice, Actors Studio.
THINGS I LIKE CLAIRE AND I 1994 GOD REST HER SOUL.LOST HER PERCIOUS LIFE FIRST YEAR AS AN OFFICER BY A DRUNK DRIVER WHILE STOPPING A DRUNK DRIVER. WHAT A WOMAN. WHAT A HERO. FOR MY DAD.
How to make a Amber
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
5 parts brilliance
3 parts ego
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum!
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Personality cocktail
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Books:

Physics books and Computer books...boring stuff. Oh and I quote "We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half- full of cocaine and a whole galaxy of mulicolored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers...Also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of Budweiser, a pint of raw either, and two dozen amyls...But the only thing that worried me was the either. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible than a man in the depths of an either binge...." Hunter S. Thompson FUCKIN AH YEAH RIGHT BIBBY!

Heroes:

Danny Elfman, Ridley Scott, Stanley Kubrick, Stephen Hawking, Tycho Brache, Galeleo, Albert Enstein, Silvia Plyath(takes alot of guts to stick your head in an oven), all the people burned alive during the Spanish Inquisition, NYFD, anyone making alot of money as a screenwriter.

My Blog

"THE LATEST"

Hello my friends, It's been a while, I know. Ah...where to start? My younger brother Russell qualifiled for the Navy Seal program, he will be shipping off in November. Will he make it through BUDS? Wi...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 08:58:00 PST

POSITIVITY

LONG BEACH IS QUITE A PLACE! I LIKE IT HERE, ALTHOUGH I TEND TO BE PESIMESTIC ABOUT ROOMATES THINGS ARE ALRIGHT SO FAR. HE IS CLEAN, QUIET, WORKS ALOT. DIDN'T INFORM ME HIS GIRFRIEND WOULD BE HERE 24/...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 03:17:00 PST

"RELOCATING"

YES IT'S TRUE, I'M MOVING TO MORENO VALLEY, CALIFORNIA FOR AWHILE. WHY WOULD I DO A THING LIKE THAT? WELL, IT'S QUITE SIMPLE. I'M NOT ATTACHED TO THE DESERT AT ALL. THE ONLY THING I LIKE ABOUT IT, IS ...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 06:56:00 PST

"comentaphobia"

Sorry but everyone that reads my blog has "comentaphobia." "Definition please?" "Can you use that in a sentence please?" "Comentaphobia" by definition. (a)generally used as a myspace term for one who ...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 06:19:00 PST

hUH?!

27 FUCKIN YEARS OF CLUTTER CHAOS DISTRIBUTION CONFINMENT ASSIGNMENT RANDOM STRANGE EVENTS PEOPLE PLACES NOISES HULLUCENATIONS CONSPIACIES PLOTS DESTRUCTION EFFORT WASHED JUDGED PERSECUTED ENSLAVED REL...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 09:46:00 PST

EMERGENCY TEST!

EVEN IF YOU'VE ONLY SEEN  MY PAGE AND BLOGS>>>>>GIVE IT A SHOT! DON'T BOTHER VEIWING THE EMERGENCY TEST IF YOUR NOT GOING TO BOTHER TO COMMENT AND TAKE IT PUSSY! okay kids, here we go! Have you e...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 05:33:00 PST

NeW York in all it's Glory!

LIVING IN NEW YORKA tale from long ago............ As we drove in I was anamered by the beauty, the stone walls with growth coming through the cracks, the tunnels, cars, the smell, it was different, o...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 07:30:00 PST

ALL BULLSHIT ASIDE

Some say I'm too honest. Fuck you. I'm me. Welcome to my world! All bullshit aside. So, the ER bullshit chapter of my life is over and I've started a new one today. I've moved on, progressed from freq...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 08:32:00 PST

A LOOK BACK AND FORWARD

I gotta take a shower today fuckin A shave those dam legs of mine and spike up my hair get in the car in mid- afternoon heat and drive to the middle of no-where my friend left in a hurry he had to mee...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 08:18:00 PST

DAS MITTEL POSTER AND UPDATE!

http://img21.imageshack.us/img21/7894/dasmittel5x7card8yj.jp gDAS MITTEL Here is a clearer view of my poster should you want to see and leave me a comment! Just click on the link! Like I said comments...
Posted by AMBER of ARC on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 01:09:00 PST