Nothing to mend...for nothing is broken... |
Its two o clock, a different time of morning,
I can feel all breath, all slumber, all movement,
Of the one next to me.
And yet in the comfort of my quilted haven
And the warmth of the one laying bes...
Posted by melody on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 09:49:00 PST |
broken heart... |
I know everyone has some lame story of having a broken heart.I "wasted" 3 and half years with someone, who took the best of me&.It started off based on desperation, desperation on my part. A month aft...
Posted by melody on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:03:00 PST |
The greatest dissaproval.... |
Father
I never understand you,
Is this why you treat me so?
Unjust in your behavior,
And now I'm just dying to go.
Love, hate, anger, pain,
Are they all one feeling in the same?
It must be so, becau...
Posted by melody on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 09:02:00 PST |
Gone... |
"Gone"
I held your hand
For hours
While I watched you die.
You chocked painfully
While you closed your eyes,
But never said good-bye.
How can this be the work of my God?
I can only question why,
He...
Posted by melody on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:36:00 PST |
REGRETTABLE SUICIDE.... |
REGRETTABLE SUICIDE
DROWNING MY FEARS
IN FRUSTRATED TEARS,
WHILE GOD AND THE DEVIL
RIVAL FOR MY SOUL.
THE SINFUL POTENT,
HAS BEEN DOWNED,
TOO LATE FOR ME,
MY DEATH IS BOUND.
...
Posted by melody on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 08:24:00 PST |
While she died in my arms&. |
Last night was horrid&you know when you try to force your sleep, but you can't because what plays in your mind is so unbearably unavoidable to you. Its something I don't think about, but for some...
Posted by melody on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 04:00:00 PST |
Apologies... |
Let me state again&. my earlier blog was excessive ranting&of which I am sorry.
I am extremely happy; I love my boyfriend with all of my being. I think I just need to love myself too cos...
Posted by melody on Thu, 31 May 2007 08:30:00 PST |
the unanswered question..... |
Yesterday started off brilliantly. I had a good day. I wish I had my space and a blog when I was home schooling&it was so lonely and sad. I try not to go back there, but I do.
I am so confused...
Posted by melody on Thu, 31 May 2007 03:45:00 PST |
name that space! |
So here i am at work, its friday and im So happy!
i am sitting here, wishing i had taken Physics in school, but the fact that i was homeschooled and had no teacher (and i must admit, some disipline) m...
Posted by melody on Fri, 25 May 2007 03:45:00 PST |
The untouched diary.... |
Im so tired of fighting. I really want to work this out. On my PDA i have pictures of what my life use to be, or maybe how i wish it would be right now. I am happy, but for some odd reason I cannot fo...
Posted by melody on Thu, 24 May 2007 06:25:00 PST |
