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N!kk! [BHH]

What had happened was....

About Me

"If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days." Sylvia Plath

"I took a deep breath and listened to the old bray of my heart. I am. I am. I am." Sylvia Plath

My Interests



I'd like to meet:



Music:

Radiohead, Chicks on Speed, Cibo Mato, Peaches, Elastica, Tori Amos, The White Stripes, The Strokes, Sneaker Pimps, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Rasputina, Princess Superstar, Portishead, Moloko, Amon Tobin, Miss Dynamite, Mirah, Lunachicks, L7, Lords of Acid, Falguni Pathak, David Bowie,

Everything but the Girl, Bjork, Butter 08, Bally Sagoo, Add N to (X), Stan Getz, Tool, Til' Tuesday, Beck, Bahamadia, Blackalicious, PJ Harvey, Tricky, The Baby Namboos, James Brown, Lata Mangeshkar, Ella Fitzgerald, Madonna, Kosheen, Pizzicato Five, Kool Keith, Al Green, The Doors, The Flaming Lips, Mazzy Star, Mirah, Nirvana, Mud Honey, Ween, Ladytron, Sonic Youth, 4 Hero, Lemon D, Kahimi Karie Blur, JJ Fad, Nina Hagen, The Talking Heads, Joan Jett, Gus Gus, Janis Joplin, Shudder to Think, Le Tigre, Bikini Kill, Sex Pistols, Atari Teenage Riot, Metric, Jill Scott, Jim Croce, Gary Numan, John Legend, Black Eyed Peas, Ima Robot, FannyPack, Lamb, Gwen Stefani, No Doubt, Rancid, Slum Village, Talib Kweli, Madonna, Freezepop, Julianna Hatfield, Gravy Train, Digable Planets, Rick James, Barry White, !!!, John Lennon, Louie Armstrong, Emiliana Torrini

Movies:

Requiem for a Dream, Pink Flamingos, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Donnie Darko, The Night of the Living Dead, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Kill Bill, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Mean Girls, Psycho Beach Party, Killer Klowns from Outer Space, Beyond the Valley of the Dolls, Serial Mom, Pulp Fiction, The Breakfast Club, Pretty in Pink, Clockwork Orange, Mothra, Vanilla Sky, Fast Times at Ridgemont High, Much Ado About Nothing, Nightmare Before Christmas, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Dead Alive, Charlie & the Chocolate Factory, The House of Yes, Corpse Bride, Saved, American Psycho, Pink Flamingos, Amelie, Dancer In The Dark, Meet the Fockers

Heroes:



My Blog

Good to go

Gosh, I had a big scare last week, and I'm very thankful that everything came back fine. I'm grateful for that because I don't think I would have handled the other possible outcome in a logical manner...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:33:00 PST

Liars

This question goes out to some people in particular. Do you know how much your friend lies and what your friend has lied to you about? Food for thought! Sometimes you think you know someone only to fi...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 06:16:00 PST

Foolish

Okay, well, the last two weeks were a lie. I cannot believe I was gullible enough to fall for it. He has been talking to other people for quite a while now. He doesn't know that I know what I know, bu...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:09:00 PST

Unanswered Questions

I have quite a few of those. I know that I will never get straight answers, so why bother asking them? Why argue a fact that the other party will never confirm? I have come to believe through this exp...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 11:05:00 PST

Ya know what......

I'm going through a lot right now. I wish I had someone to comfort me and make me feel loved. I really don't know what to think of things these days. I'm wearing blinders but that doesn't work for lon...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 09:13:00 PST

I LOVE my BABY!!!

Sorry I haven't been on here much, but I've been spending time with the most wonderful guy ever! We went out of town this past weekend to visit his mom for her birthday. It was an interesting trip, an...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 10:04:00 PST

Trust

Crazy or not, it only takes one lie to lose my trust. He doesn't know he has lost it, and it to bring it up again would be suicide because he'll argue until the subject becomes a truth... no matter wh...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 09:29:00 PST

Phil and Jarred

Jarred's finally dating someone that I actually approve of... WOW, lol. I went out to the club with them and didn't have a bad time at all. I even got to talk to Matt for more than five seconds (that ...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 07:41:00 PST

Birthday

Wow, it seems as if my 27th birthday was just yesterday and it seems the years are getting shorter with each one, lol. I don't have any plans set in stone for the celebration of my birth, but I am off...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 08:11:00 PST

Overflowing ebbs of... emotion. Maybe, a fountain.

I don't know what it is, but I'm very emotional today. Not moody, just very emotional about things in my life, and changes that need to be made......... and also some very nasty things that were said ...
Posted by N!kk! [BHH] on Wed, 31 May 2006 02:01:00 PST