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Ren

I am here for Dating and Serious Relationships

About Me

i'm a 23-year-old bouncer/guitarist/single dad. Give me alcohal extremeties instead of proofless christianity, drunked up in a coma place... critics disgusted puts a smile on my fucking face... i do anything that i want... i get everything that i ask... and if this message bothers you just kiss my fucking asshole.

My Interests

--music
--tattoos
--boozin'
--fightin'

I'd like to meet:

I don't want you to look at me while I'm shedding Skin. I can't afford for you to see what's inside me. I'd rather shoot myself than have you watch me. I Feel you'd steal my skin to try and wear me. I was betrayed, one more day of my short life. You were Carried away. You had no shame. To suffocate my being. I was me, but you weren't you. You were sticking to me like a scab...so I peeled you away, and bled for days. Then Stepped out of myself.I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin.I don't think you belong in here, I feel I'm sick. Don't ask because You know damn well where I've been. I've kept a simple Woman through the thick and thin. But I've found the guts to sever from my Siamese twin. I throw you away. Everyday. A dead part of life. Strangling back. Seething black. In between my longing for torture. Blood on my face that came from your face. The mix Of kissing and bleeding. I put you away. I shut you away. I pissed you away. I threw you away.I'm shedding skin, changing within, I'm falling in. Through swollen eyes, I dreamed you died, caught inside. I'm shedding skin, spreading thin, severed stem. I created the end, I'm killing a friend. I'm shedding my skin.You're fucking, and sucking. You're friendless. It's endless. Your flower has soured. It's endless. You're friendless. It's harder. And stronger. But no one's been inside you longer. Or harder. Or deeper. To get you off, you need the fear. It's never love. Bloody touch. Broken wrist. Needle rust. Choking throat. Swallowed teeth. Head fuck. No peace. I'm shedding my skin to peel you off of me. You've got to love me. Ornament. Shrunken head. Playtoy. Snake strike. Poisonous. Syphillis. Drenched me. Soaked me. I'm shedding my skin to drain you out of me. You've got to hate me.

Music:

--pantera
--slayer
--type o negative
--in flames
--cradle of filth
--danzig
--megadeth
--anthrax
--suicidal tendencies
--ac/dc

Television:

--reno 911

Heroes:

GUITAR GODS:

--dimebag darrell
--steve vai
--dave mustaine
--matt johnson
--yngwie malmsteen
--randy rhodes

My Blog

...my life ...

i was sitting with my son today when i zoned out and realized a few things. i realized that i had found someone... i just cant stop thinking about her... and i am really happy that she is in my life.....
Posted by Ren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I hate Stupid Fucking People

why must we allow stupid fucking people to live????????????????????????????????????????????? fucking stupid niggers piss me off.... SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL WHITE BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by Ren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Today...

Today i realize not only am i a bouncer, but i am a babysitter of the mentally retarded drunks of Southern California. or MRDSC as i call them. Now there are many requirements for this position... suc...
Posted by Ren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST