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JeMandaFer

this is a 91 honda, HOW DARE YOU!

About Me

Myspace For Girls Only - MyGirlySpace.comwell I paint houses for a living, and currently live with my mom due to an ex roommate situation where he decided that he didn't want to pay his half of rent, so I got kicked out. I have a boyfriend whom I simply adore with every inch of my heart.. And couldn't be happier. I love drawing and painting, playing pool, camping and hanging out and doing karaoke. I have a massiv attitude problem, and it ususally shows if I get woken up too early or if you try and mess with me on a day that I'm not feeling 100%. If you try to talk smack about someone I love your going to regret you ever opened your mouth. Family is VERY important to me, so never bring them into any public controversy with me around. I'm a christian, and I absolutely love jesus and god.. don't care if that sounds preachy.. it's true!

My Interests

playing pool, karaoke, drawing, painting, hanging out with my boyfriend, camping, long drives, road trips, movies, music.

I'd like to meet:

I'm not really too down to "meet" anyone anymore, but I'll chat with some people. I've already met the love of my life so I'm romantically satisfied.

Music:

way too many to even start typing them out to you.... I'll just give examples from each group.. I like country- toby kieth, jason aldean, kieth urban, tim mcgraw, the wreckers; rock- 3 days grace, daughtry, tool, saliva; SOME rap- do or die, twista; SOME R&B- OLD usher, swv; techno- trance nation america, nick warren, danny howell; blues- stevie ray vaughn, micheal buble, kenny wayne sheppard...

Movies:

so many.. lets see.... ANCHORMAN, dodgeball, boondock saints, basketball diaries, the changeling, dawn of the dead, elizabethtown, the notebook, lady and the tramp, team america, harold and kumar go to white castle, old school, NACHO LIBRE.. and the list just keeps on going

Television:

beauty and the geek, house, SCRUBS, aqua teen hunger force, family guy, futrama, anything on animal planet, nick @ nite; roseanne, fresh prince of belair, growing pains.

Books:

the elegant gathering of white snows, angelas ashes, tis, the stand.

Heroes:

jesus, and of course my boyfriend randy who means the world to me.

My Blog

DAMNIT

damnit.. i cant even listen to just the way you look tonight or they cant take that away from me without thinking of you.... asshole... fuck-n-A
Posted by JeMandaFer on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 12:25:00 PST

holy crap this hit me and made me think of you...

This feels like the place between what is and might have beenSo I guess this is where we both find outIf this was meant to beAnd I'll tell myself, I don't need youI'll tell myself enough to get me thr...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 08:27:00 PST

random singing in the car.. makin up shit...

im not crying over you,these arent tears falling down my face.i dont feel alone wandering like a drone,holding nothing but a pillow at night in this place.im not thinking about you,your never on my mi...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Thu, 29 Jun 2006 08:24:00 PST

beside myself lately

oh my god.. i gave in.. i'm so week... :( damn me.. shit man i suck im gonna go crawl into a hole now and bury myself.. pathetic and emo enough for you? I seriously dont feel the same, dont talk the s...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 03:32:00 PST

blagh...

went and saw x men 3 and nacho libre.. both good nacho libre was so cute! cant wait to see talledega nights and click! anyways but yea.. my battery died had to get 2 different people to jump it first ...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 03:52:00 PST

just a thought

its sad to wish for just an ounce of relief..
Posted by JeMandaFer on Sun, 25 Jun 2006 12:02:00 PST

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGHHH

I've tried so many times before and Im ready to give up.. an ounce of happiness looks my way just an ounce of hope.. and nothing.. does anyone else no what that feels like? you know what pisses me off...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 02:43:00 PST

I'm Pathetic...

I sit and daydream of all the possibilities of things to do with you, when in all reality I don't care cause it doesn't matter as long as Your there with me. It's almost like the sun shines brighter j...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 02:29:00 PST

the truth always comes out

You've made it clear to me, that the feelings you have go no further than "just friends" but I have to admit that I can't stop thinking about you. Your perfect smile that shines brighter than any ligh...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 11:45:00 PST

thoughts

I sit in my dreams of perpetual bliss if only my time awake felt like this. my thoughts while awake have turned to dismay and i've only been away from you for a day. tell me how me how ...
Posted by JeMandaFer on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 10:35:00 PST