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eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss

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About Me

Hey my name is Matthew, Some people have other names for me, but whatever... I am originally from the south side of chicago but Now I'm a north sider, but a southsider at heart. I have always said a southsider can live like a god on the northside but a northsider wouldn't last 10 min on the southside. Besides that I am 22 and I love to have fun. I can always find a way to have fun...which leads onto the fact that I am very creative.(I might have watched one to many episodes of barney) But I think of the wackiest shit to do. I promote local bands from chicago on my downtime and I enjoy going to concerts on a regular basis. There isn't really any brand of music that I don't like I will try anything once. I am a very artsy person I have always ejoyed being artistic whether it be painting/drawing, playing music, writting poetry and so on so forth...
Right now my passion is cooking, I LOVE to cook especially for the special lady in my life. I am going to school @ LeCordon Bleu in the summer to make myself an official Chef. Other than that I am looking for a new job. I used to be an animal specialist at PetCo. I love animals so the job fit me to a T........ But, I need to move on and improve my life, that has been something that I have been pursuing for the last couple of months. It has been making me a stronger person.
Also I am a warm hearted person, and I am a good listener. I actually like to listen to other people's problems, I guess because it makes me think, and brings the psychiatrist/philosopher out of me. I have taken some interest in the human mind and why people do the things they do, and finding the repitition inside of the problem.... So if you ever need someone to talk to...
If you ever want to chat, my AIM is CrashingTheory
Click to check out The Blank Theory in "Middle of Nowhere" TBT Video This is one of my favorite lyrics from my friends band Shades of Fiction In my head there's a place away and far from you. Delusions do no damage here, it's the soft spoken words that fill my ear. You run away and drag me down again. Now there's nothing Left.-P. Dular
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My Interests

My Interests are very diverse, right now I am really interested in Improving my cooking skills, I have been touching base on some new techniques likes garnishing plates and making food become an artform. Besides that, music is my next biggest thing. I mostly listen to Rock on all levels, but I also like alot more. I think that people that don't explore the whole realm of music are shallow there are so many great styles out there to just get hooked into one. I enjoy everything from metal, industrial, emo, to Country, and classical music. If you name it I probably dabble in it a little bit. Next on the list I would have to say is art. I think that there is art in everything in life and it's the art in it that makes everything beautiful to some level. I used to be more into art back into H.S. But I don't have much time to put into it right now. I have become more interested in reading lately. I have realized that sometimes there is nothing better than a good book, some candle light, and to kick back and relax. Besides that I enjoy going out with friends, parties, Concerts, Girls,kissing them girls(nothing is better than a deep and meaningful kiss), swinging on swings, The Family Guy & the Simpsons, and being me. Oh and I absolutely love peircings and tattoos.
there is a lot more but why tell my life story...
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Matthew
Birthday: July 11 1983
Birthplace: Chicago
Current Location: Chicago
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 6'1
Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious
Your Heritage: Native American, German, Russian, Hungarian
The Shoes You Wore Today: GBX
Your Most Missed Memory: Nato Slade
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi baby
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or Group Dates: it depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: its brisk baby
Chocolate or Vanilla: swirl
Cappuccino or Coffee: depends
Do you Smoke: non smoker
Do you Swear: common...my favorite word is FUCK
Do you Sing: all the time
Do you Shower Daily: why yessum
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: I am enrolled
Do you want to get Married: yes
Do you belive in yourself: YES
Do you get Motion Sickness:
Do you think you are Attractive: I hope so
Are you a Health Freak: I haven't been to the dr. since I was 13
Do you get along with your Parents: probably not
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yeah
Do you play an Instrument: yes, Drums and timpani
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: does last night count?
In the past month have you Smoked: yes :(
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Hell fucking no!!!
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: well the proof is gone if so
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: I wish
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: in my tub
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no
Ever been Drunk: All the time
Ever been called a Tease: not sure
Ever been Beaten up: does by my mom count?
Ever Shoplifted: maybe when I was little
How do you want to Die: have a heart attack during an all night sex session
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am grown up
What country would you most like to Visit: a place without foreigners
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue/green/ hazel
Favourite Hair Color: Platinum blonde/pitch black/ and fire red/brown need not apply
Short or Long Hair: longer than mine
Height: shorter than I
Weight: less than a fat chick
Best Clothing Style: naked
Number of Drugs I have taken: None....well 1 if yoiu count liquer, but I'm not
Number of CDs I own: too many to count
Number of Piercings: too many to count/13
Number of Tattoos: 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: no regrets just shit I shouldn't have done

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I'd like to meet:

People that know how to have fun, and someone that I can have a meaningful conversation with. Some one that can rock out hard but can still appreciate the lighter stuff. Overall good people, and someone I can trust.

My Friend Space
I have 346 friends.

Kathy

..::maggie mayhem::..

::::sKUM::::

Nyki D.

Polish Lizzy

FaLsE AdVertiSinG

De4Dst4r 4ssembly

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The Birthday Massacre

Captain Tragedy

Shades Of Fiction

Crash Poet

Nana

Dave T.

The Lady Parasyte

Ree

Amphibious Assault

Celldwellar

Metro Chick Element

-Rakko-

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Music:

NIN, Wumpscut, Rammstein, MM, Tool, Static X, APC, Cold, Garbage, Nightwish, The Start, Staind, Celldwellar, Skinny Puppy, APC, Orgy, Godhead, Alice In Chains, Candle Box, Pearl Jam, Sublime, Sevendust, 80's music, lone star, Collin raye, twisted method, StainD, Cold, Oldies, Mozart, Bush, Eminem, Black eyed peas, kelly Clarkson, Avril lavigne, And now to represent! Blank Theory, Crash Poet(RIP '99-'03), NO ONE, Shades Of Fiction, Burning Autumn, From Zero, Inept, Reforma, Red River(RIP), Disonic, and Dysception,Swidden, Underfed, Dead Man Holiday. Trust me though the List goes on.

Movies:

The Crow, Edward scissor hands, Van helsing, Romeo and Juliet(new version), anything Adam Sandler or Pauly shore,Nightmare before Christmas, Donnie Darko, American Beauty, American Pie, Corpse Bride, Roadtrip, and anything stupid or scary as hell. But really i am not a big fan of movies or t.v. ( There is so much other shit I could do for fun)

Television:

The Family Guy Kicks Ass Simpsons, That 70's Show,War at home, Elimidate, Wrestling(go Trish and Stacy) Television was so much better when I was younger!!!! I love much older shows that they don't ever play anylonger man do i miss Mr. ED, Popeye and mighty mouse!

Books:

Anne Rice, Vampire Chronicles; Poppy Z. Bight, Lost Souls(Kickass Book)

Heroes:

My Sister, TBT, Crash Poet, Picasso Dular, & Trent Reznor Anyone that can make the best of their life and any bad situations they encounter.

My Blog

2 years in the making

Wednesday, July 13, 2005 ..>   Today. "Today at 9:30 a.m. I realized that I needed gas in my car. I got out and pumped it by myself. It was something I wasn't used to doing anymore. I went t...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Sat, 14 Jul 2007 10:22:00 PST

the random bouquet of life

So I have been hanging out with alot of old friends lately. some of them I haven't seen since high School and some even before that. It has been a ton of fun. Since I got my liscence I have been drivi...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 01:36:00 PST

Kocham Sie Natalia Victoria Lutkowski

You know how you try to forget about something so bad and you finally do and then you run into someone or something  and you start thinking about what you were trying to forget...  well that...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 12:28:00 PST

The summary of Randomness

     Well he past few days have been filled with random shit, I finally went to a casino with Crowe and it was ok.  We played some craps and the slots and pretty much gained $...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 09:46:00 PST

TBM and Deadstarr

Sat. I had to work a show @ LSA inwhich Shades Of Fiction, Fashion Bomb, Deadstarr Assembly, and The Birthday Massacre performed.  I have to say that that show was by far the best that I have bee...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:58:00 PST

NIN and springer what more can a guy want

Look it has been so long since I have had a good blog to post and I am exstatic!!!!!   I am forgetting alot of it right now only because I just finished up being drunk for the past 2 days......
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 06:14:00 PST

FUCK YOU ALL

Last night did it for me... I am at the end of my ropes with everyone.   I try sooooo  hard to have faith in my friends and people in general, I try my hardest to be the best friend tha...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 03:53:00 PST

New year, new beginnings, NO MORE SHIT!!!

hey all reading,   2005 was one hell of a year......  No really it was.   Anyway I am looking to get on a new foot though for this year.  First of by stop letting memoirs...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 11:41:00 PST

Happy Birthday Lamia

Hey I was busy all week but i Didn't forget .   So happy birthday to you.   Love always...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:56:00 PST

Incase you are reading

My actions that night were uncalled for, and I will apologize for how I was.  Crowe and them wouldn't leave me alone about you the whole night and I just couldn't take it so of coarse I went and ...
Posted by eXQuiSiTe EmptInEss on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 05:15:00 PST