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They call me Sinful Cyndiii.
So you want to know about me. Chances are you want to find something in common with me so you can talk to me, or you want to find something to critically judge me so you can stoop down and talk shit. Either way, I could care less. I am who I am and I'm pretty happy with it.
My look is incredibly decieving. To the typical person I may look like just some trampy dumb scene blonde bitch. Thanks. I actually have 2 years of college behind me, and graduated at the very top of my class. I'm a five time national certified personal trainer. I'm one certification away from being a Master Trainer, which is as high as they come. I'm a fitness expert, a fitness professional. I have a career in health, fitness and nutrition. I'm incredibly fascinated with how the body works and how different actions affect the human body. I'm basically a nerd in the subject.
To ignorant people, who base their judgements off of my style, rumors, and my friendly personality, I am often thought to be a slut, a whore, a tramp. I have confidence. And a shitload of it. I wear what I am comfortable in. What I feel fits me. My fashion sense is my own. I show skin, and typically a lot of it. Get over it. I love heels. I am short. I live in them. I didn't get the memo saying heels made someone a tramp. And I could care less. I have a personality where I bow to no one, and absolutely envy nobody. Not saying I am better than anyone, but that nobody is better than me, and there is nothing anyone has that I want. People love to gossip and talk about me. I'm fully aware of this. So by telling me you heard people talk about me, really won't come as a shock. It happens. I get under people's skin. Deal.
I am a Raver. Not a drug abuser. I live for the Seattle PLUR scene. The seattle ravers are my family, my friends. We all look out for eachother and really do take PLUR to the top. If you go to a Seattle rave, I guarentee you will see me or hear about me. I go by the name Famous. I'm usually the half naked blonde dancing in one spot for a minute then off to dance with someone else the next minute. I go to raves to dance, to see my favorite DJs perform and to see all my friends. So if you do in fact go to a Seattle rave and see me, don't be shy, I give hugs and talk to everyone and dance with just about anyone.
Unlike most people, I actually befriend just about anyone, no matter who they are. I'm too nice for my own good. But honestly, I don't care. Being rude to people for no apparent reason is not my deal. But fellas, please don't take my niceness as a sign of being interested, because I'm TAKEN. :)
I figure you only have one life to live, and that you should do anything in your power to make it the best you can. I don't like to settle for anything but the best. I don't want to live my life in regret. And when I get old I don't want to regret never doing things and trying things. When I'm old I want to look back at my life and be happy knowing that I lived my life. Maybe that's why I'm not agaisnt drugs. Not saying I do a shit load of drugs, but I'm just saying if drugs make people happy, why take away their happiness in their life.
For those who know me, know that I stand my ground. I absolutely will not take shit from anyone, or let anyone play me for a fool. I have my ways of finding out just about anything. I honestly am I really nice person. Come into my stickam room or bump into me somewhere and I guarentee you'll agree. I'm extremely goofy, and in most cases a complete dweeb. On the other hand I am a completely aggressive, in your face, don't fuck with me or I'll completely rip you to shreds kind of girl.The majority of you who know me know that quite well. I'm extremely confident and secure. And will be straight up legit and honest with anyone. I don't like to sugarcoat things. I think that's fake. And I'm not too down with that.
I'm one of those people is very easily amused, but extremely hard to impress. Telling me that you're in a band or play an instrument is not going to impress me. I'm not a fucking groupie. Go look elsewhere for your bitches and hoe's for your wang's pleasure. Sure I might have respect for what you do and dig your music, but I'm not about to drop my pants and jump on your wang. 80 percent of the people I know are in a band, so really, it's nothing new to me.
They call me Sinful Cyndiii for a reason. I'm a sinner. I live in sin. I'm sick of everyone, especially ignorant peverted guys asking 'so what makes you so sinful ;)'. Maybe if you all weren't such pathetic morons you would actually realize that being sinful actually means more than being a complete slut. I'm a sinner. I live for vanity, lust, perfection, greed, wrath, evil, sloth, pride, hatred and all the things unnacceptable to most people's morals. If you look up the seven deadly sins, the only one I will never portay is envy. I envy no one. I love my life, love who I am. There's nothing that anyone else has that I want. So next time one of you is about to ask why I'm Sinful Cyndiii, do your fucking research before you make a fool out of yourself.
xoxoxoxox
-Sinful Cyndiii
Be sure to check out some of the music me & the rest of the Zapnow records team has up! At Zapnowrecords.com
I Have 3 Myspace accounts:
This one
My Local account (for people who I am friends with and have physically met only)
My Swedish account (for people only from sweden.)
I wanna be the bullet that rips through your skull
Tear me apart. Pick at my flaws. I guarentee you won't bring me down.
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