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anarkitty &lt;its my city...&gt;

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About Me

really i just shouldnt do this anymore.
why do i willingly throw myself into the downward spiral of this mindfog, knowing full well what will happen?
but its all around... for clear states are flickering and leading double lives.
can you even try and tell me that technology doesnt complicate things to an extreme degree?
for even if it supposedly makes our lives "easier"...
where are we to find ourselves?
for we only defining ourselves...
as we want others to see.
well...this isnt me.
truth is, ive been lost for years now.
and i cant find myself amidst all this static.
i feel i am not whole.
for this isnt a whole existance unless we are OUT EXISTING.
so get out of the house and off of the space.
get into the streets and out of this place.
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My Interests

writing, zinemaking, organizing, urban exploration, POG, cats, silkscreening, housekeeping, writing music, playing house shows, sewing, making things out of bike tubes, attempting to find my center, dancing with glowsticks, riding the bus-god i LOVE the bus, walking and wandering, riding my biiike, city life, analyzing, contemplating the nature of everything, pittsburgh (FUCK YEAH), abandoned buildings, the dismal beauty of industrial decay, the rustbelt, walking across the bridges, the transitional twilight between dawn and dusk, back alleys, row houses, samosas, being inspired, GOURDS...

I'd like to meet:

abandoned buildings.

Music:

cat power, the velvet underground, riot-folk!, mirah, emily rodgers, kimya dawson... to name just a few...
i like things that inspire me, things that make something churn within me, something that makes me feel the moment, and then remember that moment forever after that...

Movies:

blah...

Television:

can ya smell the hate? cause im fryin' a HUGE batch over here...

Books:

'the long emergency' by james howard kunstler (EVERYONE SHOULD READ THIS)
'out of this furnace' by thomas bell
'talking steel towns' by ellie wymard
'vurt' by jeff noon
'dangerous angels' (the weetzie bat books) by francesca lia block
'nymphomation' by jeff noon

Heroes:

most of the people i have encountered in the past year have been an inspiration to be, whether im intimidated by them or not. honestly, sometimes the fact that i am inspired by them is all it takes to spark the intimidation.

My Blog

the sweetest abandon...

...a break in the fence and the clouds part to shine light upon small beings amidst such ominous beauty. yr towering curves seem even darker upon the backdrop of this moonlit sky, stars shining behind...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 11:52:00 PST

JUMPY SUBJECTS...(an analyzation of the self among other things)

it occured to me sometime in the past few weeks that my life is seemingly centered around houses. though none of these houses ever constitutes as a home. i clean peoples houses. and in my free time i ...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 07:46:00 PST

POLiCE SOCKS...(this IS sentimental)

and yr sleeping rather quietly as were approaching mid august the haze is so thick its hard to breathe in the most sober states of mind and in the stagnant air of what feels like lack of progress ther...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:38:00 PST

iNFERiORITY CHOKEHOLD (the overwhelming anxiety)

the city lights become blurry splotches through squinted lemons of eyes tired from having been squeezed shut for minutes seeming like hours of wanting to dissapear, wanting to fold up into a little cu...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 12:41:00 PST

TRANSiTiONAL CYCLES...(the vivid intensity)

"my family will be my friends and my friends will be my home..."what you dont know is that during this transition you are becoming my family, this community is becoming my family."never forget how you...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 07:06:00 PST

ECSTATiCALLY TRANSCENDING... (A SHORT PORTRAiT OF HEAVEN)

its when the sweat beads form on yr skin so long untouched, and when yr eyes start to glisten that glassy black color, its when yr body is floating through the sea of people, thrashing on the dance fl...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 10:20:00 PST

WELCOME TO THE ROOM OF THE CHILDREN OF THE COLOURS...

it starts this time on a small square of reality, a pattern of falling in and pulling out. the spray paint shimmers as you can see the speed of light shifting in front of you. yr back is melting into ...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 10:58:00 PST

BUMBLEFUCKED...(A TRiP THROUGH THE LAST AWAKE PERiOD)

the trip starts on the 51C, hitting fast, hysterical laughter and tears, rattling off street names to try and remain grounded, downtown then to a 71A, running across forbes avenue in oakland roaring a...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:02:00 PST

A CALL FOR CHANGE...

and there is a feeling that is just so indescribable, when you step outside yourself and you realize there is a whole world out there, a whole world which we are destroying by being so wrapped up in o...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 12:54:00 PST

REBEL GiRL RENDEZVOUS... (DESTiNATiON: VERMONT)

in an eco-friendly new england town,imagine two factories merging into one collective...in tea houses over ceremonial drinking gourd sessions,in vegetarian cafes sharing bread and bowls of soup,under ...
Posted by anarkitty <its my city...> on Fri, 08 Dec 2006 05:21:00 PST