ONYX/DIAMOND

I get inspired by all my surroundings...muzic, art, people, love, life...mainly, most of my inspiration has come from pain, so hopefully someday I can write from a better place... "UNTITLED"---COPYWRITTEN SO DON'T COPY ME! With everything that is going on in this world, /Can someone please tell me why we are so superficial, /Look up the term, define it's true meaning, /I challenge anyone to give me a significant reason, /Superficial, so shallow, this is the reason why my heart is still bleeding, /So untrue, your words, when you speak, are like knives sinking into my skin, /It pains me to hear you speak, the words that stumble out of your mouth, /Because we both know the truth, you are only above and nothing beneath, /Only above, nothing in between, the only depth you will know is only when you will sink, /Tried to give you the benefit of the doubt, but I knew, my guard, couldn't let it down, /Tests and tries, maybe I tricked you to see what you would say, to see if you would still stay, /Which led to the moment, your true colors, /Finally, now I can see, exactly how you would end up looking at me, /This moment I've felt, so ashamed, to fall yet again, at the mercy of a distant face, /So distant, but yet so close, to indulge the inner beings of my soul, /Only to leave another empty hole, /Why shall I cry and try to find a way to feel a different kind of pain, /A quick fix for the moment, a temporary numbness, eventually, I will start to feel the pain again, /I don't want to go back down that road, /Self Destruct, Loneliness, Insecurities, /Feelings of feeling like I'm not good enough, /Someone Save Me Please, /Wait, I can't let you come in the door, /So I'm taking away the key, /Without, you can not come in, /Unless you break your way through the door, /Which you will find me lying on that floor, /Whether or not you can stop the bleeding I do not know, /But what I know for now, you are to become extinct, /The short memories that we recently experienced, the memories that actually brought a smile to my face, /Are to fade and be erased, /The tears that are now streaming down my face, /Painfully wishing this were not true, of you, I thought you were true, kind, you blew my mind, /I should have known, you would disappoint, in the end, /You are one OF a million, not ONE in a million, /You are superficial, with no true meaning, /No depth, No character, /You are the reason why you, in the future, will be fading away in the mirror, /And in the end, it will be YOU who missed out on true depth, that you so called claimed, my short lived friend.

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