About Me

"THE FREAKY SIDE OF ME ONLY COMES OUT WHEN IM MAKING MUSIC, THE REST OF THE TIME, IM STILL THAT SCARED LITTLE BOY" "IN THE SEA OF LIFE YOUR JUST A MINNOW, YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE INSECURE".....-Jonathan Davis my name is colleen, im 21, i LOVE music, i LOVE KoRn! always have and always will. first and foremost i am a vocalist and song writer constantly struggling to transfer my thoughts and feelings into lyrical form. my scream is ear piercing. im learning to find religion and most importantly, God. im a little strange at times, i have a twisted mind and i use it to my advantage, i love death, i love destruction, i love the unknown, im fascinated with ghosts and killers, i love beautiful things and i love the misunderstood things, im sensitive, i live to find "the one" that understands my passion for music and KoRn as much as i do, im trying to figure out the meaning of life, even more than that im trying to figure out why everyone is so fucking fake. i finally see the world for what it truly is. i love everything about the 50's and the 80's, i like to be artistic, i love doing hair and makeup...i make fun of myself all the time and then laugh at myself, ill bet i have the funniest laugh youve ever heard, i LOVE humor and laughing is one of my favorite things to do, im a hopeless romantic, im genuine and a person of my own character. i have a disgust toward most of the human race and their behaviors, i love blood, im a vampire, i want to live in the middle of the woods and scare kids, i love to travel, seeing different things and different places makes me happy, i live for thrill and excitement, i love amusement parks, i just love having fun, i love camping, i love the sun, i love the rain, i love the darkness, i always need to be doing something, im left handed, im a constant thinker, deeper than you would expect, i love dramatic eyes and intelligent people, thoughts are important, im finally discovering what i want in life and how im going to achieve it, im motivated, understanding, laughing is the best medicine, i want to die happy, i was given a second chance because of korn...they give me life, and they gave me my life back...i could have never lived if it wasnt for them especially jon...listen to korn, hear the lyrics, understand them...and you'll see what i mean...a friend and i were lucky enough to be able to attend "KORN UNPLUGGED" it was the most amazing experience of my life...just being able to talk to jon...sit there with KORN....incredible .. lifexisxpeachyx6
KORN...i am married to them. my devotion is far stronger than anyone can imagine. only other KoRn fans could ever truly understand the power of jd's words...and the bands music...
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in general
what do you think of when you hear the word KoRn?: happiness, life, passion...i cant even describe the happiness
what do you think of when you listen to KoRn?: i think of how they saved me, jonathan in particular
when did you first hear KoRn?: when i was 14, and ive been married to them ever since
how did you hear about KoRn?: a friend THANK YOU FOR THIS GIFT!
how much do you love KoRn?: more than anything in this fucking world and that will never change
faves
fave KoRn song: every single one...but i cant forget the one that saved my life...TRASH
fave KoRn album: every single one
fave song of self titled: every single one
life is peachy: every single one
follow the leader: every single one..."my gift to you" hold something in me that no one will ever touch
issues: issues saved my life....every song, every word
untouchables: every single one
take a look in the mirror: every single one
greatest hits: its all classically amazing
see you on the other side: every single one...."tearjerker"
live and rare: everything, it gives me inspiration to get out there and create music
band member: i love everyone in KoRn, but mentally i think jon is my husband
KoRn tour: any time seeing KoRn is the greatest and most amazing thing, but KoRn UNPLUGGED was the best experience of my life.
KoRn dvd: i love all of them but DEUCE shows every side of all the members, i love that
movie JD was in: QUEEN OF THE DAMNED
KoRn merch: i LOVE KoRn merchandise
what you like most
about KoRn: there are millions of things i love and ADORE about them...they just give me life
about Jonathan: hes the most incredible thing on earth, he takes away the pain. i love him. i had the chance to tell him that and he said "i love you too" thats all i needed to hear
about Munky: munky is amazing, hes hilarious, they're all hilarious, munky is a great guy, very genuine, and TALENTED as fuck
about Fieldy: hahah fieldy never fails to make me laugh, and when i met him he gave me candy so score for that fieldy haha greatest bass player ever
about David: david is the man. hes just a great drummer and all around a fun and funny guy
about Head: wow....head is just...beautiful...i did get the chance to meet him, and im very happy for him, hes hilarious and now he is happy and still shredding which is amazing
about see you on the other side: its very emotional, very raw...very...beautiful
KoRn and your personal life
have you ever seen them in concert?: absolutely
if so would you see them again?: absolutely October 10th i shall see them next
do live and dedicate your whole life to KoRn?: my whole life has always been KoRn and will be forever...i want to end up marrying someone with the same passion for them as i have
would you ever do one of the band members?: oh my god....what i wouldnt do to jon.....but, i would do all of them, its KORN!
if so then who?: ......jon
would you get a KoRn tat?: i have 4 of them and that will keep growing
where?: on my arms
do you secretly fantasize about any of the members?: i fantasize about jonathan davis on a regular basis...im a sick fuck
especially when adidas comes on?: having sex to adidas or even thinking about jon to adidas is an instant orgasm
how long have you been a fan?: quite a while...for the rest of my life
do you believe you will be a fan until you die?: i know i will die listening to KoRn
will you have KoRn or bagpipes at your wedding?: YES and i will be marrying a KoRn fan and he will be wearing a kilt and a KoRn shirt lol
would you go out of your way to get KoRn themselves to play at your wedding: i would do anything to have that
would you have KoRn or bagpipes at your funeral?: i want every KoRn thing i own to be put in my casket and i want every KoRn song played
would you want to be buried with a KoRn shirt and other KoRn merch with you: absolutely, i want to take it all with me
if you were stuck on an island and had to have 1 KoRn album which is it?: JUST ONE?!?!?! fuck no i want all of them, id just drown myself if i only had one album
what would you do if(the good stuff)
you got to meet KoRn: i have met KoRn and it was incredibly emotional, i could barely speak, greatest thing in the entire world
you got the chance to do any of the band members: if i screwed anyone in KoRn....oh my god...i dont even know what i would do, i wouldnt believe it, but it would be good lol
you could spend a day with KoRn: i would want to record something with them
you could follow them on tour: one day it will happen....
you could be the new guitarist: if i could play guitar.....i would die being able to play with fucking KoRn every night, but i would be distracted by jon and his being so fucking sexy
you were a KoRn roadie: that is my goal in life....either that or have my own band and tour in support of KoRn
you owned all the KoRn merch: i wish i owned all of jonathans clothing so i could do things with it
what would you do if(the bad stuff)
KoRn broke up: my life.....would end....seriously
any of the members died: oh my god....i cant think about this shit
someone told you KoRn sux and wanted to fight you over it: i would fuck shit up...people know how big of a fan i am, and when i hear someone talk shit....watch out
you broke down and said KoRn is the worst band in the world: FUCKING NEVER WHAT THE HELL
if KoRn just decided to stop playing music: i already know thats never gonna happen
jonathans sickness
did you cry when you found out he was in the hospital?: yes i did...i love him
did you post a blog about it?: no...its not something to be 'blogged' about
did you post a bulletin about it?: NO
were you so depressed that you couldnt eat anything?: no, but i was extremely upset
were you so depressed that you couldnt sleep?: i did spend many nights praying for him
did you ever wish it was you in that hospital bed and not him?: i would take anything for him
did the thought of him passing ever occour?: no...and i dont even want to think about it
would you have killed yourself if he died?: yes i would....he means that much to me....no one will ever know just how much i love KoRn
this survey
did you like this survey: its about KoRn so yeah
was it different than the other KoRn surveys that youve took?: i guess
was this the longest KoRn survey you ever took?: i dont know....but i love KoRn
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My Interests

KoRn, KoRn, KoRn, and KoRn, cant get enough of it, the bible, God, music, local shows, singing, photography, cosmetology, laughing, laughing, laughing, and laughing at things, i think i have a deadly addiction to candy and iced coffees at 3 in the morning...
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Name: colleen
Birthday: 1/10/87
Birthplace: i dont know
Current Location: nesquehoning
Eye Color: green
Hair Color: brown/black
Height: 5 7
Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed
Your Heritage: drunk irish nigger
The Shoes You Wore Today: etnies
Your Weakness: hot guys with abs
Your Fears: niggers
Your Perfect Pizza: ah man all of it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: be cool
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatev
Thoughts First Waking Up: i love korn
Your Best Physical Feature: my hot ass lol
Your Bedtime: whenever
Your Most Missed Memory: dont know
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi for sure
MacDonalds or Burger King: whichever
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: both
Do you Smoke: sure dont
Do you Swear: unfortunately
Do you Sing: sure do
Do you Shower Daily: sure do
Have you Been in Love: sure am
Do you want to go to College: sure do
Do you want to get Married: i am married nigger
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope
Do you think you are Attractive: oh god yeah im so hot
Are you a Health Freak: NO
Do you get along with your Parents: yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes
Do you play an Instrument: kind of
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: NOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you Smoked: NOOOOOOOOOOOO
In the past month have you been on Drugs: NOOO FUCK NO AND NO
In the past month have you gone on a Date: i dont go on 'dates'
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: oh god yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: sure did
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ew fuck no
In the past month have you been on Stage: yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: lol IM MARRIED
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: .....no
Ever been Drunk: NO FUCK YOU NO!!!
Ever been called a Tease: lol yes
Ever been Beaten up: LOL i wish
Ever Shoplifted: ...nu!!!
How do you want to Die: with my husband
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: a stripper
What country would you most like to Visit: all of them
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long
Height: tall
Weight: fat
Best Clothing Style: korn shirts...thats all i care about
Number of Drugs I have taken: NONE NIGGER!!!
Number of CDs I own: waaaaaay too many
Number of Piercings: 9
Number of Tattoos: 1 sweet korn tat
Number of things in my Past I Regret: none

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First concert?: hahahahha oh god blink 182
Last concert?: DEVILDRIVER!!!
How many concerts have you been to?: oh god so many i dont even know
Best band to see live?: oh jesus KoRn!!!
Worst band to see live?: i dont see bad bands but if i had to guess id say linkin park
Life-changing concert?: ummmmm KoRn!!!
Best friend to go to a concert with?: ....CHAZ
Worst Friend to go to a concert with?: trisha because shes cool now
Best thing to bring to a concert?: hahahha BRING THE MOSH BOI
Worst thing to bring to a concert?: your girlfriend hahahahha
Best season to go to concerts?: anytime nigger
Best concert memory?: seeing KoRn at ozzfest after standing for 12 hours getting rained on, getting punched, and freezing your ass off...sounds fun to me
Funnest thing ever done at a concert?: hahahha oh god....so much shit
Worst thing ever done at a concert?: um.....
Longest concert ever attended?: um....ozzfest
Upcoming concerts wishing to attend?: ummmmmm KoRn in like 8 days UGHHH 8 DAYS!!!
Age people should start going to concerts?: from fetus on up
Age people should stop going to concerts?: when you die...hopefully ill die at a concert
Stupidest thing to get at a concert?: HAHAHA a thong
Coolest thing to get at a concert?: band shirts, pics, drum sticks
Most annoying thing at a concert?: chics
Outdoor concerts or indoor concerts?: either is cool with me
Clubs or larger venues?: clubs
Favorite venue?: anyplace awesome
Least favorite venue?: none
Name three bands that you would love to see tour together:: oh jesus ummm KoRn, deftones, cradle of filth
One band that you would love to see reunite for a tour:: KoRn with head
Do you prefer seats or the pit?: THE PIT BOI
Do you usually buy food/drinks at a concert?: eh not really
Hardest concert you've had to get tickets for?: oh god....KoRn
Best music to see live?: KoRn
Nudity at a concert: yes or no?: um no cuz its gay and if your at a concert its to see the band and listen to the music and flip out...not show your dick or your titties
Drinking at a concert: yes or no?: no mother fucker no i hate you
Best way to end a concert:: dead
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I'd like to meet:

Brian "Head" Welch...thank you so much for teaching me more about the ways of walking with God, you have given me so much hope and inspiration. your incredible and i couldnt possibly thank you enough. KoRn...these guys are my world, i could never say it enough how much KoRn has done for me...especially jon...he has been my sole support of therapy for many years...his voice, his pain, what he has to say, and what he has to offer has kept me alive...i have been through alot of shit in my life and jon captures every emotion that i have ever felt in every song...he is a genius and he has given me so much hope for myself...i know that i will never truly be alone because i will always have korn, i will always have that gift of music that they have given to me...and jon thank you for being my hero, and thank you for turning your pain into lyrical poetry...its amazing what that man does for people...he truly is amazing...meeting him was the single most amazing accomplishment of my life...jon and KoRn takes away my pain....they always have, they always will, no matter who or what leaves my life...i know one thing...i will always have KoRn...and for that i am grateful

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.. You scored as Life Is Peachy. Your life is definitly peachy... yet you hate it... HATE HATE HATE! You hate alot of things... but it's justified cause alot of people have wronged you...

Life Is Peachy

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Take A Look In The Mirror

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KoÃŸn

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Issues

75%

Untouchables

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Follow The Leader

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Favorite KoRn Member?:: all of them
Favorite KoRn Song?:: ah man so hard...probably trash
Favorite KoRn Album?:: all of them
Ever been to a KoRn Show?:: oh god yeah
If so How good was it?!:: ....AMAZING
Did you meet any KoRn memmbers?:: no i wish
Who did they play with?:: lots of people
Which Album cover do you like best?:: jesus...all of them
What song off Self Tiltled do you like best?:: shit....probably need to
What song off Life Is Peachy do you like best?:: good god
What song off Follow The Leader do you like best?:: my gift to you
What song off Issues do you like best?:: trash, make me bad, dirty, somebody someone
What song off Untouchables do you like best?:: beat it upright, thoughtless
What song off Take A Look In The Mirror do you like best?:: counting on me
Munky or Head?:: both
Whos the sexyest KoRn memmber?:: all of them...jon
Who are you most like in KoRn?:: jon
If you were in KoRn what would you play?:: bagpipes
If you met Jonathan Davis what would you do or say to him!?:: i would stare at him and hug him and tell him how he saved and changed my life i love him
Who do you dress most like in KoRn?:: jon
Do you have any KoRn Shirts?:: sure do
If so how many?:: well i probably had every one until i bleached them
How many KoRm Posters On your wall?:: alot
If youve seen KoRn how many times?:: alot
Would you rather have K-7,K-5 or a Tama Set?:: i dont know
If you could do one person in KoRn Who would it be?:: jon
How many hours a day do you listen to KoRn?:: all day every day
How Many KoRn albums do you own?:: all of them and more
What other bands like KoRn do you like?:: there is no other band like korn
Are you mildly Obsessed?:: mildly?...try madly obsessed
Do you where old school A.D.I.D.A.S?:: sure do
Do you spell KoRm with a backwards R?:: sure do
Do you scratch KoRn into desks and spraypaint it on walls?!:: ive been known to scratch it into desks
When KoRn Comes on the Radio do you blast it?!:: oh god yeah
Does your mom like KoRn?:: sure does
Do any of you Screennames have "KoRn"in them?:: sure do
What KoRn song gets stuck in your head?:: all of them
Whats the last KoRn song youve listened to?:: helmet in the bush
When did you get into KoRn?:: like 7th grade
Do you Believe KoRn is one of the greatest bands ever?:: they ARE the greatest band ever
First KoRn Song you ever herd?:: got the life
Older KoRn or Newer KoRn?:: all of korn
dredlocks or braids?:: both
Favorite KoRn video?:: ah man...so hard...make me bad
How Does KoRn make you feel?:: alive
What KoRn song touches you most?:: daddy, tearjerker, trash, mr. rogers, kill you...so many
Are you a KoRn Freak or a KoRn Fagget? or both?:: both
Favorite KoRn Song with Bagpipes?:: shoots and ladders
Do you know Where KoRn's from?:: bakersfield, ca
Does KoRn Music make you wanna have sex or beat the fuck out of someone?:: oh god yeah...you know who you are
Favorite KoRn song to Mosh to?:: blind
Do you like KoRn more than this quiz?: sure do
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Music:

here we go.....KoRn slipknot mudvayne psyclonnine shewantsrevenge shenkar bleed the sky orgy duran duran nine inch nails system of a down chimaira dimmu borgir cannibal corpse cradle of filth deftones shadowsfall underoath otep abigail williams team sleep murderdolls opeth static x ill nino spineshank aperfectcircle tool the birthday massacre devil driver coal chamber napalm death mindless self indulgence dope thecure mushroomhead rush flockofseagulls tearsforfears psychedilicfurs gizmachi killhannah ridofwaste droid hellyeah augustburnsred p.o.d. suicidesilence viciousalliance all shall perish god forbid, parkway drive, david bowie black light burns 10years and the list goes on...

Movies:

i like alot of odd movies...anything horror or comedy...music dvd's are always good especially DEUCE and WHO THEN NOW, generally all of the KoRn dvd's. The Notebook, The Wedding Singer, Forrest Gump, and The Labyrinth.

Television:

eh...nothing really, music videos, the history channel, comedy central.....and COPS. theres nothing better than seeing criminals on tv.

Books:

any biographies or autobiographies are good..."korn: life in the pit" "Save Me From Myself" by Brian "Head" Welch is an AMAZING book that practically saved me when i needed it the most...and of course, the bible, in which i am struggling to know more about.

Heroes:

absolutely KORN and anyone in my life that has always been there NO MATTER WHAT!...God.

My Blog

i just dont know......

soooooo last night i was laying in bed for what seemed FOREVER...i had work the next morning at 7 in hazleton and so much shit was just going on inside my head....just thinking about school, work, ...
Posted by my gift to KoRn on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:37:00 PST

more bands.......

SOME OTHER BANDS HAVE BEEN ADDED TO THE 'FAMILY VALUES' TOUR.....THE NEWEST FOR SECOND STAGE IS MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE AND BULLETS AND OCTANE HAHAHA MSI AT FAMILY VALUES, THATS HILARIOUS, ALONG W...
Posted by my gift to KoRn on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 09:39:00 PST

ROAD TRIP!!!!!!!!!

SO UM......TICKETS FOR FAMILY VALUES IN NEW JERSEY SOLD OUT THE PIT IN LIKE SECONDS....AS CHAZ TOLD ME....SO WE COULDNT GO TO THE SHOW IN JERSEY BECAUSE WE'RE SO HARDCORE AND WE NEEDED PIT TICKETS ...
Posted by my gift to KoRn on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 08:02:00 PST