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Lily.

just for one more chance, i would give all of this..

About Me

IF WE GET MUCH CLOSER, I COULD LOSE CONTROL
AND IF YOUR HEART SURRENDERS , YOU'LL NEED ME TO HOLD
I'M LILY.
AND SOMETIMES, I WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE.

I LAUGH. I CRY. I WISH. I PONDER. I REGRET. I LISTEN. I TALK. I BREATHE.
I THINK. I COMPLAIN. I ENJOY. I EAT. I SMELL. I HATE. I LOVE. I LIVE.

ORIGINALITY CONFORMITY
"AN OPEN, OPINIONATED MIND IS WASTED WITHOUT QUESTIONS"

My Interests

" NOTHING'S PERFECT,
AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY."

"IT'S BECAUSE WE'RE SO TRAPPED IN OUR CULTURE , IN THE BEING OF BEING HUMAN ON THIS PLANET WITH THE BRAINS WE HAVE, AND THE SAME TWO ARMS AND LEGS EVERYBODY HAS . WE'RE SO TRAPPED THAT ANY WAY WE COULD IMAGINE TO ESCAPE WOULD BE JUST ANOTHER PART OF THE TRAP. ANYTHING WE WANT, WE'RE TRAINED TO WANT ." -C.P.

I'd like to meet:

I'VE MET ALL THAT I NEED.
THEY ARE THE REASON I BREATHE.

Dear LilyLove, ________

Music:

BREAKDOWN, THIS ISN'T
ALL ABOUT YOU , ITS ALL ABOUT
THE THINGS THAT I THOUGHT
YOU ALREADY KNEW
RiP
LUCKY FOR NOTHING

Movies:

FINDING NEVERLAND
DANCER IN THE DARK
ATONEMENT
I AM LEGEND

Books:

I HATE YOU, DON'T LEAVE ME
TWILIGHT
PARTY OF ONE
THE OATH

Heroes:

MY FRIENDS ARE A
DIFFERENT BREED ...MY
FRIENDS ARE
EVERYTHING ..

PEOPLE COME AND PEOPLE GO. THOSE WHO ARE STILL WITH ME, WHO ARE STILL ABLE TO TOLERATE ME, WHO ARE STILL PUTTING UP WITH MY IMMATURITY ARE MY HEROES. WHY? BECAUSE THEY HELP ME MORE THAN THEY COULD EVER IMAGINE.

My Blog

sometimes, i wear my heart on my sleeve

right now i think i'm sane, but i'm really just anxious,to cross that bridge, the subconscious oasis,where right is right, and wrong is wrong,and you aren't there to build me up.01. i am not one to sa...
Posted by Lily. on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 04:19:00 PST

Top Ten

01. Matt.02. Jason.03. Christina.04. Devin.05. Ariel.06. Andrea.07. Ryan.08. Cameron.09. Michael.10. Kiddy.***DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UP THE TOP!1. How did you meet number 3?A LONG time ago...
Posted by Lily. on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 10:47:00 PST

swear youll never leave me..

so last night was:Truce, Fall From Grace and The Formal at The Showbox in SeattleThe Classic Crime, Moneta, and Upon Beauty Rests at Hawthorne Theatre in Portland.did not go to either.yet...i found my...
Posted by Lily. on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 02:51:00 PST

so heres to the promise of glamourous living...

meh..you must drink up nowcause its all that you're gettingif you haven't been testedyou certainly willand i promiseits going to kill ...
Posted by Lily. on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 08:25:00 PST

insanity

gahhh...i hate this feeling.its driving me insane, just not knowing.extremely anxious.extremely nervous.extremely...scared?not really the right word but i don't know how else to explain it.hopefully t...
Posted by Lily. on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 11:14:00 PST

i could be fake

day after day, i keep seeing people stare. i look at myself and i think i look more "normal" than whoever else i'm by. usually at shows... i cover up and wear a shirt with a hoodie all the way zipped ...
Posted by Lily. on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 01:21:00 PST

standing on the rooftops

ugh... so i'm frusterated.i like what i have. i'm currently content with how i'm living my life.i love all the people whom i've become close with.i even love some of the people whom, i'm just associat...
Posted by Lily. on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 06:23:00 PST

i won’t buy a word you sold me

these dreams keep on coming...my dream from last night was a little hazy... but from what i remember it kinda seemed like the beginning of yester-nights dream. like, a couple of days before the carava...
Posted by Lily. on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 09:26:00 PST

tonight will change our lives..

So...i'm officially tired of everything.=/i had this like, amazing dream last night. [minus all of the random unmentionables and random people]anyways... we all took off in like a HUGE caravan and jus...
Posted by Lily. on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:03:00 PST

..cause this is real, and this is good

holy crap today was an amazing day. :Dstarted my day bright and early. woke up at 5am to take a shower, to leave for work at 6am and the guy was working. he didn't call in sick. And i actually like my...
Posted by Lily. on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 11:32:00 PST