♥ vanEsSa ♥

hmmm...sometimes i can be a bit of a drama queen. Peacemaker, first to end a fight. i rili dont wanna hold grudges. i tend to fall in love and get hurt easily. yes, i've been in love a couple of times. I use to go with my heart instead of my head (but good thing i've changed). i think overly romantic displays are a waste of time. i rely on standards when picking a man. smart ones, concrete analysts, math wizards, articulates, good conversationalists, and the likes can easily woo me! haha i don't really go for the looks, although it still matters.. hehe but seriously, the best thing about a guy is his love for God..Romance can thrill us to our core, but it's only a small part of true love. We have been playing in the sandbox -- God wants to take us to the beach....i'll get there soOn.. it may be like waiting for rain on a drought..but i know in the end, it's all worth the wait.. i'm praying for it...hehei'm wildly passionate when writing, reading, singing(in the shower?), playing the piano, and listening to music. i have this overly visual - i play back past(good&bad) memories like movies in my mind! blast!i'm into animals...esp. dogs and kittens (but i hate cats especially the black ones! they always give me those icy glares)! i wanted to be a vet when i was a kid but now, i think surgery(cardio) is much interesting!i have a strong faith in God.. His love inspires my life and sustains it.. He is my strength, my hope, my joy, and my ultimate reward! =)