sifting through the ashes
of another flame
like lightning it crashes
unpredictably the same
my tear drop ceases
while i fall apart
as i pick up the pieces
of my tattered heart
with trembling hands
i place each shard
each burning brand
shrivled and charred
some missing fragment
making a space
gloss over the decadent
with a fixed up face
with some twine and bale
i seek anew
and i entrust
my scotched taped heart...
...to you
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Tyler
Birthday: October 22
Birthplace: Thornton
Current Location: Greeley
Eye Color: hazel green
Hair Color: black
Height: 5'10" ish
Right Handed or Left Handed: right mostly
Your Heritage: german, cherokee, irish, english
The Shoes You Wore Today: brown grandpa shoes. (they slip on :P)
Your Weakness: vanity
Your Fears: that someday everyone will figure out that i don't know what i'm talking about and that i really am an idiot.
Your Perfect Pizza: sausage, pepperoni, cheeze, green pepper, and lots of sause
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: learn japanese
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ahhwells
Thoughts First Waking Up: what the hell kind of dream was that?
Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile, and ass
Your Bedtime: whatever tickles my pickle
Your Most Missed Memory: spinning around in circles until i almosed puked, then spinning the other way because i was thinking that it would reverse the damage done
Pepsi or Coke: mountain dew
MacDonalds or Burger King: Goodtimes
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappuccino
Do you Smoke: only occasionally
Do you Swear: no, why ever would you think that... ... ...
Do you Sing: i believe so, but then again, singing, screeching, its all about the same
Do you Shower Daily: oh yeah
Have you Been in Love: yep
Do you want to go to College: going now...
Do you want to get Married: yep
Do you belive in yourself: haha, i only have one of the biggest egos out there. wait, let me move mine aside and look... ... ... ... man, it wont budge. shit
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes, only if the driver isn't so good.
Do you think you are Attractive:
Are you a Health Freak: not really, no. but i feel that the immune system is a muscle and needs to be worked out otherwise it just gets plain lazy
Do you get along with your Parents: most definatly, but only when we don't live together
Do you like Thunderstorms: favorite weather
Do you play an Instrument: a few, piano, i can fake through the drums, and guitar
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yes, i believe so.
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: not that i'm aware of, but whatever pill i was given did make the pain go away
In the past month have you gone on a Date: haha, yeah.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: wow, nope.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: can't say as i have, definatly had the urge to though
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: *sigh* nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: not that i'm aware of.... well there was that droping of me durring a scirmish
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no... sigh. wait, does a bath tub count?
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just the thoughts form other peoples minds
Ever been Drunk: haha, theres the understatement of the night
Ever been called a Tease: little ol' me? *coy smile*
Ever been Beaten up: plenty of times. thanx bro
Ever Shoplifted: once.
How do you want to Die: doing something stupidly memorable, like writing my memoirs
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: nothing, i'm never going to grow up.
What country would you most like to Visit: spain
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: green or brown
Favourite Hair Color: black
Short or Long Hair: long, always long. period. no exeption. if a girl is hot with short hair, i will always think, man she would look good with hair to her ass
Height: shorter then me.
Weight: whatever is perportionate
Best Clothing Style: something that fits her
Number of Drugs I have taken: .... yeah that many
Number of CDs I own: 2. everything else just doesn't matter
Number of Piercings: 0
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0