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..When it all falls apart..

It's better to have never met you in my dreams, than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.

About Me

I'm I am 18 and I'm going to go to SFCC in the fall to get half of my teaching certificate and then i'm off to EWU to get the rest of it. i'm also going to get a minor in early childhood development. I'm a pretty fun person to be around. i love to have a great time and i'm super spontaneous and crazy. I believe u only get one life so have a great time while your still breathing. I have a great family which i'm honored to be a part of and a bundle of friends. my best friends are Melanie, Nathan and larissa. I am an american but my heart is in new zealand. I may act mean but i'm actually the sweetest person you'll ever meet if you get to know me. i'm like an M&M hard shell but soft insides. :D:DLayout Provided By CodeMyLayout.com - Myspace Layouts

My Interests

well my interest are and this may sound really geeky, but science, i love astronomy and forensics. now your probably like " eww what a geek" i guess i kinda am... umm i also like to play sports and i'm OBSESSED with New Zealand... umm... i love bmxin and playing tennis, soccer, street hockey and any kind of video game.. Also I love my baby kenzie!!!
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I'd like to meet:

I'm not looking for a relationship but i Love to talk, i'm real good at it. I love talking to and meeting new people. I'm a very outgoing, understanding and fun loving person, so don't be scared to talk to me... I'm FUN

Music:

i love to listen to music.. some of my fave bands are: blind spott, brooke fraiser, Linkin park, Red Jumpsuit Apperatis, three days grace, slipknot, a perfect circle, future leaders of the world, crossfade, the black maria,A Bullet for my valentine, atreyu, trivium, tool.. and others.. i also like a lot of country too.. it's soo good i'm sorry lol

Movies:

umm i love horror and scary movies cause they make me laugh. the victims are soo dumb, like running to the roof and just sitting there and screaming as the killer walks up to them...
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Television:

I love Family Guy!! STEWART GILLIGAN GRIFFIN MARRY ME!! lol and I love The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy and Code Name Kids Next Door!! hehe I'm just like a 10 year old!!! heheh:D

Books:


How to make a ~Ms.Amby Mae~
Ingredients:
1 part anger
1 part silliness
1 part empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little wisdom if desired!
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Personality cocktail
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Heroes:

My Hero is my sister cause she has gone through so much more then most people can even dream about and she still is the coolest, funniest and most awesome person i know, she has never let me cry alone. Oh and my brother chris for always telling me when i'm being dumb and when i should shut up and when i should just fall down and die.

My Blog

The Irony of love

?The Irony of Love...?Loving the right person at the wrong time,having the wrong person when the time is rightand finding out you love someone right afterthat person walks out of your life... And some...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 09:36:00 PST

Thoughts...

Why is it that I'm surrounded by soo many people, but yet I feel soo alone. that everyday i just wanna scream and shout but I don't say a word. Why is it soo many people get such comfort in these...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Tue, 01 Aug 2006 01:46:00 PST

These tears are for you (poem)

You hold me close and try to make me smileand stay with me for a little while, but do you know my tears are for you?   You look in my eyes and wipe my tears Not knowing youre the sum of my fears,...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 02:29:00 PST

DO THIS....please!

fill this out... you know u wanna!!1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Ar...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Mon, 27 Feb 2006 08:39:00 PST

Weakness over comes

hey everyone,well heres my update. i'm soo sick i can't even eat. that fantastic guy i talked about before didn't want me and i don't blame him, i wouldn't either. i treated him like crap and pushed h...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 07:28:00 PST

a day like today

hey guys and girlieswell i dunno i decided to post cause i feel like it would be fun to just babble and babble. ok my life now is going pretty good. all the crushes of my past are outta my mind and ev...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 10:01:00 PST

Deathly Pain

How do you have this hold over my thoughts, my dreams, how can you just stand there and hear my screams. You watch me falling and drowning in pain, your laugh, your voice, you drive me insane. I try l...
Posted by ..When it all falls apart.. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST