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~Nicolasa~

Yet no matter how deeply I go into myself, my god is dark ,and like a webbing made of a hundred root

About Me

Well lets see here You'll never meet another like me; MOst say I'm lovely,a great hostess,a muse, artistic , a striking dancer, loyal friend, kick ass makeup artist ,gifted poet ,funky ,strong ,and pleasant to be around . I feel more alive then ever ~
You are the Lovers card. The Lovers card is about
union. Each of us carries in our DNA the
ability to be the opposite of what we think
we are. Often our romantic attachments grow
out of awe and respect as we see in another
the characteristics we repress in ourselves.
Society often presses us into molds of what
it thinks masculinity and femininity should
be. As a result, many of us associate with
our gender certain positive characteristics
and call others negative, when if these same
qualities were held by a person of the
opposite sex, our attitude towards them would
be reversed. Getting in touch with our inner
animus and anima, (Jung's terms for our inner
male and female), allows us to see the whole
of our personalities in a positive and
constructive light. When you draw The Lovers
card in a reading, you are working with
balancing these forces. Depending on where
the card is, you have either achieved balance
or need to. The Lovers could indicate a
romantic or even a platonic relationship. Ask
yourself is this is a positive relationship
that contributes to your growth as a complete
human being, or if it fills an emotional
craving within you that is actually
detrimental to your personal growth. Image
from: The Iranian artist Riza.
http://www.metmuseum.org/collections/view1.asp?dep=14&it em=50%2E164
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My Interests

Socializing , DANCING , Poetry, Creative writing, Music Music Music, Makeup Artistry of course, Bellydancing,Wine lots of wine ,Exotic Cigarettes(mint Nat Shermans mmmm...),SAge cleansings, Aromatherapy, Ayurvedic principles ,my altar ,my apacheta, power of the word , little buddahs in my shower ,All forms of Mythology, good conversation,Fashion Photography,ancient cultures, Indi films ,Live Music ,YOgi Tea, old dusty books ,I have an amazing collection of antique glassware, ART (love frida Kahlo,Dali ,Monet ,MC Ecsher, and some) , ViNtAge ashtrays,Antiques ,Shopping for anything and everything,AIRBRUSHING,light Bondage ,Gothic Couture, CANDLES , Spells, Sensuality, Mental stimulation,Rituals, YOGA , SPIRITUALITY ,Sirens Entertaining/Hosting, and just loving and being loved in return. I also make a kick ass martini .and can appreciate a nice pint of Guinness , *420* staple to culture,Fashion of all forms, MAC makeup , Astrology, MONKEYS ,Re-inventions, dreams,WICCA , Tarot decks ,Vegetables turn me on , Cooking Organic healthy food is a must, Hedonistic behavior,staying up late talking, stargazing , Red wine & chocolate cake,hhhhhhmmmm... well as Bjork say s "there is more to life than this " .....

I'd like to meet:

The rare and enchanted ~ ........ oh and photographers , makeup artists , stylists ,and all those who share the passion for creating art , like myself ~

Music:

Lets just see , there is so much diversity with my music.... First off Im into anything other people think is weird , annoying, or abrasive. Experimental ,can mean so much , noizes coming from below. Ok fuck here it goes -experimental electronic - a , dark sounds of course, experimental rock, some tweeked out hip hop but not much (it sucks now) some old stuff is good. Electronic music makes me uplifted, Jungle is the way to my heart , Trip Hop, Trance, Breaks, down Tempo, Ambient and chill out sexy stuff. World Music- anything tribal or influenced from different cultures, alot of Tabla and Sitar,they are my favorite instruments, Ravi Shankar ,Natacha Atlas,Talvin Singh, Fela Kuti , Dead Can Dance , Enigma, Delerium, anything to Bellydance to, so on and so on.Dark stuff that makes me feel..... cleansed and sexually charged=Skinny puppy, Ministry,Bahaus,Nick Cave,cure ,Depeche Mode, souxsie my loVe , Front line assembly,NIN,Die Form,Covenant,Christian Death,Wolfsheim,Placebo,Smashing pumpkins ,Radiohead,INTERPOL, a new found interest in Indie rock,Blur, the Jesus and Mary Chain, Curve, all the soft ethereal- Cocteau Twins, Cranes , Lovepirals,Lisa Gerard, Traci thorn, Traci Lords (yum) lets see Bloc Party,the Rapture, the Editors,the Ravonettes,the Killers,the Presets,randome elctro mixes, METAL- Ozzy, Metallica,Deftones, TOOL * I also love opera ,Puccini ,andrea bucelli,maria callas ,and classical music as well I have been a Tori Amos fan since forever your either the type who loves her or hates her * I lOve her ~ Im also into lots of Trip Hop - Everything But the Girl , BJORK!!!! , Olive,Esthero, Massive Attack,Tricky, Portishead, MOno,Lamb,Smith & Mighty, THE ORB , Rabbit in the Moon (great performers) William Orbit,DJspooky,Dr.Octagon,Kruder&Dorfmeister.I also love blues, oldies and some old skool jazz, Billie Holiday,Sinatra,Dean Martin. LOve LOVE Love music.Oh and Im also into Reggae /Jah Love culture ,DUB beats ,SKA fricken Rocks !!!!! Marleys live on , Lee scratch perry, Peter tosh ,Steel Pulse,all those positive vibes . Then theres 80's/new wave/-the smiths, Duran Duran,kate bush, Joy Division, New Order,visage,JAPAN,Bronski beat,b52's, Sugarcubes, Stone Roses, Psychedelic Furs,BOWIE BOWIE David love you , Soft Cell, + Tainted I am, Brit pop is cool . There is so much more ROCK_ Led Zepplin, DOORS , hendrix, Velvet Underground,the beatles,Santana, Hard old rock , Pink floyd , Queen ,the Cult,the clash,the Ramones. Bottom Line is I like all kinds of music just not the country shwag or folk-y stuff, NO Jack johnson or shit that sounds like cotton candy gone wrong. I need more more more more , send me something new ,so i can get off ! Oh and plus ALL MY FRIENDS BANDS I love = Los Able minded poets , The Accident Experiment, Loving Sadness ,POD, The Antidivision ,Lil' Rob ,Sci-Development, Fuglistaller, Shaka Buku , a beautiful noise , Rj Hoffman , B side players ,Jeff Bloom and Dj's - Barbara , Richard , Ary Rose , Synexx ,Dodger, brent the badger , Atari and Junior ,Gage, and Willow if I've left you out hit me up people ~

Movies:

I love 80s movies all the John Hughes flicks, Valley girl,Heathers, Fast times ,Less than Zero love you Robert Downey JR (hopefully you can stay out of rehab) Anything that makes you think ; Kundun, Barakka, Fight Club, Being John Malkovich, Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Anything with John Cusack , Dogma , Pump up the Volume,Y tu mama tambien, Cry Baby , Heathers, Hairspray .etc. Then all the fucking heart wrenching shit, Romeo & Juliet , Great Expectations,Kama Sutra, Moulan Rouge,Princess bride,Moonstruck, Like water for Chocolate, anything that has too much love . Then there are the classics:ALL the Federico Fellini films, Trainspotting, Clockwork Orange , Beyond the Valley of the Dollhouse,Calligula,Death becomes Her, Half Baked,24 hr party people , all Cheech and Chong movies,Some like it HOt ,Gone with the Wind , ,I like William Defoe (fuck people who dont) Goodfellas,Scarface, Pink Floyd (the Wall), Legend, Secret of Nihm, Dark crystal, , all the weird shit too. Ilove independant films too Kensington Video is like home to me. Foriegn films totally turn me on, anything in French & Spanish ,forget it Im putty.Oh and Documentaries on anything from penguins to psycho's to club kidds . whatever .

Television:

Weirds me out, when you go long periods of time without it and then you watch it , its like Mac donalds or something. Full of sugar, full of Propaganda.It can suck you in and spit you out , all in a matter of seconds .

Heroes:

Kevyn Aucoin , GOLDIE , Pat Mcgrath , Sasha & Digweed , Jim Morrison,FRida Tracy Thorn,Lisa Gerrard , Che Guevara , mi abuela Consuelo Aguiar , and all artists who stand up for what they believe in and never quit .

My Blog

Chards of Glass ...

burried beneath grey soil her heart sang dry twisted to it's last perfection punctured like any other painting large scaled dreams with blood swept tears red lips tripped and tried vomiting sense ...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:31:00 PST

the Sadness calls ...

sadness..... the violent breath waits for another riot of passion jungle of Love quick lace of black centers my mind the madness of night the blood of my valentine in life and death the sorrow ...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Fri, 26 Jan 2007 10:21:00 PST

the Green ship is sailing ....

Seeds of a storm my sweet appearance make your entrance and strain me smooth for your hour has come spades and style I am lifted hardwired and hungry I want you .... skilled and scraped your ...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:36:00 PST

Thorn in her side ......

Thorn in her side ....   If I was a good little girl I'd let you lay me down on a bed of thorns and weed away at my heart planting destiny and desire in my ear drums wilting away at my fl...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 01:47:00 PST

Re-visited .......

Hawks lie closely run to you run to you Ya Im in use my mind shiny ship of wonder pieced apart of me  trip the hop of trust driving inwards more than this vanity of conclusion raven of l...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 09:42:00 PST

Ritual .......

What tha  @#$%#^*&%%$????     Cold the cry lost his silver pin needle caress upon my shoulder quiet as the night faithless in play "fakin the funk" I feel ya my bones are sucked d...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 12:45:00 PST

Only the lonely ......

Only the Lonely ..... my damn disaster   windstorm on the brain tsunami in our hearts my tidal wave of emotion strikes up a current affair landsliding right into my lap I rained on you my damn...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Mon, 29 May 2006 02:49:00 PST

Moving up slowly .....

LUSTRE writing my silent path dark strides running burn and turn I see you swimming desire the wine divide the line tricking my heart crosslinked and cut been here forever weak in the knees violin a ...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Tue, 16 May 2006 01:27:00 PST

.... where emotions get all tangled.....

from the hole in my heart , where emotions get all tangled ~   No one to share this odyssey of life with exciting times like these steel stars await painted prism-like with shiny circles their ...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Wed, 19 Apr 2006 10:16:00 PST

Fishing ..... a poem that stays afloat through murky waters

Lost in the fog I will find my way metaphors of existense are prominent tonight the cure runs strong pumping right through me I lost you ,as you lost me was it just faded misery crossing&nb...
Posted by ~Nicolasa~ on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 07:39:00 PST