i am:
::gHurLy na ROCKER
::a stUdenT nuRse
::GOD feaRing
::moOdy *sumTymS*
::EXTRUVERT na INTRUVERT *guLo*
::LOUD!
::maKuLet peRO maBaEt
::AStEg!
i LUrvE:
::thE beAcH! wiiii!
::shOpPing
::bAr hOpPing
::baNdfeSts
::muZziC *itS maH laYf!*
::hanGinG ouT w/ mah fRieNds
::tamBay and LauGH and laUgh and laUgh. haha
::wAtching MovIes *sCary moVies*
::TRUE peOpLe
::TRAVELING
::maH TREASURES.
i haTE:
::joLogs *no ofFense*
::gUys wHo caNT aPpreciaTe rOck muZzic *definiteLy a turN ofF*
::pRetentiouS peoPLe. *amp*
::insicUre PeopLe. *arGh!*
::bEing witHhELD
::rePtiLES *EeeewwW*
::maTh! *hahaha!*
i cAnt Live witHout:
::MUSIC
::MP3 pLayEr
::iPod
::pC
::yM
::myspAce
::frIendstEr
::my FRIENDS *nakS*
i cAn:
::SING *bokaLista?* haha.
::dAncE *a CHEERLEADER* hihi.
::pLAYs: gUitar
::DRUMS *not so gOOd aryT?*
::keyBOard
::SWIM *haha*
suPEr THANKS to:
::GOD *without HIM i am NOTHING*
::aLL thOSe rOckerS & mUsic mAkeRS ....m/
::my MOM
::my fRiEnds
deAr *******,
Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night, This idle hour just won't pass, I've never missed you this much , never thought I would, Didn't think you'd feel so far away. Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway, Autumn's amber red shadows dance. I miss our midnight rides on highway 18, 18 is gone. And so go past the lights and all the excuses, You could have left "sincerely yours" Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more? Cause anything too daring to say to you,Will be said in this letter, then burned away So you never realize I'm here. I'm thinking of your vague reply So I can understand, Why we put this at rest. Why we forget to Say that we were leaving, Say that we were sorry.
The past remains unspoken, As this vacant night is dieing.
But I still miss your summer perfume. This cold air brings such a distance to us, Such a painful distance. I'm still waiting for you to say you hate me now, So I don't have to hold on to this burning heart This burning heart is getting old, it's getting old And while sitting on this cold kitchen floor, Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized...I've finally realized that you were never... .
MyGen
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a LittLE sUmthin.
my super kulEt pamangkiNS.
*ken and jEssA*
aT the maLL.
kenn: Atsi, i want to buy ice cream.
jenn: no keN,u cant buy ice cream. ur mom sez' no ICE CREAM.
ken: (giving me that *i want some looks*) please atsI?
jenn: no kEn..lets just eat pizza.
kenn: cge ka, iLL teLL daDdy u went here to sEe Mr. g**y!
jenn: GOSH!! i was so shocked! he will definitely do that! argh! i was blocked mail!
*so we went to the ice cream station to buy one*
*imagine a kid doing that to u?! hahahah! i just got my pRize!*
istoRya
A young relationship can never last long,
To get through some days, you must be strong.
Should have listened to the words my friends gave me,
Too late, puppy love got a grip of my heart and raped me.
I still like him and wish it would get through,
I screwed, so what, whatcha gonna do.
You know what they say, opposites attract,
Too bad with same minds no time to react.
Too much in common with too little time,
Sitting here wishing you'd still be mine.
If I'd have waited just a little bit longer,
The relationship would grow, friendship be stronger.
Never realize the precious time that love takes,
Cause the puppy inside me ain't ready for heart break.
Time heals all, through the best and the worst,
Even when laid out, toes up, in a hearse.
Sometimes I feel stupid even when not my fault,
Cause still intact, though beat up is my heart.
When you melt pure gold, it's as gold as ever,
When you break a heart, it's broken forever.
Time comes in relationships to never say never,
Cause in my heart you'll live forever and ever.
...........................................................
Now I realize
–Forever– does not exist
–Forever– is a lie
–Forever– is not true Now that I think about All the shit you said You said Forever–
a lot So you lied to me Because Forever– is a lie
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Left me when i most needed you Left me with this cuts in my wrists sadness in my heart too many tears wasted people staring like I was some kind of monster voices in my head Am I going crazy? Am I OK? too many un answered questions I don't know what to do too much pain in me my world fell apart when you left me you were the one holding it together but now that you are gone there's nothing to help me live at night I stay up crying when I finally fall asleep my pillow is soaked with my tears I'm falling apart nothing or no one can help me now searched everywhere until I found the perfect blade put it against my wrist cut deep in my vein blood everywhere the pain getting worst then i fell down to the floor suddenly my pain was gone but so was my life.
...........................................................
Without YOU.
Without you my life is incomplete without you I feel so miserable, without you everything seems to be different and without you, i find no reason to be HAPPY.
YOU left me with no aid. you left me with no reasons for me to feel better. I have given everything, even the F*ckiest part of this stupid relationship.
Being with you means so much to me. The happiness that i feel cannot be rewarded by any. Seems that time is testing me with all these crazy things going on between us. Isn't it funny to think that you're not even my BOYFRIEND and sometimes you act like you are? irony..and the STUPID me feels everything you want me to feel without any hesitation. Doubting is not the game for me but the feeling is always striking me. I Like you..but I'm not an extra TOY that you can play with when you have nothing more.
F*ck this stupid relationship, F*ck this stupid feeling cause WITHOUT YOU life aint F*ckin' easy...
