Gia

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For madness, nightfalls, sex, addiction, my sleepless nights, music, bass, ballet, rides, shady places, memories, knowledge, wasted life, silence, strange meetings, excess, aspirin, cigarettes, obsession, all that you hate, all that you fear, my dark desire with all the trappings of regret dressed in blasphemy, life and death, energy, if I stop it was still worth it, even the terrible mistakes that I make and would have unmade if I could, the pains that have burned me and scarred my soul, it was worth it, for having been allowed to walk where I've walked, which was to hell on earth, heaven on earth, back again, into, under, far in between, through it, in it, and above.