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CJ

its a different kind of suck

About Me

Me? I'm dishonest, and a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest. Honestly. It's the honest ones you want to watch out for, because you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly... stupid.i did an incredibly stupid thing. but here i am. a guess thats the last time im honest.Im a soldier by contract, a man by trial.

My Interests

someone who values the worth of time with those whom they love.one day you might find yourself in a cardboard box. the only friend you have is the the person you share that box with. do they care about money beyond what meal that might bring?no they are probibly in love with you no matter what situation they are in, as long as they get time with you they should be happy.they would pray every day you would be safe so they could talk to you at night.i guess im still working on that.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

Ha, wouldnt you like to know.

Movies:

two words,Rocky Balboa

Television:

i didnt have TV 'till about 8th grade, so i really dont watch it much.

Books:

anything but waldo emersmon and his group of pussies.

Heroes:

Zach, he's the coolest

My Blog

a fun little camping trip

so for work this week we have a ten day camping trip planned. its going to be tons of fun.   to start off we thought it would be fun to wake up at the ass crack of dawn on tuesday and sit in...
Posted by CJ on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 10:24:00 PST

let the games begin

play me im a hell of a game. i twist and turn and hug the curves, but my little engine that can dont wanna. not this game.   have fun with your game  ...
Posted by CJ on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 09:43:00 PST

forsaken to forgiven

i made a leap of faith last night.a shot in the dark.today i woke up and triple checked what you said.three words are burned into my mind.those three words set me free.i never knew i had it in me to s...
Posted by CJ on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 10:52:00 PST

wish i would have opened my mind

first off i would like to thank those who warned me. you gave it your best, but i was just too fuckin stupid to listed. now im here, watching Good Will Hunting, drunk and unforgiving. not at anyone b...
Posted by CJ on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 10:06:00 PST

dag on’!

trust me when i say this. to truck with a ruck is no small thing.and with the fluids i've pushed on myself ill be sure to make some pit stops.alright i'll lay it out for you, i have an 18 mile road ma...
Posted by CJ on Sun, 14 Sep 2008 06:19:00 PST

yeah I’m drunk. so what?

dodged a bullet. matrix style.feeling great. yet not greatful.saved a life. nick of time.feeling worthyet worthless.the glass against my teeth makes contact in a cascade of realism. when did i get her...
Posted by CJ on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 12:20:00 PST

welcome to the party

for those of you who dont know and for those who forgot me,its been a year.in 2 hours it will have been 365 days since i stepped off that bus in georgia.and i've regreted it ever since.1 year ago i st...
Posted by CJ on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 08:48:00 PST

i wish you would...

its a hard cold truthletting your friends know the girl you spent the night withisnt worthy of their inspection.she was too clingy, too crazy, too fixated, too sold, too fitchish.i would never hesitat...
Posted by CJ on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:48:00 PST

say can you see does those bottle rockets still burst.

its about 20 min till the 5th and the battle still rages. explosions rock the yard in an epic battle of who bought the most, and who went the distance. bottle rockets fly down the street, a fire fig...
Posted by CJ on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 09:50:00 PST

flashing lights

arcades in neon. the glass bottle of barley water makes the time pass smooth. and the company places bets on shit talking rights. its a great night.   i've learned to love the art of talki...
Posted by CJ on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 10:07:00 PST