Ok, let's reset. Where do I start?
Growing up, I was found to be smarter than the average kid. Which translated nowadays just means that for the most part you either a) pick up on things quickly, or b) you study well.
Also growing up, I found that in activities that didn't require too much athletic ability I was decent at. So much so that a streak of competitiveness runs in me in regardless of what I do now. Admittedly, it's hard to have fun doing something.
Lately, I've found that I can get fairly decent in what I do, whether it be bowling or softball, but can't get to seem as good as I'd like to be. Either I just don't put in enough work, or I'm just above average at a lot of things, but not great at anything.
During my primary education years, I was introduced to anime. While people may have second life as a getaway, I have anime. I long for the day that my life turned into an anime, although I know it never will.
The desire for an anime life has led me to travel to Japan 3 times - touring different areas of Japan while visiting places that were used in anime series and attending concerts of anime song artists such as angela, Tamaki Nami and Do As Infinity. I have dreams of living in Japan, but for right now that's not in the cards.
Outside of being in Japan, I don't really know what else I want to do. Perhaps be an independent financial advisor, but that will take some time to build up.
