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Lover,I don't have to love

"I should have picked the photograph,it lasted longer than you"

About Me

My name is Heidi and I live in the beautiful pacific northwest.I just moved back here after being gone for 3 years.This is my home always has and will be. i mlove anything that has to do with music or art.I like idividuals who are free-thinking and unique.Life is short,so live it to the fullest. love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

*make up *paranormal *music *creating art in all forms *traveling *psychology *cooking *anatomy *pharmaceuticals *vampires *japanese horror *foreign language *oceans *intelligent people *keyboards *happy bunny *adrogyny *boys in makeup *dreams *euphoria a href=http://www.getmyspacecomments.com/>
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I'd like to meet:

my soulmate..

Music:

placebo,marilyn manson,brand new,bright eyes,rise against,joy division,k's choice,kill hannah,30 seconds to mars,interpol,she wants revenge,peter murphy,redemption,hawthorne heights,anberlin,silversun pickups,shiny toy guns,gliss,tragic black,....

Movies:

30 days of night,interview with the vampire,thirteen,clean,requiem for a dream,party monster

Television:

forensic files,nip/tuck

Books:

anything by anne rice,stephen king,edgar allen poe.nietzche,

Heroes:

no one everyone lets you down

My Blog

a song to say goodbye

so the end is coming soon 98 days 8 hrs and 25 minutes I will be leaving here for good.I may be back though to visit.I've never been good at saying goodbye even though I should.Can't stand the situati...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 01:34:00 PST

a light at the end of the tunnel?

yeah so finally after two months of not having a car I will soon..had a little chat with the corporate big wigs at the stupid financial company yesterday.I was like"I'm not going to pay 300 bucks a mo...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:11:00 PST

The Nightmare

Last night had a dream....you said you hated me and never wanted to see me again...couldn't take it sixty dollars later I threw away everything I had ever worked for just to make it go away.....heart ...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 11:11:00 PST

Love is a bullet

Love is a bullet....killing us softly as it whispers its tragic song in our ears take the knife,dig it a little deeper now...this won't hurt Love is a bullet...killing us softly as it whispers its tra...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:22:00 PST

stupid fucking car

so I had a mechanic come look at my car today turns out it has a rod knock and the motor is going to shit lovely! Think I'll just just smash all the windows and burn it to the ground;)
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 11:23:00 PST

like a glass balloon Im fading....

Things have been ok on the homefront....been busy studying,working,living.The neighbours are trying to talk to me into staying,co-workers blah. I never was able to stay in one place for a long period ...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 11:47:00 PST

Home.....

So, it is official I have made up my mind and I am moving back to Washington State.For several reasons number one I found out that I will pay lower tuiton fees and number two the pay rate is lot highe...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:57:00 PST

neo-fascist eyes

Never look back,just move ahead everything that you loved is now dead They stare at you with their neo-fascist eyes Don't believe in their pathetic little lies If I could kill you....cut away your dea...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 11:25:00 PST

No time to live

No time to live,no time to die only enough to exist.Time flies by... tick,tick.Wrapped up in a multitude of tasks, she often asks,"what has happened to the future or the past?" No time for sleep for i...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Wed, 23 May 2007 10:33:00 PST

Homesick.....

I miss home very terribly......god I can't believe I've been away for two years now.It seems just like yesterday that I was leaving that place in car to come here. Sometimes I feel as if I don't belo...
Posted by Lover,I don't have to love on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 06:57:00 PST