Courtesy of SparkleTags.comDont like talking about myself but ill try my best.... Just turned 30 so Im trying to deal with that, however In saying that I have had a great opportunity to look back on my life, to see so many people have walked In and out, I sometimes wonder where the hell all those friends are, the one's we defended so much, the one's we loved to death and always said we would be friends forever....I wonder... well instead of wasting my time thinking about the past let me tell what im about now... I can now say that I have the most wonderful people in my life that totally complete it, if only when I was younger could I understand that friendships dont always last forever but the memories do and as long as we hold onto the good memories, well, the ones worth hangnig onto, and learn from all the mistakes we make, that Is how I will determine who Is In my life now, to surround myself with people that are trustworthy, honest and are not afraid to say It how It Is, only I determine my future and only now after having my heart broken, feelings hurt and being betrayed by guys and so called friends, Is why I am now happier, stronger and love those around me so much more, the ones that have been able to put up with all my shit, been there threw It all, In which are not many, but you know who you are!!! Im no longer interested in wasting my time with people who talk shit, lie and havent got the balls to be honest with themselves or anyone around them, i am finally heading in the right direction and have no intention of allowing anyone get in the way of ruining it for me. All those that were in my past and are not here now are staying in my past for a reason, i dont need to elaborate... I can be the be most loving and considerate person in the world and will do anything for you if i know your worth it but get on my bad side and your barred for life, when you give me a reason to not trust you, when ive done nothing wrong and you still think i wont find out the shit you talk about me behind my back, then you will never be apart of my life again, not in 5, 10, 15 or 30 years... if i see you, you will know by the look in my eyes to stay away. I have all the best people in my life right now and i couldnt be happier because they are REAL people, not fake like sooooo many. Ive lived my life, travelled, studied, have a great job and I guess It all comes with growing up In which Is something I thought Id never do but after partying way to hard for way too long, I have no regrets, Ive learned to appreciate so many other things In life now, I thank god every night that Ive made it threw another day and that I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back and food on the table, im not rich and probably never will be but im so grateful for what i do have, we often forget that there Is always someone out there in this world so much worse off than us and THAT should be enough to appreciate what we have and love everything and everyone In our lives so much more.SO If you have made it to here.... congratulations!!! I am looking to meet REAL people with a real interest in being friends, having a laugh and catching up... Look forward to meeting new people from all around the world!! Talk soon CAO!!
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