I'd like to meet:
May I never be complete. May I never be content. May I never be perfect.
I am a constant work in progress. I have overcome much, but see the progress still yet to make. I dance between narcissism and altruism daily.
I cannot give you the answers, I do not yet know the questions. But I have faith that I will discover them both. Everyday is another step to being what I want to be, as I fight to overcome the comfort of the facade.
I have been blessed with greater love and greater friendship than most people can even begin to fathom. Each and every soul has left an imprint on my heart, and I will not soon forget you or the lessons learned along the way.
When I allow myself to feel, I feel deeply. It takes a great person to overcome the walls I keep around myself. I am not often kind, I am not often selfless, and even after you've scaled the walls I might spend years pushing you away. The perks, as it were, are almost nonexistent. However, I hope you find yourself in the path of my warmth instead of my ice.
I work at a regular job of no consequence, and spend most of the rest of the time taking care of my grandmother and cats. This leaves me little time for my hobbies. My interests are diverse and ever changing. My main interests are photography, literature, writing, body modification, culinary art, interior design, Egyptology and Barbies (ask before you judge!). In the future I would like to find a way to balance my work with my writing and music. I will find the way. In the future I plan to become a guardian ad litem, as children are near and dear to my heart. (I do not have any of the 2 legged variety, I am perfect at being Aunt Sara, but do not want children of my own at this time).
I am married, separated, and dating. Respect me, and I will respect you. I will appreciate your IQ more than your wallet, and your honesty more than your charm. I am very picky, and yes, I am bisexual, but not interested in any sort of ménage à trois with you and your partner. Being bisexual may mean that i'm twice as likely to have a date, but it doesn't mean I'm easy. Thank you.
I consider myself a creative, intelligent animal, and would like to meet other creative, intelligent animals along my journey. If you can make me laugh, if you can drag me out of my bullshit facade and have a real moment with me, add me. If you can argue with me, without taking it to serious, and you can make me think, add me. If you are genuine, open-minded and have something to offer and are looking for the same in return, add me.
Favorite Music
Music is all that matters. Nothing in this existence will compare to the feelings that music gives me. I will give anything a chance and have a deep appreciation for all music regardless of whether I like it or not. However, I am a snob, and I think my music taste is elite. I love metal of many types, hard rock, classical, opera and some jazz. Most rap, bluegrass, gospel and modern country "music" makes me nauseous.
I support local metal in my free time, so if you're a local artist, Add my other profile .
Just a few of my favorite bands & artists include:
H.I.M., Nirvana, Superjoint Ritual, Pantera, Mindless Self Indulgence, Shadows Fall, For My Pain, Disturbed, Duran Duran, All Shall Perish, Sanctity, Black Label Society,Iron Maiden, Down, kHz,Nightwish, Buckcherry, Rammstein, Within Temptation, Acid Bath, Apocalyptica, Elvis Presley, Metallica(pre-load era), Queen ,Beethoven, Korn, Patsy Cline, Bruce Dickinson, Mozart, Helloween, Judas Priest, Tori Amos, All That Remains, Prince & The Revolution, Drain S.T.H., Bon Jovi, The White Stripes, Linkin Park, Helmet, Guns N Roses, Rachmaninov, Trivium, London After Midnight, 69 Eyes, All That Remains, Miyavi,Led Zeppelin, Avenged Sevenfold, Prodigy, Alice n Chains, As I Lay Dying, Motley Crue, NIN, White Zombie, The Doors, Marilyn Manson, Billy Idol, Dir En Grey, Velvet Revolver, The Cult, Black Sabbath, Megadeth, Our Lady Peace, Opeth, Blind Melon, Stabbing Westward, Fiona Apple, Deadsy, INXS, Slayer, Pink Floyd, Joan Jett, Dream Theater, The Cruxshadows, DIO, Gackt, Snake River Conspiracy, Johnny Cash... Last but never LEAST : Metal Skool !
Writings
I love reading. The escape of reading is a drug I cannot avoid. However, I also enjoy writing. It is cathartic. It makes me feel better than 6 months of therapy did. I write novels of different themes and types, and mediocre poetry. November 2006 was the first year I participated and completed Nanowrimo . Completing it sparked something in my cerebellum and I am fighting daily to get back into the habit of pen to paper and not stifling the flow. If you are interested in purchasing the novel I wrote, contact me. Feedback and dialogue is, as always, welcome.
"I'm sick of being lost in the darkness, without warmth or guiding light
I'm sick of fighting upward, without the power of clear sight.
I hate pretending that I'm strong, when I know I'm only weak,
I hate pretending the future is brighter, because I know it's bleak
I'm tired of being the helpless victim of my own array of masks
I'm tired of being the martyr that keeps failing all God's tasks.
I'm torn in half from hearing that i'm strong, "it's a test."
i'm torn in half from hearing that I should believe I'm blessed..
I'm so sick of expectations to be so giving, selfless, and smart,
I'm so sick of trying perfection at the expense of my heart
Find another to fill those shoes, yes another could be so good,
And even if I could change who I am, I don't believe I would"
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© 1996-2007 Sara Beth Caldwell Sechrist
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NAME: Sara Beth
SEX: Female
MARITAL STATUS: Separated
CHILDREN: 4 Cats :D
RELIGION: Deism
AGE: 26
ASTROLOGICAL: Libra
LOCATION: Canton, North Carolina
AIM & YAHOO: CzarriaAfdemaur
MSN: [email protected]
WEBSITE: WNC METAL
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