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R.I.P- ROXANNE NADINE LOPEZ.. MY HEART.. MY HIP.. MY LIL SISTA.. PITBULL.. KUZIN.. BESTFRIEND.. DIARY.. N MOST OF ALL MY BACKBONE!! ITS SO HARD TO BELIEVE THAT UR GONE. AS MUCH AS WE USED TO BABBLE ABOUT HOW WEN WE DIE WE GONNA SING AT EAchothers WAKES N SHYT. I NEVA THOUGHT IT WOULD B DIS SOON MA.. 16?? DAM DAT AINT EVEN RITE.. I DUN WANNA HEAR GOD TAKES PEOPLE FOR A REASON.. KUZ DERE WAS ABSOLUTELY NO REASON HERE.. U WERE ALWAYS FIGHTIN FOR WUT U NEEDED.. U NEEDED LIFE DA MOST MA.. SOMETIMES ME N U WOULD SAY, HEY IT GOTTA GET BETTER FROM HERE KUZ I KANT SEE IT GETTIN ANY WORSE.. BUT WE WERE WRONG.. EVERYDAY I BLAME MYSELF.. I KNO I WASNT DA ONE AT FAULT BUT I KANT HELP BUT BELIEVE DAT I COULD OF SAID A LIL MORE OR TRIED TO REACH U IN ANOTHER WAY!! BUT U DONT HAVE TO FIGHT ANYMORE BABE ITS ALL OVER.. NOW ALL U GOTTA DO IS WATCH OVER ALL OF US AS WE TRY SO HARD TO SHAKE THIS OFF.. I KNO I WONT B ABLE TO DO IT.. BUT THE HARDEST PART IS HAVIN TO ACCEPT IT. I THOUGHT ALL OF DAT WOULD HAVE BEEN TAKEN CARE OF ONCE I WENT TO THE WAKE. BUT SHAWTIE IN DA CASKET WASNT U ROX.. NOT AT ALL!! I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS.. I ONLY WISH U COULD ANSWER THEM SUM HOW. IM MISSIN U LIKE KRAZY ALREADY DIS ISNT HEALTHY DA WAY IM TAKIN IT.. BUT I WANT U TO KNO DAT U WERE ALWAYS CONSIDERED BLOOD TO ME KUZ MY LOVE FOR U WAS STRONGER DEN ANYTHING!! I FELT AS IF U WERE TRYULEY MY OTHER HALF.. AND NOW I AM INCOMPLETE.. I HOPE UR AT PEACE NOW MAMA N I ONLY HOPE UR WATCHIN OVER ME IN EVERYTHING BUT DISAPPOINTMENT. YOU WERE TRULEY AN ANGEL DAS DA ONLY PART DAT SEEMS TO MAKE SENSE AS TO WHY HE NEEDED YOU UP THERE. N NOT FOR NUFTIN BUT NOW AALIYAH GOT COMPETITION SHE AINT DA BADDEST CHIK UP THERE NOW.. I LOVE U BABIGURL HOLD A SPOT FOR ME ME.. IM NOT FAR!!