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About Me

x. I have a name almost everyone can’t pronounce.
x. don’t attempt to say my whole name because it’ll just make me feel bad
x. and it’ll make you look like an idiot.
xx. family is everything to me.
xx. friends come in at a close 2nd.
xxx. am the Battalion Commander of the 2005 established Marauder Battalion.
xxx. still trying to find the balance between friend and commander.
xxx. i try to be both, but i can never make anyone happy.
xx.xx. my iPod provides me with the soundtrack to my life.
xx.xx. my journal knows all my secrets.
xx.xx. my cell phone can be my best friend or my worst enemy.
xx.xx. my sketchbook holds the images i wish i saw in my daily life.
xxx.xx. LOVE. never used the word, unless expressing it those i hold close to me.
xxx.xx. LOVE. never leaves my lips when it comes to relationships.
xxx.xx. NEVER going to leave my lips until someone who deserves it comes along.
xxx.xx. though i don't use the word "love", still am a:
xxx.xxx. sucker for sweethearts.
xxx.xxx. hopeless romantic.
xxx.xxx. if simple and sweet, i’ll fall for it.
xxx.xxx. as easy it is to steal my xxx.xxx. BUT, love still won't leave my lips.
xxx.xxx.x. to get into my head Click Here
JROTC
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My Interests

+ FAMILY!
+ FRIENDS!
+ AJROTC!
+ my bed
+ sleep
+ lollipops
+ hearts
+ stars
+ moons
+ the future
+ boys
+ all the good stuff

LITTLE BITS
+ i write to get my thoughts out
+ i draw to calm myself
+ i sing my heart out
+ i dance like people are watching
+ i just cook
+ SMILES are hot
+ LAUGHS bring tears to my eyes
+ GUYS confuse me
+ TRUST is something i have issues with
+ PROMISES are things i believe should be kept
+ BREAK promises, LOSE my trust.

I'd like to meet:

i already met *you.
i guess i'll meet you now.

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Music:

+ varies
+ oldies
+ classic rock
+ OPM
+ slow jams
+ alternative
+ motown
+ hip hop
+ r&b
+ rap
+ hawaiian

Movies:

+ varies
+ Aladdin
+ Everything You Want
+ Pearl Harbor
+ The Notebook
+ 50 First Dates
+ Ever After
+ Kingdom of Heaven
+ Memoirs of a Geisha
+ Sin City
+ Sixteen Candles
+ Wedding Crashers
+ All the Disney Movies
+ Ocean's Eleven & Twelve
+ Breakfast at Tiffany's
+ Something's Gotta Give
+ The Power Rangers Movie
+ Ray
+ Grease
+ Behind Enemy Gates
+ School Ties
+ A Walk to Remember
+ The Village
+ The Outsiders
+ Deuces Wild
+ and some more...

Television:

+ varies
+ Laguna Beach
+ CSI
+ The Gaunlet I & II
+ Family Guy
+ Viva La Bam
+ Wild Boyz
+ Gilmore Girls
+ 2 Guys and A Girl
+ The Look for Less
+ FRIENDS
+ The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
+ It Takes a Thief
+ anything on the Food Network
+ American Dad
+ Futurama
+ ATHF
+ Trigun
+ Spongebob
+ the old Power Rangers series
+ and some more...

Books:

+ varies
+ This Lullaby
+ Scribbler of Dreams
+ I Can’t Tell You
+ Mixed Messages
+ Dreamland
+ The Notebook (the movie was better)
+ Seventeenth Summer
+ Love Rules
+ The Principles of Love
+ This Must Be Love
+ Timeless Love
+ The Story of King Arthur and His Knights
+ Greek Mythology
+ Wuthering Heights
+ Persuasion

Heroes:

+ God
+ Family
+ Anyone who makes a difference
+ Friends (handful)
CRYSTAL
BEST BUD SINCE FOREVER! 11 years. HOLY CRAP! That's a long time. We haven't seen each other in a looooooooooooooong time, but we're still cool. You gota work on getting your license cuz we gota hangout like NOW cuz we're not getting any younger. THANK YOU for always listening to all the crap I have to tell you. I don't know of any other person who would be willing to bite anyone who causes me stress. Well, maybe Jade...but yeah. THANK YOU for everything. LOVE YOU ALWAYS!
RACHEL
PINKY SWEAR! I can’t thank you enough for dealing with all the crap I put you through these past 3 ½ years. Amazing how we’ve been able to stay friends even though we got irritated with each other. Even now, I’m doing my thing, you’re doing yours…sorry for always becoming all paranoid. You know me already…TRUST ISSUES! Ha. Again, THANK YOU! LOVE YOU KID!
KRISTEN
PFFT! You. I don’t know what to say to you. You’ve been by my side through everything. From everything dealing with *him to being clueless about whatever Mr. Ramos talks about in class, you‘re always there. Even if though we had that “time apart”, whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on…your shoulder was always right there waiting for me. THANK YOU for dealing with all my whining and complaining about *you know who*. But don’t worry, you won’t be hearing too much of that anymore…because SOMETHING HAPPENED! =P LOVE YOU SIS!
LENORA
I’M SORRY! Tears, tears, tears, and more tears. 3½ years filled with breakups and makeups. We’ve truly been through a lot with each other. We’ve been at each other’s throats and yet we’ve always found ways to forgive. I am honestly sorry for what I made you think. We really have to hangout during the break because we have a lot of catching up to do. You know I’m always here, even if you think I’m not really here. WE’RE STILL COOL! THANK YOU for always finding ways to forgive me. LOVE YOU!
MADDIE
OMG! My twin. With the exception of being born 2 years apart, to 2 different families, and looking completely different. Even though I’ve only gotten to know you this year, I already feel like you know me inside and out (and how could you not? WE ARE TWINS after all). THANK YOU for sharing all the stress and irritations with me. Remember I’ve always got your back, like how you’ve got mine. LOVE YOU!
CORI
MINI BC! My balance. THANK YOU for taking charge when I don’t. You’re just like me, except meaner. Funny how that is though, since most people find ME mean. Haha, guess they haven’t met you yet, eh? But seriously, thank you for everything. When I leave, you best be XO or something. LOVE YOU!
JOHNANN
BABY COOCH! My daughter. The one I have to constantly watch over (just joking). You bring the smile to my face whenever it’s gone. With all your antics, you never disappoint when it comes to making me laugh. THANK YOU for that. When I leave, who’ll be the one to watch over you (*cough*CORI*cough*)? LOVE YOU!
KRISSY
LITTLE SIS! What to say? Thank you for all those times I needed someone to talk to. Thank you and Kehau for always being there to help me stop the tears from falling. But no tears will be falling anymore! Why? BECAUSE. Yeah, I'll fill you in later. But yeah. Just THANK YOU! LOVE YOU!