Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™

About Me

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october 29th is my birthday.
Hello, My name is Michelle. :)
I look at life like I'm the only one smoking weed in a world full of tweakers.
I'm still a kid.
I smoke Camel Wides.
I like doing drugs and playing pretend.
I DGAF.
I'm Totally Single!
Feel intirely free to spit game. ;)
If I could have one wish, I'd want to go back to my freshman year.
I need to learn to stop forgiving people.
I'm like a door mat, I let people walk all over me, Or as Christine, I'm a matress.
My life is a giant story book.
I watch nascar.
I read alot.
"All my friends are dead."
I talk about my past alot.
I've lost all intrest in everything that I once found joy in.
I write everything on my mind.
I'm always in constant trouble.
I prefer just to say stfu and let's get high than deal with life.
I hate school.
Music is life. I don't care what you say.
I think body art is the most orgasmic thing ever created by man kind.
I'm crazy, You'll learn to deal.
I'm NOT fake. Don't judge me, I've seen alot, I've done alot and you'll never know all of me.
Just fucking talk to me, kthx.
These are the nights I live for. :)

My Interests

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My Heroes

My Blog

In the end, I only manage to hate myself more.

In the winding down hours, I 'm in the middle of a break down.I'm not an easy target.I have my sparks.He presses every button I've got.He just wants to make me tick, tick, tick until I explode.Blame, ...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 05:52:00 PST

This girp

I don't know much these days.My choices could break my heart,Or save me.Nothing feels alive,Nothing feels real,Until I let go completely.Here I go with all my fears waiting to shoot me down.It's time ...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 09:13:00 PST

Where do I begin?

It's not that I'm not willing to try, It's the fact I don't even know where to start.I can't just pick at myself,and pull away the bad from the good.It's nearly impossiblebecause In all serious honest...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 08:33:00 PST

are you afraid to dream?...I am.

Sitting still amongst nothing but the echoing noise of the snoring hound laying at my feet. My finger tips that wind around my belt loops release. My thick, chubby fingers ruffle against my grease for...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 06:34:00 PST

The cycle

You spend your days lost in your imaginationYou spend your hours picking your brain for answers.The world spins fastAnd your vision slows.You spend your life uncertain of what's what,Lost in a pit of ...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 08:53:00 PST

Take a look at this

an emotion survey.a n g e r section.do you have a quick temper?: Not really.what do you do when you're mad?: Usually just storm off.what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: Kicked a hol...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Tue, 12 Aug 2008 08:40:00 PST

Amanda is amazing...on drugs

..TR style="BORDER-RIGHT: 69c 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: 69c 1px solid; BORDER-LEFT: 69c 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: 69c 1px solid; BORDER-COLLAPSE: collapse"> I wish i was a windmil ...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 10:56:00 PST

Amanda Panda SandyPants :)

Amanda Panda Sandy Pants. Amanda, I know we've hardly known eachother all that long, I know I can be overly obnoxious, I know that we're intirely differnt in so many ways, but you sure have taught me...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 12:28:00 PST

Late Nights.

I tip the bottle 1...2...3... The bitter sweet smell of cheep vodka clouds my nostrils, Sending sudden shivers down my chilled body. I pop my neck back in motion with the glass as this liquid Satan I...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:13:00 PST

Who am I? Who are you? Who is anyone?

I know I'm not the only one who questions who they are. Although, I may do it more often than others. It's such a strange and difficult thing to think of, 'Who am I?'. Throughout my entire life I've ...
Posted by Michelle Monstrosity//PCP™ on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 02:10:00 PST